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I'm Alive - But Lost without U

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Like I mention they were tracing Kavya by car... He said to Kavya I am alive....


Laksh; Sans please we need to find her I want to get rid of her one for all.

Sans; Haan Lucky I know me too but what to do? she is gone. Laksh hits the dashboard with his palm. How could we lost her. Sans; Lucky police is looking for her just want they will get her at least we have her brother. Laksh; haan one victory. Sans; u don't worry. Noe everything will be fine.

Laksh was lost in his thoughts - No bhai I don't think that everything will be fine or normal now? I have done many mistakes n biggest one I did was a crime... I used an innocent girl to take revenge... for what her unconditional love for me? my ego? for that betrayal I got end up in jail bcz of my selfishness I don't deserve the freedom! I'm the culprit of Ragini... will she never forgive me? -.

Sans was calling him like for hours. Laksh!!! Laksh??!! Uff Lucky!.

Laksh comes back to his sense. He turns to Laksh. Haan bhai. Sans; where were u lost?. Laksh shook his head. Nowhere... y u were calling me... he asked innocently. Sans; they caught her. Laksh; what? Sans; haan. Look I got a message. Laksh was reading it. Caught her!.

Laksh n Sans were very happy they reached MM. AP was just waiting gor her son to come home again as her Laksh.

Laksh rushed to her. Maa!!!

AP enclosed him as soon he comes near her. All were happy for Laksh n the Maheshwari.

But one of them was hurt of the betrayal she was standing behind a pillar. Yes she loved him maybe she still does love him but the hurt he gave her it was just too much to bear it.

The pain n the wounds r still fresh he stabbed her with a sharp knife in her back. He ripped off her beating heart out of her chest n squeezed it under his feet.

He faked the love n spend the night with her.. He used her took her virginity for what?.

Y it was her fault that she fall in love with him n gave him a n unconditionally love?.
He too played with her y she had to suffer? He easily can move on but she... She has to fight with the society.
Her name is dragged in mud n dirt he is a man he has nothing to lose. He just can take...

Swara was looking for Ragini... She was Ragini crying behind the pillar.


Swara placed her hand on her shoulder. Ragini wipes her tears away. Swara; Ragini thank u so much.

All turned to them. Yeah Ragini went to jail she sold her mothers last memory to get the amount for the bail. She act selflessly to help the once she loves more than herself... but for what a simple thank u n a sorry? No!. She doesn't want anything like this.

Ragini; looked at Swara. She hold her hand. Swara what I did was for u n UR IN-LAWS. I just fulfil my duty as ur sister.

Laksh was hurt a pain deep very deep in his heart appear. He never felt that kind of pain. Not when Swara n Sans married not when Kavyas true come out not even then when he was in jail... But this was unbearable.

Swara; Ragini my In-Law? they r ur In-Law too na?!.

Ragini smiles n caresses her face. Swara u might forgot but I didn't. I'm divorced I'm no longer Mrs. Ragini Lakshya Maheshwari. I'm only Ragini Gadodia daughter of Shekhar n Jaanki Gadodia. Step-sister of Swara Sanskaar Maheshwari n step-daughter of Shamistra Shekhar Gadodia.

U see I very well know where I belong to...

Saying this she was loking into Laksh eyes who's eyes were like a waterfall... tears were rolling down his cheeks not stopping.

AP too was crying she always considered Ragini as her daughter. Laksh pain increase by her words. He couldn't express what it was but he knew he is alive because of her but still he doesn't know where he belongs too.

Laksh was biting on his lips there were no words he could use to make her stay as he know he had lost the right by giving her divorce.

Laksh mad a fist but still couldn't meet her gaze.

Swara; Ragini please just once listen to me. Laksh... Ragini shows her the palm to stop.

Ragini; Swara I'm happy for u. Ur family is free now. She looks at her father n Step-mother. let's go home. She said Shekhar nods.

AP comes near Ragini. Ragini won't u listen to ur Mother? u called me Maa was that a lie?.

Ragini looked at her. No Maa my love for u n the other was geniune but someone couldn't believe in it. He thought I'm doing this bcz I'm obsessed with him. Maa I had no intentions by helping Swara I said to Laksh that I'm asking for nothing in return for my help, right Mr. Lakshya Maheshwari?

Laksh felt another pain as if someone ripped off his heart... his breath was increasing but what can he say nothing she is absolutely right he did wrong. He called her love an obsession. He called her selfish n characterless... Laksh lowered her head... I'm sorry Ragini.... it was unbearable as his voice was cracked n broken bcz of the tears. He folded his hands in front of her in plead but she just left.

Shekhar n Sumi n Daadi followed her.

Laksh falls on his knees in front of Shekhar. Laksh; Papa... Shekhar fumes in anger. U r not related to me u don't have a right to call me Papa! do u even know the meaning? U were ready to send ur parents to jail bcz u trusted a stranger. U don't deserves to be here. Laksh; P... Shekhar raised his hand. Don't u dare to call me Papa again! Mishti Maa let's go!.

Laksh was crying on the floor. Sans comes to his support with Swara. AP; Laksh...! bcz of u I lost my daughter... I cannot forgive u that!. She left to her room without looking back to Laksh.

Laksh was devastated he doesn't know what he had done.

Well u know na u only get to know the importance of someone in urblive when the one leaves ur life!.

That is exactly going on with Laksh... Ragini has left his life n now he is feeling an emptiness which can't be filled again....

Laksh was in his room... He had spend nights in this room with Kavya n Ragini....

Ragini the woman who loved him. Was ready to kill her own sister n was ready to take her own life. She come n helped with his brother... n he playes with her again.

Kavya the woman he loved... did he loved her or was this all affection of his ego? He wanted to hurt Ragini at any cost n he did. By giving her divorce n marrying another woman in front of her eyes.

Kavya who tried to destroy his life no not only his but also the life's of his family members.

How could I be so blind? I throw her out of my life! As if she is nothing to me.

A few days passed away.

Ragini was at Baadi she was making some housework when Swara n Sanskaar come to meet her.

Ragini was happy to see them. Swara Sanskaar please come 😄. Swara enters n Sans followed her in. Shekhar n Sumi come to greet them.

Sans; Papa woh... Swara; Baba Maa Ragini... Someone is waiting outside... can we call HIM in?. Ragini didn't said a word but Sumi nod. Sans thanked her n called HIM in. Laksh enters Baadi alone. He was loking at them all but mostly he was looking at Ragini. But Ragini wasn't giving HIM a damn on him.

Laksh lowered his gaze. He had folded his hands in front of them to ask for forgiveness. Sumi; Laksh... she shook her head there was no one ready to forgive him.

Ragini stood up. She took the folded clothes n was abt to place them in the wardrobes. Laksh follows her he needs to talk to her. He needs to ask for sorry. He needs her forgiveness.

Shekhar was holding his anger back. Swara n Sans were looking at Laksh who has vanished following Ragini.

Laksh closed the door looking at her. Her ignorance was killing him. He couldn't understand how could she life with his hate.. he is crying each night missing her.

Ragini was putting the clothes away when she hears the locking door. She turns to see him.

Laksh; R... Ra... Ragini...! I'm sorry I know my sorry won't help nor it will make ur forget the past but maybe we can start a new future...?.

Ragini looked at him lost her eyes had no emotions. Mr. Maheshwari... her voice was lifeless no love nor hate was to hear. I have moved on. Please u too should move on... She closed.the closet n wants to go out. Laksh was blocking the way. Ragini; move aside. Laksh shook his head. He holds her arms. Ragini please scold me hit me do something but don't hide ur pain behind a fake mask.

Ragini removes his hands. I'm not trying to hide anything. U want to know what I think of u?.

Laksh nod.

Ragini; u r the man I loved. Who used me... showing me fake dreams... making me believe in love again... just to throw me out of his life... u insulted me... I could no I would have forgive u.... but u insulted my Love... calling it an obsession.... u insulted my character... n most important u insulted my father... Laksh u slapped my father in front of all n I begged in front of u.. to accept my love.... ur answer was clear u married another woman in front of my eyes.... I tried to take my life... I consider myself just asva burden to my family... but here too u consider it as a trick.... haan it was ur right to think that but Laksh.... Laksh! u robbed me.... u stole the precious thing I had to give someone... I thought I gave it to the man I love who finally loves me back... but look at me where my destiny had brought me... I'm back at my parents place... I'm no more Ragini Lakshya Maheshwari.... u divorced me... U erased me out of ur life... Y u thought I would like to become again a part of that life?.

Her voice starts slow but had raised by her talks....

Laksh; Ragini I know whatever I did was wrong. Haan I played with u n ur feelings my ego wasn't letting me forgive u. I was mad to think ur love would be an obsession. I did many mistakes thr biggest one was to divorce u. Ragini I want to make something gud by asking u to become my wife again. With all the respect n love u deserve.

Ragini looked at him. I don't want to be a part of ur new life. Why should I forgive u? Do u think a sorry n a proposal will heal my wounds? that it will heal my broken heart? the broken trust?. It will make forget the humiliation my father had to face?. Laksh what r u thinking? R u even thinking?.

Laksh was crying silently.... he shook his head. I know what I did is unforgivable but still I'm here to do an amends of my behaviour toward u n ur family.

Ragini hmm how easily u come here n asked for sorry... Tell me one thing... be honest to me...

Laksh nod with tear filled eyes.

Ragini... y was my crime a bigger sin than urs?.

Laksh looked at her in confusion?.

Ragini too was crying she wipes her tears away... Laksh U had done wrong with me too... Let me start with engagement u broke ir with me twice what was my fault???.

Laksh; there wasn't a fault by U.

Ragini...the wedding... Haan I know I pushed Swara... but I never asked u to marry me! u forcefully took me to the mandap right?.

Laksh nod in shame he lowered his gaze.

Ragini... I asked u many times to move on... but u couldn't... U couldn't bcz u was still werr loving Swara who had never loved u...

Laksh couldn't meet her eyes.

Ragini... U scared me by faking ur death... on that moment I wanted to die.... if there would have been a knife lying on the floor I had cut of my vein for u.... To die in ur arms....

Laksh had fallen on his knees...

Ragini... u got to know abt Swara n Sans true love here again u blamed me... U abducted me... Laksh I was scared I was crying the nights... In the fear not to see ur face ever again... I wasn't scared abt my life I was scared abt u... how would u live without me...
but poor me... the one I loved n trusted most was the one who abducted me...

Laksh head was on the ground he was begging on her...

Ragini... u know that I forgive all of ur crimes even the biggest one... U tried to kill me!.... U remember U tied me down n was abt to roll ur car over me?... If Swara hadn't been hiding in the car I would be death.... Still I forgive u bcz I loved U.... U were also fighting with death u were hinging on the tree I was ready to sacrifice my meaningless life for urs..

Laksh; Bas Enough! Ragini please stop... 😭.

Ragini... y Laksh... am I lying that I should stop...

Laksh was crying bitterly..

Ragini... I forgive u many times but not this time... Please leave!

Laksh looked at her. Ragini please mujhe ek aur mauka do main tumhe jaakin delounga ke main tumse kitna pyaar karta hoon tum bhi mujhse phir se pyaar karougi. {Please Ragini give me another chance to prove u my love for U. I will make u fall in love with me again}!

Ragini... aisa kabhi nahi hoga hum Ragini Gadodia tumse Lakshya Maheshwari se kabhi bhi doobara pyaar nahi karenge. {It won't happen I Ragini Gadodia won't fall in love with U Lakshya Maheshwari again}.

Laksh; Ragini don't say like this I will die without u. Ragini turns to him..
Laksh I died many deaths since u left me.... did I complained...?

Laksh closed his eyes... the tears were rolling down his cheeks he stood up n wipes away his tears. He opens the door n left....

Laksh was roaming around. He was walking lost in his own world....

Remembering her words...

Laksh I died many deaths since u left me.... did I complained...?

Ragini was looking out of the window.

It was late in the night she doesn't know what to do.. she couldn't sleep her mind was divided... she could see the honesty in his eyes but how can she forgive him?. No she won't!

Laksh was gone... no one knows where he was...

Ragini was moving on by small steps but she was still thinking of him. When she prays every morning the first thought. Laksh... When she go sleep her last thought. Laksh...

Her days n nights were written with his name.

Ragini had become bolder but still she didn't forget who she is. When some of the society calls her unlucky she replies easily to look first at her house before throwing a stone on her. Who lives on a glass house shouldn't talk abt other's life bad.

Laksh was now missing for a year... no one could find him... Laksh wasn't far he was still in Kolkata... But hiding from everyone besides the one he love... Every night he come to her...

Every morning he appears in front of her...

She might think he is an illusion but he was there he is there always for her.... He said he loves her... she doesn't wanted to give him another chance so he took the decision for another chance on his own hands.

He swore to himself to make her fall in love again....

First Ragini was very hurt seeing him in nights...

But now it changed she couldn't sleep without looking at him once...

Ragini was feeling his presence she had ignored it at first but soon she could feel it.... She couldn't forgive the old Laksh but the new Laksh who was caring for her was someone new.

Ragini wasn't sure but she had a feeling that soon something will change....

Laksh was not only keeping an eye on her he was also keeping the dirty gaze of the other men on her away... One day someone tried to misbehave with Ragini... She slapped him n went from there but the man was just waiting for her return to attack her again but to his bad luck Laksh come n trashed him.

Ragini never saw the man again actually no one ever tried to misbehave with her as Laksh had took care of everything...

Laksh - it's been a year now talking to U. Ragini I still love u n will wait for u! Even if it means to take another life! -.

Ragini was sleeping peacefully thinking of Laksh...

a few days passed n Raginis birthday come.... A party was held in MM for Ragini....

Ragini was thinking of HIM. Will he show up today? or will he hide again? Ragini has again fallen in love with HIM. Is it a crime? no it is not coz this Laksh is someone new.

The old Laksh was selfish but this Laksh was only caring for her....

The old Laksh was hurting her but this Laksh was healing her...

The old Laksh was never thinking of her but the new Laksh was only thinking of her n nothing else...

Swara comes with the cake which was full with candles.... Sans; Ragini wish something. Swara; Haan! They all start to sing Happy Birthday to U....

Ragini closed her eyes n made a wish.... she blow off the candles in one go!

All clapped her eyes were still closed
But she could imagine HIM. Her inner eye was looking at his smiling face. When she opens her eyes he was standing in front of her....

Laksh was sad n ashamed abt his behaviour he couldn't meet her gaze yet. All were shocked

Ragini couldn't believe her eyes first but looking at the shock faces of the other's she was sure Laksh was with her.

Laksh had lowered his head... Ragini had lift her head to meet his gaze.

Ragini; Laksh? Laksh took a step back. Ragini; y u come?. Laksh; How couldn't I come? Happy Birthday...

Ragini was looking at his empty hands but Laksh is Laksh he was hiding it. He asked her to chose a hand

Ragini looked at him in excitement she chose the right one Laksh handover her is gift.

Ragini looked at him in surprise. Laksh; open it. I bought it with my earned money. Ragini nod she opens the gift...

Ragini smiles Laksh gave her a pair of earrings... Ragini looked at him. Laksh; I stayed a year away from u but I never left u alone. All the time I was keeping an eye on u. Was trying to save u to heal u. I know u were hurt bcz of me. I blamed u many times but trust me just this one last time. My love for u is as genuine as ur love was once for me. I can live with ur hate the rest of my life in return I will fill ur life with love u deserve. I'm not asking u to forgive me bcz u won't but I'm asking u to move on with me. I told u once to build a new future I'm here again asking u for a future with me?. Ragini! He fell on one knee. Would u accept my proposal n marry me again?

Ragini was looking at him this Laksh is the one she was always dreaming abt the one who was concerned abt her feelings not his. Who will live with her hate n give her love in return. Ragini comes closer to him.

Ragini; y u want to marry? Laksh; I'm incompetent without u Ragini u r my better half I need u to live. Ragini comes closer to him. Laksh! If I agree to marry u what will I gain? Laksh; unconditional love! Ragini eyes were filled with tears... Laksh kisses her tears away.

Ragini smiles at him. I had a feeling u would come. Laksh; now I'm back only for u to make u complete. Ragini looked at him. Laksh; even being alive u r lost bcz I'm not with u! Ur incompetent like me! Soon we will become one again...

Ragini smiles at him...

Laksh n Ragini got married again...
Ragini; Haan Laksh I was alive but lost without u! Laksh; haan u saved me. I was a free man but being alive doesn't mean u can live alone I lost my path the day u left me... now I have u back n I'm not going to leave u ever again.

Ragini closed her eyes she was living the life she always had dreamed for... being Mrs. Ragini Lakshya Maheshwari....

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