all these memories haunt me

I can't move my body

you said that you want me

and a million sorrys

and now I want you to hate me

as much as I loved you

I want you to never

stop replaying what you'd do

to make a girl go out of control

an innocent seduced

manipulator, pedophile

what the hell is wrong with you?

and now I want you to loathe me

with every breath you breathe

I wish that you regret and curse

your hands all over me

I wish for you to rue the day

the day that we first met

your eyes collapsing on my skin

my blood, my tears, my sweat

I wish that I'll be haunting you

torture in your dreams

overwhelming anger

like your gaze drowning me

I wish that I will be the one 

and only that you hate

cause you were my priority 

now your misery looks great

I wish that you punch a wall

I wish that you will scream

I wish to be the bane of your existance

cause you ere everything

to me.