To think that I'd ever ditch this place for a long time... My dog, I'm so sorry... And yes, I did say dog.

I would write this on my rant book, but my sister reads that, so I'm writing this on here-- and sis, if you are reading this... Idk. You can continue to read this sorry note... Or just please leave now. Please. I'm begging you. I'm serious.

Well... I guess I'll give my explanation now for not being on here like I should of... I haven't updating any of my books in what now? Even The Wattpad Chronicles hasn't been updated... (I'm stalling time now, if you didn't already notice). Just keep reading, just keep reading, just keep reading-- oh... Yeah... Forgot. I had to give an explanation for my absence. Most of you already know... But I started dating Charles (CharlesMcChesnut)... Yeah... Long distance relationship... And I've just been talking to him for the past four days. So I'm sorry that I haven't been on here writing. I just don't feel like it... So I'm thinking about taking a wild break that will lead me to lose thousands of readers. 😅 I was thinking... Idk... Maybe taking a month long break... Or longer... I've honestly never felt this feeling before, and I just really need to take a break... Love... That's a weird word, huh? Love. It's just four letters. But it means so much. It hurts. It feels uplifting. It feels different. I can smile or cry because of it. And right now I feel like doing both...  .-. yep... I talked a little longer than I should, but oh well. Tell me, have any of you been in a long distance relationship?... If you were committed, were in pain, in love, hated a screen, and just normal relationship problems/thoughts. I'd like to relate or retaliate. As weird as it sounds, I want to talk about it. I don't want advice... Just talk. Because I want to find out myself. I want to find out through the four letter word... And oh god. Oh god, oh god. If my sis is reading this I'm screwed. I'm screwed. Dead. Freaking dead. I might delete this later, before she finds this. Thank you for reading though. It means a lot. And bye-- for a short period of time. Thanks for everything guys. Seriously. Thank you.

(HA, NOT ANYMORE) ~Me, June 8th, 2016