" Only you can make me smile after having a bad day"

Taehyung's POV:

Jimin- N-no it's nothing serious.... Ok, let's talk about something else.

- Fine with me.

Two hours passed by.......

Jimin- And then my friend was acting like nothing happened, I got so angry... I was like ' You wanna get beaten up by me now or what?!'

- *laughs* O yea.... I should say ' Don't mess with Jimin, cuz he is something'.

Jimin- *rolls eyes* yea, whatever.

- Haha Chimmy you are seriously cool!!!

Jimin- Not really bu- *looks at his wrist watch* Oh shitu..... It's already 9.... I need to go now back to my dorm.

- Oh yea.... It's late.... Ohk...more than 2 hours passed?

Jimin- Yea, maybe.... *Laughs* time really doesn't stop nah?

- It will .... If you say.... Then *chuckles*

Jimin- Tae!!! Stop teasing me!!!

- *laughs* ohk fine....

Jimin- Now I have to go... Meet you tomorrow. Today I had a lot of fun!!

- Yup me too.... I didn't have so much fun for a while....

Jimin- Maybe soon.... We can again meet up like this *smiles*

- Really?!

Jimin- Yea... Why not.... It make you happy.... And if you are happy, I'm happy too !!!

Then he......

He pecked my cheek.....

I was staring at him with wide eyes....

Jimin- What Happened....

- N-nothing... Just....umm....

Jimin- I can do anything for you my friend..... Whatever makes you happy.

I wanted to cry......

I wanted to scream aloud.....

Nobody..... Literally..... No one..... Except Kookie..... Cared for me.

Nobody I know.... Cared about me this much....

I hugged him while trying to fight back with my tears.....

Jimin- What happened Tae *hugs him back*

- T-thank you Jimin....

Jimin- I thought you wouldn't like it...

- N-na.... I liked it....

Jimin- Tae... Look at me....

I broke the hug and stared into his eyes.

I saw nothing......

Except for.....

Love and care and sadness.......

He's hiding from me ..... It has to be something.....

He wiped off my tears and pecked my nose.

Jimin- Don't cry.... Pwease *smiles*

- o-ohk..... Jimin.... Now go.... It's late already.....

Jimin- Yup.... But I don't wanna leave you alone.

- I will be fine *sniffling* I'm fine.

Jimin- Hope so that you are ..... Then .... I'm going....

- Yea.... Tomorrow we will meet again, ok?

Jimin- Yup we will .

I saw him getting up.... Unplugging the mobile.... And then he wore his shoes and bade me 'bye' ...... And then left my apartment.....

Again that loneliness.....

Again that emptiness......

But I had to send him back.....

I couldn't do anything else.....

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Jimin's POV:

Someone told me.... That to forget your first love.....we have to find another lover..... I don't know whether Tae likes me something more than just a friend or a brother..... But I have feelings from him..... Something in him..... Doesn't want me to leave him alone ..... And to always stay with.....

And I too have to move on.....

Forgetting everything..... Whatever happened in the past..... Everything....

Cuz it just.....

It just makes my heart break day by day..... And I have had panick attacks earlier due to lack of oxygen....

It happened so..... That I had to end up in the hospital bed and I never came to know what happened in between the timing......

So I will have to do......

Even if I hate it..... I will have to do it.....

To lose all the feelings..... So that I can begin everything from the start.... A new life.... Again....

I was walking past the streets lost in my thoughts....

I just didn't knew what I was about to do.....

This will only result to two things....

Either he will accept me.... Or else..... I lose this friendship

Suddenly a car stopped infront of me honking loudly....

Driver- Sir, can't you see and walk?!

Jimin was looking down all this while while he was walking towards his building....

Now he looked up and saw the driver....

Wait..... A sec..........

Park Hyungseok....?

My brother?

Park Hyungseok- Oh hey Jimin!!! I was coming to you only.... *Smiles*

- What are you doing here?

Park Hyungseok- Ohh.... Mom didn't call you? Maybe she forgot.... Yup... She has sent me to give you something.

- Huh? What is it?

Park Hyungseok- Duh... Your apartment is near from here. Let's go to the yr room and then we can talk.

- You know what... You scared the shit out of me....

Park Hyungseok- It was you who wasn't paying attention while walking Hyung..... I did nothing.

- Yea... Maybe....

Park Hyungseok- Now get in the car and let's go!!!

- Ohk... Fine.

I got in the car.... The engine started and the car started to move.

It was really stressing.... Why did my mom sent him here from all the way from Busan to Daegu....

What was the purpose.......

I stared outside.... It was the night sky where the stars were glittering.... Cuz of the clear sky.....

The thing which I love the most. Cuz... this thing.... Just gave me my hopes and memories back.

I miss you still..... But do miss me?

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A/N: Hope that y'all are loving to read this book 😊 Maybe these parts be boring.... Cuz I'm trying my best to explain my emotions for each part. It will grow interesting day by day

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