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Time always runs faster when you want it to get slower . Time doesn't wait for anyone or for anything. That's what was happening with Jungkook and Taehyung right now . They wanted to just stop the time so that they can stay with each other .

Few days after , coming back to their home , Tae was now currently sitting on bed , legs crisscrossed , while Jungkook was sitting on the floor , his back touching the bed. Tae was playing with Kook's hair while they were talking . Occassionally giving him kisses on his head and giggling oh so cutely.

"You know Tae? You are the bigger one in our relationship ." Jungkook says , his eyes closed , enjoying his lovers touches.

Taehyubg giggled ," how?"

"You were willing to make me hate you so that I'll be happier in future , while you were hurting so much . You were going through much all alone ."

Tae kissed his head " I love you , just remember this . One day , if I'll be not by your side -

"Okay stop , we are not talking about this please . You'll get better . We'll find a donar soon . " Jungkook shifted himself so that he is now looking up at Tae who's still sitting on bed , looking weaker than earlier due to his diseases.

Taehyung nodded .

"Jungkook , you never told me you can sing . And you can sing so beautifully ."

"It's just nothing ." Kook smiles and looks down.

Tae cups his face , both now staring in each other eyes . "Sing for me , please "

Jungkook just looked at him . Besides his weakness he still looks beautiful as ever .

"Okay"

"But come to me on the bed now , i wanna cuddle ." Taehyung pouted cutely . Jungkook chuckled and kissed his pout away.

He lay down on the bed and Tae was quick to cuddle him . Tae rested his head on Kook's chest and Kook held him from his waist .

Soon Jungkook's sweet melodious voice filled the room .

Nareul saranghaneun beobeun eolyeobji anhayo
Jigeum moseub geudaelo nareul kkok anajuseyo
Uri najungeneun eotteohge doeljin mollado
Jeonghaejiji anhaseo geuge naneun johayo

Namdeuri mworaneun ge mwoga jungyohaeyo
Seoroga eopseum juggessneunde mworeul gominhaeyo
Uri hamkke deo saranghaedo doejanhayo

Nega dareun sarami johajimyeon
Naega neo eopsneun ge igsukhaejimyeon
Geuttaega omyeon geuttaega doemyeon
Geuttae heeojimyeon dwae

Taehyung looked at Jungkook and saw tears in his eyes .

" Aww kookie , i should be the one crying , you sang so beautifully . What happened ?" Tae said looking into Kook's eyes which were filled with tears.

" You are a beautiful person Tae , not only from outside but inside too. You always gave love to everyone . You are worth of living , you didn't deserve this ." Jungkook says , tears streaming from his eyes .

" Sometimes things happen , we can't control them , Kookie . This was written in my destiny , we can't do anything , the thing that is meant to happen will happen, no matter what . "

Kook held him tightly into his embrace . " I love you "

"I love you too ."

They just stay all curled up into each other arms , seeing the raindrops falling on window .

They wanted to go out today but rain cancelled their plan so they just stayed in bed , loving the feeling of staying in each other arms .

" Tae , you never asked me why i went to jail , why i killed someone, you never asked" Jungkook asked playing with his Tae's hair.

" You can't kill anyone without a reason , i know that for sure ."

" My father was very abusive one . He used to hit my mom and sometimes he used to beat me up too ." He glurps as he says this .

Taehyung was drawing soothing circles with his hand on Kook's chest , telling him that's it's alright he can speak and humming along .

" My mother was a very beautiful lady . She used to love me alot . I used to tell her that we should leave him , my dad and live together somewhere else but she never listened to me . I don't know why . The beatings used to happen often but one day it became worse . My father was drunk , so much , he was beating my mom and i was just looking at them . There was a pistol on the table which was near me . My father smashed his bear bottle and as he was about to hit my mother with that i took the pistol and shot him . He died ."

" I knew what i have done and i didn't care much . My mother was shocked to see dad lying there in blood and pistol in my hand . "

"After that i was taken to jail . That part of my life changed me . " He stopped and chuckled . " After some years i got news of my mom's death. She had cancer , she never told this to anyone . Than i was devastated , she never did anything wrong . She didn't deserved anything of this "

Taehyung looked at Kook. Tae was crying now , listening to everything that Kook had gone through .

" That's what happening to you . You don't deserve anything of this . You should live ."

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A/n: Any thoughts?

Thank you for reading . Ily 💜

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