A/n: This chapter is basically what happened with Tae , when he came to know about his disease . #STREAMEPIPHANY

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(Chapter- Bad day) Taehyung went to Yoongi's hospital with Jimin as Jimin wanted to give Yoongi his lunch box . The time they were chatting Taehyung asked Yoongi about what's happening to him recently .

"Yoongi hyung , i have something to ask ." Taehyung shifted into his seat as the yoonmin couple and him were sitting in the hospital canteen .

"What is it?" Yoongi diverted his attention towards the younger .

"Actually , nowadays i am feeling a lot of weakness and i feel dizzy too , sometimes . Is it normal?"

" I can't say anything like this Tae , it's normal to feel weakness sometimes but it can be a disease too if not checked up properly . We can do a medical checkup ."

"Okay " Taehyung said . What can go wrong ? He thought .

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Taehyung was sitting on the chair outside the room , where his medical checkup was done . He was lost into his thoughts when a nurse came to him .

"Are you Taehyung?" She asked .

"Yes " Tae stood up from his position .

" Dr. Yoongi wants to meet you ."

The nurse showed Tae Yoongi's cabin . He knocked on the door and after hearing the "come in" from inside , ge went in .

Yoongi was sitting on his chair and looking through some papers that was in his hands .

Tae sat on one of the chair across Yoongi's . Yoongi looked at Tae and gave him a smile . Tae smiled back.

"Listen to me very carefully Tae and whatever i am gonna say to you , just stay strong ." Yoongi said and Tae was now feeling anxious , he knew something is definitely wrong . Tae nodded.

Yoongi spoke ," Tae you are diagnosed with cardiomyopathy . In this, your heart is weak and initially it have become more weak. After sometime it will stop pumping blood."

The land beneath Tae was gone . He was feeling all the feelings at one time . He wasn't able to form words . Nothing was coming into his mind at that time .

"I'll die? " Tae himself don't know what he was saying at this point of time .

" Don't think about that Taehyung . If we'll get a heart donar in a month , that we'll arrange for sure , you'll survive . Please stay strong and think positive , please ." There was hind of worry in Yoongi's tone . His words gave a little hope to Tae but he knew it wasn't easy.

After talking to Yoongi he decided to head home .

Tae was walking towards his house . The only thought was on his mind was how he'll tell this to Jungkook . How he'll tell him that he only have a month to survive .

The day Tae hid in the park and Jungkook wasn't able to find him , he thought he lost Tae . The condition in which Jungkook was at that time , he don't want him to be in same situation .

If Tae will leave Jungkook will be devastated .

Tae's P.O.V

I Went towards our house . Unlocking the door , i saw Jungkook sitting on the couch . He have noticed my saddened expression . He moved towards me and took me into his arms . O my god , how safe i feel in his arms , i can't express that . I buried my face into his crook of neck . How i wish we could stay like this all the time .

After eating i slept in his room , i didn't talked to him . I can't . I am sorry Kookie , i don't want to hurt you .

My back was facing him when he moved closer and spoke ," "Tae , baby , i think you had a bad day today . I am not gonna ask you anything . Tell me when you are ready . Just remember i am always here for you . I am with you in any situation . "

"I love you " he says .

I can't even say that back and it must hurted him . Then i broked down , crying silently so he wouldn't hear .

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(Chapter- Acting oddly) Some days passed by and still i am acting oddly . Jungkook is so tensed , so hurt . I have stopped sleeping with him in his room .

When i returned back from library , he told me he's taking me out .

After eating we went to the park , the park in which we confessed to each other .

He again took my hand and told me what's happening to me ? Whatever happens he's with me and he loves me alot .

But i ? I told him to take me back to the home .

When i was in my room , i decided to do the worst thing , that's the only way to not hurt Jungkook more .

Make him hate me , so that if I'll leave this world than he'll say " he deserved that."

I went to his room and told him that everything is all right .

He again told me that he loves me , again and i didn't replied back , again .

I am sorry , sorry is the only word i can say to him . I don't deserve him but i am doing this for his happiness .

Next day i left him and told him that i love Minho not him. I lied to him . But i have to .

Next time when he met me he said why i am lying to him and i told him that i hate him . How can i hate a person whom i love more than me?

But as he was leaving for Japan , i couldn't hold back myself . I won't be able to see him and that's worst than dying . "Stay" i said .

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