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Shiv.  My family my brother had hide from me my birth truth just because they didn't want me to get hurt. My these brothers whom you always curse they kept their mouth shut just only for me.  Om  my brother he was getting insult infront of whole world. But he didn't speak anything and you know  why just because he didnt want me to get hurt. He didn't want his brother feel broke. So he hide the truth.  And kept listening without uttering a world. He took that allegation over him which was meant for me.   He Excal breath speaking loudly infront of his mother who is crying mess trying to get grip on him but seems like today  he is out of control now he won't listen her. 

P. shivaay  listen to me please I did for you.

Shiv. No you didn't do for me you did for your own self. You are a selfish  and self obsessed mother.  pinky singh oberoj was thinking about her own happiness forgetting about mine.  You didn't care if I'll feel hurt or not.  You just did which your heart told you.   Mom you always says bada papa and budi maa are selfish parents but in actual they are not. They Atleast didn't hurt their kids the way you did.  Infect for my happiness  they let their own respect  go on stake. They didn't  want me to get hurt so they accepted fake allegation over their relationship.  He scream   Stepping back being broken

Shiv. You didn't hurt me only you hurted my whole family my badi maa bada papa my brother my Dadi infect my papa as well I will never forgive m you mom I will never forgive you

P. Listen to me shivaay. Just let me explain once please Shivay please but he didn't listen and left from there leaving  his mother crying who kept calling his name but he didn't  keep ear over it.  But there is one more person standing being statue on her place  not able to understand what's happening here.  But one thing she got to know and that is Whatever pinky Singh Oberoi had told her it was all lie. His mother used her love for him.  Probably she did all this for her ownself so that she could get her son back who had started spending little time with his wife means her. She grasp and look at pinky who is crying non stop.  But one thing  more hurted her and that's his behaviour. In all   Time he didn't take her name even once. She had biggest contribution in that but her name didn't being mentioned even one time . He didn't say that she did something for him. It's felt like she is out chapter in all this.  She never been part of it .  For that man for whom she did everything Even she broke herself to keep him mend today when things got clear her didn't take her name once. Leave name he didn't even look at her.  Her  eyes flicker and look at family who are consoling each other but she is standing alone far away from them like spectators.  She sniffs and started walking back Being traumatised.

P. It's all happened because of you Anika you are the reason of it. I knew that you are bad omen for my son that's why I didn't want you in his life. I did all this for his happiness only. But look again because of you he got angry with me. He hates me because of you bitch.  She raised her hand and slapped her on her face making her reality check. yes she said right she is bad Omen and unwanted person here. She shouldn't had been here when no one wants her not even that man for whom she did everything.  She chose to be hurt life time for him but he didn't even shared a word for her.  leave word he didn't Even look  at her which  stabbed her heart deep down.  

P. Why are you not speaking anything. Will you say something you trash. She is jolting her harshly but she is the one who is just standing looking  at one place letting tears  fell down  from her eyes nonstop.

Jhanvi. Have some shame pinky what you doing.  Have you gone nuts she shout pulling Anika in her arms  rubbing her back  but she didn't react a bit infect she is unable to analyse the situation. 

Ru. Bhabi are you ok he cups her face Making her look in his eyes but she didn't speak and kept looking at him without blinking her eyes

Om. Bhabi he kept hand on her shoulder but she just didn't speak anything and left from there without looking back. 

On the other side

Shivaay set on the edge of the cliff and burst into tears thinking about all that whichever his  mother did. Today he realises everyone are selfish in his life they just think about themselves  not giving shit to his feelings. For him his mother was everything. He did whatever she wanted.  He always har dreamt to being a doctor but when his mom kept her wish for him to being business man he didn't think twice and got ready to fulfil her wish.  Infect he did his best to being number one in everything to Make his mother proud. He loved his mother more than his dad even. Whenever he had to choose between his parents he always chose his mother without any hesitation but today same woman pointed finger on his birth just because she got insecure to seeing him spending time with his wife his Anika suddenly his eyes   Got wide open  when Anika's name run through his brain. 

Shivaay I'm not lying please trust me. Pinky aunty only brought that woman in this house.she is planning something big Anika spike trying to put some sense in his brain but he is the one who is not listening

Shiv. Just shut up Anika. Shut up don't you dare to talk about my mother like that stop blaming her

Ani. I'm not blaming her I'm just saying truth which actually she did

Shi.  Anika she is my mother she can't do this.   How can you even thought about it. I know she is loud spoken but  she can't stoop that low

Ani. But shivaay

Shiv. Bas Anika. Don't blame my mother for that which you did itself just stop it. 

Ani.  I I

Shiv. It's about mother anika it's about mom I can distrust anyone but not my mother. 

Ani.  Shivaay I've heard her talking with  her.  Infect she was  giving her money

Shiv.  My mother can't do this. I don't believe over it and how dare you even say that my mum is with that lady.   My mom can't be like this. My mom is a gem who never think bad about anyone but how will you understand it's about  a mom a mother who does everything for her kids. A mother love that person understand  who have mother leave mother you don't have anyone. Sahil whom you call brother he is not even your blood  related brother. a family feelings only that can understand who have family but you don't have none suddenly he stopped  when he saw tears in her eyes. In non moment he realised how much he hurted her with his words. Perhaps He shouldn't had said all this to her. She didn't deserve to be heard his harsh words

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Shiv. Anika he grasp and got up as her face hit his eyes. All memories rushed to his mind when he remember her tears. guilt hit his heart making him feel like being stabbed . Tears  just flooded from his  eyes thinking about their  nightmare past when he had  blamed her and threw her out of his  life without caring  to know the reason behind her behaviour. He very well knew that she can't do anything like that but still in anger he believed on her spoken words instead of her eyes who were spilling all the truth  without shading the tears but he didn't bother to look at them and did all which he never meant for.  He remember how he had pushed her and she had hit the head with the statue which had  being placed  near their exit but he didn't care  to even look at her and shut the door on her face after abusing their relationship.  He regret he feels angry on himself for doing all this. He is feeling like to slaughter himself to get rid of this guilt but he knows this guilt won't leave him after death even. His soul will  be remain in pain for not seeking her forgiveness but will she able to forgive him. Will she able to listen his side of story. But how can he expect from her when he didn't bother to do.   He treated her like trashed so obviously she will do same. 

Shiv. Ani Anika he takes her name again when one more guilt hit him.  He felt like to die when his mind Travel back to two hours where he was showing sympathy to his own family  and was defending them but during this even once he didn't take her name like she never existed in his life but in reality she was the main who sacrificed everything for him. She didn't care about her respect or name. She just  ruined her ownself infront of whole world just because she didn't want him to be shattered.  Tears just run through his cheeks thinking about all this.  He is feeling so angry and disappointed on his ownself. He excel breath and run towards his car  to get back to his Anika and hug her tightly telling her how much he loves her and what she keep place in his heart

In oberoi mansion

After crying heart out Anika just wip Her tears   And walk towards the cupboard  for getting her belongings.

Ru. What you doing Bhabi.  Both brothers stopped on the door entrance when they saw her dumping her clothes in suitcase

Ani. I guess the purpose of my coming here has been fulfilled.  Shivaay has came back in his old self so I think time has came for departure  she said zipping her bag giving them brightest smile

Om. Bhabi what do you mean by that. He chuckle taking her words as joke

Ani. I've said what you heard om. I'm leaving. 

Ru.   Bhabi you can't do this. 

An. I'm doing rudra. I can't stay here anymore. Though with what right I'll stay here.  I don't think so I share any relation with this house. 

Om. Bhabi let shivaay come  then we will decide what we have to do further

Ani. There is nothing to decide om. Me and shivaay are over before  five months now there is nothing to talk about.

Om. But Bhabi

Ani. Don't worry om he will be fine.  He got you  snd rudra infect full family is with him. He don't need me.   Infect he never needed me.   I was like a wind who hit him and then went away shaking him little.  But it's didn't bother him much neither will do in future  so cheer up and let me go. I can't tie with him forever

Ru. No Bhabi bhiya loves you. Mostly importantly he needs you. If this time he  wanted to be with someone then it's you.   please don't go. Please he cry holding her hand but  soon he got astonished when she pulled her hand back and smile

Ani. Exactly rudra he needs me.  He wants my shoulder  to cry for. He wants me to take care of him but he don't love me.   The way he is afraid to lose my shoulder for cry  same you  people are scared  to see me going because you all think if I'll go then you won't able to Handle shivaay but in all those things have you thought about me. Have you ever thought that  I'm also human being I also need someone to keep my head on his shoulder. Even I can feel broken sometime and want someone's wing to shield me inside. But I think you people never consider me a human. You always wanted me a strong or better to say a stone Anika who never feel anything whether someone kick her death out.   But not anymore rudra I'm done with this. I can't do this anymore. I want sometime alone time with me. I'm tired for living for others.  Perhaps times has came to live for my ownself. I want to be alone. So that I could think about my self instead of others who always use me to protect themselves without caring if I'm getting hurt or not.  Please Omru let me go please  atlast   Tears fell from her eyes pleading infront of them

Ru. Bhabi

Ani.  I've transferred this house back to you three brothers name don't need to worry about. 

Om. We don't want this house we want you

Ani.  No I can't stay here I'm sorry I'm just sorry she sobs and left from there without looking back because she knows if she will look back then she will breakdown again  which she never wants.

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Shivaay comes running at home and saw his family sitting  in the hall having dull face.  A fear grip his heart to seeing them all silent but he just sooth himself and about to march towards Anika's room when stopped hearing rudra's voice

Ru. Don't need to go she is gone

Shiv. What do you mean by that rudra

Om. Bhabi has left oberoi mansion an hour before.

Shiv. It's not time for joke om. Please tell me where is my Anika

Ru. I said she left bhiya. She said she is done with this house. So she left.  He screams crying hysterically

Shiv. She can't do this she can't leave me again his voice crack   Not able to disguise she left him again. 

Om. We tried to stop her but she said she can't stay here in this house where people never treated her like human though she is right I don't think so we ever did it.  We always expected things from her.  But never said if she wants something in return or not.

Shiv.  I want her back. I just can't let her go like this.  It's unfair  he cry marching towards the door but stopped when rudra spoke

Ru. Bhiya better don't go. Just let her go

Shiv. Not today rudra not today.  You people already done loads of decision about my and Anika's life not anymore.  I won't let you do it.  Now time has came for both of us to talk  about our life and I don't want anyone to interfere in it. Saying this he left from there in hope to get her back. 

On railway station

Anika sighs in tiredness and set on the bench looking at her  ticket which gonna take her away from this city and it's people. She is done with this city now she don't wanna stay here anymore. She wanna go there where she could Breath freely without any interruption. But will his memory will leave her these thoughts only makes her eyes teary and she closed them being tired with  all this. Suddenly  she got alert when she felt someone hand on her cheek.   She open her eyes slowly and saw shivaay is sitting on the floor looking at her with blue sky eyes which are looking so tired and painful having  water in them. She  blink three or four times to  realise his presence and then  next second they got wide feeling him near actually with her.

Ani. Shivaay she mumbled looking at his face

Shiv. You thought that you will leave like this and I will let you go ani. How can you thought that I'll let you despair from  my life all of sudden. 

Ani. Shivaay everything has finished we are over shivaay.  Our end is like this only. 

Shiv. No our story can't end like this. You can't decide without me

Ani. Shivaay Omru had brought me in your house so that I could bring you back in your old zone and now when I've done infect truth has been open then what's the need of living in your house I guess it's baseless in your house when I don't have any relationship with you

Shi.  Why are you calling our house as  your house your house. It's ours mine means yours and mine

Ani. You remember shivaay when I had entered with the paper of om  and you had said that it's your house. It can't be mine. And I had said that I've bought it and it's mine.   But shivaay in actual I was there for few days and when my time got over I left it because I know Its never been mine like you were not been mine along with your family. I was just a guest or better to say a servant there who worked some  day. And when   My work got finished I left it.  I know I lived there and somewhere I considered to be part of your big fat family but then soon I'd realised that i don't belong here as those people who lives there they  take me nothing. For them I'm still outsider infect for that guy even who married me.

Shiv. It's nothing like that Anika he muffled

Ani.  Remember Kamini aunty when she had  withdrew me for performing rasam of priyanka as  her Bhabi and you said me to go instead of taking side of me.  That day only I had understood I'm nothing to you all people except a  useful object  whom  you use  when you need and when you feel it's unnecessary you throw me away  without considering me anything.  But still my heart didn't let me believe over it but now I'm done with it.  I guess time has came to see my own way instead of yours people.  I wanna go now where I could breath my own. I want time for my ownself.

Shiv. You can't do this.  I can't handle  your absence. I need you Anika. He sobs gripping on her hand

Ani. Yes you need me but you don't love me. She spoke taking her hand back

Shiv.  I love you I love you more than anything don't say that I don't love you

Ani.  No shivaay you love your family more than me and I guess if they will be with you then you will easily  forget me  i promise

Shiv.  You are my family Anika.  Without you I'm just a useless human who can't do anything. He plead holding her hand again

Ani. Shivaay my time has came  to leave. Please leave my hand

Shiv. No you can't go

Ani. My train  is departuring shivaay let me go please. 

Shiv.  Anika no you can't go please I promise I'll do everything which ever you will say.   I will go that way which you will show me. I will never hide anything from you anything. I'll trust you in every part of my life.  I will leave everything if you say so but be with me please without you I'm nothing just nothing please don't go.  Otherwise I'll die  I won't able to survive

Ani. Shivaayyyy she kept hand on his mouth stopping him for talking about his death.

Ani. Don't you dare to  talk about death

Shiv. If you will go then I'll be  dead only.   He coughs rubbing his chest making her worried.

Ani. Shivaay she got panic and made him sit on the bench rubbing his chest

Madam water.  A man passed her bottle when he saw him struggling in breathing. Anika Immediately grabber it and made him drink which actually helped snd his breath came on track making her sigh in relief

Shiv. Don't go please don't if you want I can hold your feet for  distrusting you but don't go. Don't leave me I beg you please he Hiccups folding hands infront of her

Ani. Shivaay she open his hands and hugged him tightly shifting in his lap.  Shivaay started crying
Wrapping is arms around her waist murmuring his love for her again and again. 

Shiv. I'm sorry ani I'm so sorry for everything. I know you suffered a lot because of me and my family but from now on I will never let this happen I'll never let a tear comes in your eyes. He  caresses her hair and kissed her numerous times showering his love over her. 

Shiv. I love you ani. I love you so soo much he express his love against her ear running his hand on her back.

Ani. I love you too Shiv I love  you too. She come out from the hug and kissed his cheeks Making his heart swell in happiness.  Shivaay smile In tears and kiss her whole face without sparing a single place. 

Shiv. Lets go from here. I don't wanna live in this city again.

Ani. Shivaay

Shiv. Just take me somewhere Where only me and you will be there I don't wanna stay here in this selfish city.

Ani.   Your family

Shiv. They have each other but I want you be with me that's it.  Anika nods and  intertwined  her hand with him  getting up from the bench. Shivaay look at their hand and give a tight m kiss on her fingers holding her waist

Ani. Ok so where you wanna go

Shiv. Where you take me.

Ani. Hmm so let's go  she tore her ticket and march towards booking place having him beside her

Ani.  I want you to book two tickets for   Best hill station in India.  Lady smiles and immediately booked their tickets.

L. Here you go madam. Anika just took in her hand and put in her her pocket after wrap it up properly

Shiv. You didn't see where are we going

Ani. I want it to keep it surprise for us

Shiv. As you say sweetheart.  He kissed her hand and march towards their train  side hugging each other .

Ani. I'm so excited shivaay she said keeping head on his shoulder intertwined their arms sitting in the train

Shiv. Same here Jaan.

Ani. Omru she took their name when she saw them standing near the bench where they were sitting waving them having smile on their faces

Shiv.  Omru

Anika  nods and wave her hand having brightest smile. 

Rudra. Be happy guys he shout giving them flying kiss which Anika catch it and kept it in her pocket. 

Shiv. Ani

Ani. Yes shivaay

Shiv. I love you he said pecking her lips tightly

Ani. I love you too she kissed his lips  reflecting her happiness through her eyes

The end

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