~{Y/N}'s POV~

I sighed as I stared at the living world again, monitoring Lawliet and Near. "Hey, {Y/N}, you're gonna make yourself more depressed if you keep sulking and staring at Law." Matt called, and I looked over my shoulder at him.

"I just miss the regular world. I miss our home. I miss Near. I miss Law. I just wanna go home." I explained, and he sat beside me and nudged me playfully.

"I know, but you gotta stay strong. There's no way to go back. Well, that I know of, anyways. I mean, it wouldn't surprise me at this point. A notebook that kills people, and actual Death Gods... There probably is a way to go back. But we just don't know."

A notebook that kills people and Death Gods, huh?

Wait. Hold on a minute.

The Shinigami. They're the only ones with Death Notes. So how did Light get one?

I gasped and clung to Matt, squealing. "God, Matt, you're amazing!! Come on, let's go tell L and Mello!!"

Matt, who was no doubt confused, followed me as I ran with all my might to Mello and L before skidding to a stop and blabbing my idea to them. "Guys... WHAT IF THERE WAS A WAY TO GO HOME?!" I screamed, and they jumped at the sudden increase in volume. .

"We're dead, {Y/N}. I'm sure we're stuck here," Mello said, and I shook my head.

"Think about this. Shinigami are the only beings that are supposed to have Death Notes. They're all distributed in the Shinigami Realm, somewhere in MU. So how did Light Yagami get one?"

L looked at me for a moment before nodding. "You think that there's a connection between MU and the real world. Like how the Shinigami can appear on Earth. And that somehow you can go into the human world, like a Shinigami."

"Precisely. And if there is, somehow a way to get back to the human world, I'm going back. I hate it here, and my baby needs me."

Mello looked at me in disbelief. "But, {Y/N}, I'm telling you, we're dead. Even if there were a way, don't you think it'd be like turning us into zombies?"

"I'm willing to take the gamble. It's for our baby, Mihael. Come on. Don't you miss him?"

"Of course I do. But I don't want to risk spending eternity with you to go to the real world. The world that hated us."

"Who knows? Maybe we'll end up saving it?"

"From what? Kira's gone. And besides, what's the world ever done for us?? It hated us!! The only thing we had was this. Us. And our baby."

"So don't you want to see him one last time?!"

"Not if it means risking what's left of us."

"What's left of us is our baby."

"He's gone, {Y/N}. We can't see him. I'm not usually one to say this, but, it's impossible. You gotta give it up and be satisfied with what we got."

I clenched my jaw and turned around and grabbed Matt's arm, running away from Mello.

I'm seeing my baby. With or without Mello. He doesn't own me. He's the father, he should be in the exact same boat as I'm in.

I kept running, not hearing Matt talking reasoning to me at all, until I ran into another person. "Ow, shit," I swore, "Listen, sorry, man, I didn't see-"

"Ah. Two of the Rejects came back for more, huh?" The man in front of me mused, and I frowned.

"B," I sighed. "Sorry for bumping into you."

"It's fine. Next time, just make sure you're sane when you're running through MU. God knows what shit happens here."

Wait, he's been here longer than most of us. Maybe he could tell me...

"Hey, B, I need to ask you something." I said, and Matt grabbed my shoulder.

"Don't, {Y/N}, Mello's gonna get pissed. Please."

"Mello's my husband, but he doesn't own me," I argued before turning to B. "B... Is there possibly a way to return to the real world? Like how the Shinigami can travel between worlds?"

He didn't seem to react to the question, but he replied immediately. "Yeah, there is, but it's nearly impossible."

I fucking knew it!!

"You'd have to go to the Shinigami Realm and either ask a Shinigami for help or just figure it out on your own. There's some kind of portal-like thing the the Shinigami Realm that they travel through."

I stayed silent for a second, thinking about how easy it would be for B to lie to me. Maybe Mello was right, maybe there was no way back.

"Are you lying? Because this isn't for some stupid lovey-dovey thing for Mello and I. This is for our baby."

B shook his head and patted my shoulder. "Listen, kid, I may be a serial killer, but I don't like to lie when it comes to things like this. I know about all the Shinigami stuff because I have the Eyes. The Shinigami Eyes."

I nodded and Matt whacked B's hand off my shoulder. "Don't touch her." He growled, and B rolled his eyes.

"As if you have any authority over me. Listen, {Y/N}, if you wanna go to the Shinigami Realm, why don't I accompany you? I can take you there, and help you get to your baby in the real world."

Matt pulled me away from B and started walking away. "No, thanks, B!! She's gonna go back to the others and we'll figure it out on our own!!"

I fought Matt's tight grip as he dragged me back towards where Mello and L were. "MATT, YOU BASTARD!! Let... Me... Go!"

"No, {Y/N}!! You can't go with him! He's crazy!!"

"Well, so am I!! Now, unhand me!! I need to see my baby!!"

"We'll find another way!! Come on!" He persisted, and I tore my arm away from him.

"If you wanna go back, then fine. But I'm going with B to the Shinigami Realm, and you can't stop me." I pushed away from Matt and ran back to B, motioning to him to start leading the way to the Shinigami Realm. He grinning and started walking forward as Matt watched us walk away.

Sorry, Matt, but I need to see Lawliet.

~Matt's POV~

I watched as {Y/N} left with B, knowing that she had made up her mind.

Shit, I gotta go tell Mello that we need to follow her. B's planning something, I can tell.

I turned around and started walking back to Mello and L, and within a few minutes, they saw me approaching... Without {Y/N}.

"Where's {Y/N}?" L questioned, and I nervously chuckled.

"Haha... Yeah, about that... She ran off to the Shinigami Realm." I said, and Mello gave me a glare that gave me goosebumps.

"Huh?!"

"Well, we ran into B... And {Y/N} asked B if he knew where the Shinigami Realm was and if there was a way to see Lawliet, and then when he said yes, she wanted to go with him. I tried to stop her, but you know how {Y/N} is."

Mello frowned, running a hand through his hair. "Fine. We're gonna go after them. God knows what B's thinking. L, you coming with?"

"I've got no other things to attend to, so yes."

Great. Mello's gonna kill her, L's gonna lecture the shit outta her, and I'm gonna be the one that sold her out. It's for her own good, though.

"Okay, Matt. Take us to them." Mello barked, fixing his clothes.

I gulped and nodded, moving my goggles over my eyes. "Yessir."

~{Y/N}'s POV~

B and I walked in silence, surrounded by the dark aura that came with being in MU.

Finally, B broke the silence. "Hey, {Y/N}, mind if I ask you something?"

"Course not. Shoot." I replied.

"How did you know you were in love with Mello?"

I stopped walking for a second before continuing to walk and bursting into a fit of laughter. "Jesus, B, I didn't know that you were such a little sweetheart underneath the serial killer attitude."

"S-shut up. I was asking an honest question."

"Okay, okay. We were at Wammy's House, you know that. We've always been best friends, and I guess that friendship turned into love with time. It was around when I broke my arm and leg. He confessed soon after that."

"And when you were getting married, you didn't have any doubts at all?"

"I mean, yeah. Everyone does. But he's the father of my baby, and I've known him my whole life. We were practically already a married couple, it just wasn't official. So we made it official."

"...the Kira case must've been hard on you."

I sighed, nodding. "It was. God, it was one of the worst decisions we've ever made. But it ended up helping Near in the end, so it's good, I guess."

"Well, Kira, or rather, Light Yagami, got what was coming to him, so I'm glad. But it seemed to be a tough time for the Wammy's House kids. L died. Mello, Matt, and you died. And Near almost lost, if it hadn't been for the small details in the case."

"Yeah. It was tough."

"But even seeing it from up here. You and Mello made a great team."

Subconsciously, I glanced behind me, as if expecting to see Mello there. When I didn't, I bit my lip and turned back to face forward.

"Yeah," I agreed, "We're a good team."