Chapter 1
/_Riku's POV_\

I was the first to wake up.

And because of that I started to make Breakfast for us 7.

After a while the others woke up and started to eat Breakfast. What a normal morning.

"The phone is ringing..." Said Tamaki

"I'll get it." Told us Iori as he stood up and went to the door. Because our Phone is one the wall near the door. Don't ask why 'cause I don't know why that is like it is.

"Nanase-san it's for you and the person sounded kinds angry....." I gulped and went to the phone while everyone was looking at me.

"H-Hello....?" I stuttered
"This is Nanase Riku, right?"
"Y-Yes...."
"Than tell me...." it went quiet..... "WHAT TIME DO YOU THINK IT IS ?!" He screamed at me. But this Voice it sounded so familiar.....
"Wait..... DOCTOR-SAN ??"
"Yes it is indeed me your Doctor, Riku-kun....."
"What is it that you need Doctor-san?"
"I WANT YOU HERE AT THE HOSPITAL BECAUSE OF THE CHECK-UP YOU FORGOT.......AGAIN!!" I grew Pale and looked really fast at my calander. Because I write everything I might forget in it....... And there it stood......
"Gomen Doctor-san. I completely forgot about it....."
"It is fine as long you get here before 11am."
"Of course."
"Well than. See you later Riku-kun....." And with that he ended the call.

After talking with my Doctor, I turned around and was met with six confused faces. Plus they looked worried since I kinda screamed 'Doctor-san'...... but I just smiled at them.

"I'm sorry, you guys. But I have to go...... I kinda forgot my Check-up with my Doctor...."

And with that I went out of our Dorm before anyone could say 'Idol'.

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Chapter 2
/_Iori's POV_\

It has been two hours if not more since Nanase-san left. I was getting worried because of his illness.....

Then I heared the front door of our dorm open and being closed. I walked to the door of the livingroom and opened it. As I looked out I saw him.....finally.

"Nanase-san!!" I said loud enough for everyone to her. When they hered me they all walked to us and now we six were all loking at our red haired Center.

He was standing before the door before he slid the door down and now he was sitting on the ground and was trying to calm his breathing down.

We were all getting worried.

"Riku-kun are you alright ??" Asked Sogo-san.
"Yeah...*pant* I'm okay....." He trailed off...
"Nanase-san, you are not having a attack or anything, right ??" I asked him completely serious.
"No Iori, I was running to the hospital because I was totally late for my Check-up....... again" Nanase-santrailed off. I wonder what he meant....... "and before I got here, I was running away from totally crazy and insane fangirls......"

We all looked blankly at him......

"Okay Riku how about a go and rest....." Rokuya-san told our Center. Riku just nodded. He went past us and in his room.

'Is it just me ....or did he really looked down?' I thought.

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Chapter 3
/_Riku's POV_\

It's THAT time again......
Time passes by quickly I guess.......

After I got home from my visit by my Doctor, I decided to go out again. To the place were my parents are....

But before the others worry again, I decided to tell them that I'm going out somewhere.

"You are not going out alone Nanase-san. I'm going with you." Stated Iori.
"I will go with you too." Said Nagi.
"We will all come with you Riku, right??" Asked Yamato-san the others. They just nodded.

"You don't have to....... It won't be interesting or anything....." I trailed off.
"Don't worry Rikkun" Said Tamaki.

I know that I can't win against them.
It would be Impossible for me..... so I gave in.
"Fine..... I guess we are all going."

And so IDOLiSH7 was on their way. They don't really know where I'm taking them.

"Hey Riku ??" Asked Nagi.
"What is it, Nagi??"
"Where are we even going ??"

"Visiting my parents......." I murmeled.
"And you couldn't go tomorrow because..... ?" Asked Iori. Sometimes he is just irritating.
"Because Dummy. It's I don't know how to call to day.... 'Special' I guess......."

It was silent after that.....

Until......

"Hey, Riku, but you do know that this is a grave yard...... right ??" Asked Mitsuki. Iori's older Brother.

"Yeah"

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Chapter 4
/_Riku's POV_\

"What does this mean Nanase-san?" Asked Iori.
"Do your parents live here somewhere in the Grave Yard....?" Asked Tamaki.

"Well......... in a way Tamaki. Yes....."

After that I walked between the Graves of other people while the others followed me.
It was so...... quiet.
Well it was quiet until.......

"Why is no one talking ?? It's so quiet, it's giving me the creeps....." Tamaki was the one who said that.
"Tamaki-kun !!" Said Sogo-san. "You can't yell here...."
"Why can't I, huh ??!"
"This is a Grave Yard, Tama. It's a place of peace and it's always quiet..." Told Yatamo-san Tamaki.

Than.....
I stood still. Right infront of a Grave. A Family Grave.....

"Hey Riku...." Trailed Nagi off. "Why did you suddenly stop walking??" He asked.

I looked at the Grave with sadness in my eyes. And a weak smile before saying.
"We are here....."

They looked shocked at me.
I could tell even through I'm not even looking at them.
I went down to my knees before talking....

"Hey Mom, Dad. It's today remember. I came again. And I became an Idol this year. I'm in an Idolgroup called IDOLiSH7. They are all here today too."

I made a little break.
Rhen I talked again.

"I finally fulfiled my dream. And I saw Tenn-nii again in person. I also had an attack again. But I don't have them so often anymore.......
I really miss you two. Doctor-san....... still treats me like im his own son."

At that point I had small tears at my eyes...

"I'll do my best until next year again.

Well than.....
Bye Mom. Bye Dad."

When I was done with talking I whipped my tears with my jacket away and stood up. I also turned around and started to walk to the exit. I could tell the others were shocked. It took them a little while to notice I already walked away. But when they noticed they ran to me.

The first thing I heared, beside the many footsteps, was...

"Hey Riku...... You okay ??"

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Chapter 5
/_Riku's POV_\

"Hey Riku...... You okay ??" Someone to my right suddenly said.
"What are you doing here??"

I looked to my right and saw....... TRIGGER's Center.
Kujo Tenn. My older Twin Brother......

".......Tenn-nii"

"Answer me please Riku."
It was my first time.
For the first time in my 18 years of life, I have never heared my brother plead.
It was a weired feeling.

"First: Hello to you too, Tenn-nii.
Second: I'm perfectly fine.
And Third: I was visiting someone here with my Friends.... my FIRST Friends in my whole life."

He looked a little shocked as the others slowly walked behind me.

"Who could you possibly visit someone on a Grave Yard??" Tenn-nii asked. I could feel the others mood change after Tenn-nii said that.....

"WHO DO YOU THINK HE WOULD VISIT ??" Yealled the older Brother of Iori, Mitsuki, at my twin.

"If I knew, I would not have asked right??" Kujo Tenn asked getting annoyed.

"Calm down Minna." I told them as I turned my head.
"I didn't tell him......" After I was done, turned back to my brother but I could feel shocked gazes from the other Idols of IDOLiSH7.

"You didn't tell me what exactly....... Nanase Riku??"

"I didn't tell you that I just visited my parents."

"Wha-What do you mean ?"

"Exactly what I said, my dear Twin who abandoned his own Family...."

"Are you telling me our parents are de-dead ?!"

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Chapter 6
/_Tenn's POV_\

"Are you telling me our parents are de-dead ?!"

I can't believe it......
I mean I just found out the my parents aren't even alive anymore.....

"Yes, Tenn-nii." Riku answered me like it was something normal for him. But......he had a really sad face before I spoke up.....

"AND HOW COME I DON'T KNOW ABOUT THAT??! I'M STILL ONE OF THEIR SONS!!!! REMEMBER??? I'M YOUR BROTHER.......YOUR TWIN BROTHER!!!!!" I screamed at him.

"I-I didn't tell you because...." My twin paused.
"Because th-they died in the first t-two years after you were g-gone...." Riku started to cry a little....

I was shocked to hear that....

"So....... It's my fault in a way, huh??"

He didn't say anything.....
His Friends had pity in their eyes.....

I than noticed something.
Something I always saw before I left with Kujo-san....
Riku's pained look.
He is sick......He has a fever.....

"He-" Before I could even start my sentence, Riku fell to his knees and than to the cold ground to his left.

I bent down fast and put one of my hands on his forehead. "He has a high fever." I stood up with Riku in my arms.

"Can you please show me the way to your dorm ...? He has a really high fever and it's going to rain soon....." I asked IDOLiSH7. When I told them about the Rain it started slowly.

"Yeah..... THIS WAY!! KUJO TENN." Said the green-haired person, who is like 2 or 3 years older than me, as he started to run. The others run after him with me behind the six people.

"If you want I can hold him...." asked a hugh light blue-haired person. 'I remember him.... he safed me in a way' I thought as I nodded. He took Riku out of my Arms.

"Just a few more minutes....than we are there."

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Chapter 7
/_Riku's POV_\

The last thing I remember was..... telling Tenn-nii about our parents.
I don't know what happened after that.... because after telling him that I only saw black.

Until.......

"I'm going with him, Riku."
I saw Tenn-nii as he went with Takamasa Kujo.
"Wait! Tenn-nii!! Don't leave...."

Than.... 5 weeks after he left......
I saw how my parents broke down and disvorced.
At that time I was left alone with my mom.
Completely alone...... well my mom married than some guy....

"Mom please stop drinking....."

Six months after Tenn-nii left my mom died in an Car accident. She was drunk but was still driving.

"Riku-kun, your father is going to take care of you now."
That's what Doctor-san told me after the death of my mom. It wasn't my real dad. I heared that my real dad killed himself around two years after Tenn-nii left our Family.

I had a pretty normal life after that.... I guess.
If you don't count the beatings from both the school bullies, 'cause I never really had Friends and because of my Illness....thats why they bullied me, and my 'Father'.

People noticed the beatings of my father after a year. A year after my Mother died. The police put him in Jail for his whole life because I was still a kid.

Doctor-san took me in after the whole thing.

I than saw Doctor-san say something to me but I couldn't hear anything. Well the only thing I could hear were faint callings like 'Riku' or 'please wake up'. And someone said that I should not worry since this is a dream......

After that, everything went bright.

So......
I was really dreaming the whole thing .....?

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AN

Hey
I made a new chapter......🎉

I hope you liked the Story until now......

But
I don't really care if people hate it or not....

Bye💝

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Chapter 8
/_Tenn's POV_\

"Just a few more minutes....than we are there."
That's what Izumi Iori said....a few hours ago.

After getting to IDOLiSH7's Dorm, I rushed Yotsuba Tamaki to lay my twin on their couch in their Livingroom. I also comanded the others to bring a cloth and a big bowl of cold water.

Since than, I have been sitting beside Riku. Sometimes switching between the towels, trying to bring his fever down. And it has been a few hours. When we got here it was around 3 pm, now it was 7pm.

His fever went down half a hour ago. Ever since than I still sat beside him but I got a little bit tired.....

I than noticed that he didn't lay still on the couch. He was shaking a little and he had a few tears running down his face.

How I noticed ??
Well Izumi Mitsuki saw what happened to Riku the moment he went into this room. He called Riku by his name. And so I noticed what was happening to my brother.

"Don't worry Riku...... It's just a Dream"

That's what I told him as I lightly shook his shoulders. I spoke gentelly because, of course, I wanted him to calm down. Well I did so...... Mitsuki just said 'Wake up!' I would say that he said it because he wasn't yelling or screaming it but..... well...... let's just say he said it a bit loud.

But thanks to him Riku slowly woke up from his Dre- Nightmare. At that point he stopped shaking completely and his tears stopped running down his face too.

I was glad....
That he was Okay.....

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AN

Hey I made a new chapter

......
Sorry
The Chapter is only saying what happened after they all got to IDOLiSH7's Dorm........

Well
Bye💝😖

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Chapter 9
/_Riku's POV_\

When I opened my eyes, everything was really painfully bright. So I closed them and opened them again.

That's when I noticed Mitsuki and my Twin Brother. "Hey Riku, you okay??" Asked the older Izumi Brother. "Yeah...... I'm fine now."

"Mitsuki Izumi." Tenn-nii started but he looked at me as I was still lying down. "Could you please give me some private time with Riku ??" Mitsuki nodded his head and left us alone. It was silent since he left. I sat up still under a blanket.

"So....." Tenn-nii looked at me as I started to say something "why didn't you want Mitsuki here, Tenn-nii??"

It was silent after that for a while again.
"I just......" He started. I really wanted to know why he suddenly cared for me again. Why he looked so shocked when I told him, in a weird way, that our parents are dead, when he abandoned us.
Why did he leave us in the first place ....

"I just- I don't know, Riku. I guess I didn't want him or anyone else to see this side of me..... Plus I wanted to talk to you a little bit. I'm going to answer your every question but..... please let me stay here with you alone and talk to you......."

I was shocked. Really I was.
I would have never guessed that my Twin would beg for something like that.....
"Sure, let's talk.... Tenn-nii."

"I want an honest answer to my biggest question....
So first question:
Why did you leave us ??"

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AN

Hey
I made a new chapter just for your poor little Souls to read it.......😂

But you know what??
I could change the Title from this book with the one from my other Story about  IDOLiSH7......
I really could

🤦I'm stupid
I know

Well than
Bye💝

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Chapter 10
/_Riku's POV_\

"I want an honest answer to my biggest question....
So first question:  Why did you leave us ??"

Tenn-nii looked a little bit shocked with a mix of reget and pain. It's a touchy subject in my family. Or was... I don't know about him but from his Expression I could say it was the same.

"Riku.... I'm sorry. Really I am. When he came to me and when we talked in private he told me.... that when I went with him and become an Idol than......" He stops for a short while. I felt a pity for him since I'm kinda forcing him to tell me this. Plus I could see he was holding his emotions back. And I could also see little tears forming in his Eyes.

"He told me that with me going with him and becoming an Idol I could help you and Mom and Dad. When I asked him when I'm going to finally see you again, he told me that I abandoned you and our parents. That they didn't even care about me anymore. He told me that you, Riku, didn't need me anymore. That you forgot me......." He stopped again. But this time he cried. He cried his heart out.

I couldn't take it anymore. I couldn't keep watching my Twin as he struggled to keep talking, so I hugged him while I was still sitting on the couch.

"I'm sorry this happened to you, Tenn-nii."

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AN

Hey
How is it going??

I think I'm going to swap the Titles & pictures from both of my IDOLiSH7 Stories.
So please don't go Crazy on me........pleeeaaasse

Well than
Like always
I hope you little poor Souls enjoyed this Chapter.....

It's a Story I made up in my mind so please don't thinkthis is what happened in the Game/Anime

Bye💝

Chapter 11

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/_Riku's POV_\

"I'm sorry this happened to you, Tenn-nii."
I still hugged my Twin as he started to return it. Only a little bit tighter.

"Ca-Can you tell me what happened to our parents......Riku ?? And to you too??" My Brother asked me with little tears in his eyes. But I just nodded my head, giving him at least some kind of answer.

"5 weeks after you left, Tenn-nii, our parents got disvorced. I was left alone with our Mother but that didn't last long....."

"Why? What happened ??!"

"Mom married someone...... but I didn't really know him. She also started to drink more often. Half a year after you left with Takamasa, Mom died in a Car accident because she drove while being completely drunk. After that I lived with my new 'Dad'. At that time I was pretty much left alone..... I didn't have friends so in school I always got beaten by those bullies."

"I'm Sorry Riku........
I couldn't protect you again......I'm really Sorry." Said Tenn-nii. But instead of ending this Story about my broken Childhood and making my Twin even more self hated than now, I continued.

"But they weren't the only ones I got beatings from..... That man who married our Mother hitted and kicked me too. After a year, after Mom died, Peopl- no my teachers began to notice the bruises. When the police came to our house and found that man beating and even cutting me, they took and put him in jail. For his whole life. Doctor-san took me in after that whole mess......"

"This all happened because I wasn't there. It happened because......." Tenn-nii was crying like a little baby again...."be-because I left with Takamasa Kujo."

Chapter 12
AN

Hey........
I found out something which in a way broke me😢

I mean......WHY????!

I actually thought that I7 will at least have 2 Seasons & not just 17 Episodes......

And please listen to the Song on top
It's really good💝😉

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/_No one's POV_\

"This all happened because I wasn't there. It happened because......." Tenn was crying like a little baby "be-because I left with Takamasa Kujo."

"No! No, Tenn-nii it isn't you-" Riku got cut off as the door to the Livingroom opened. The person who opened and closed the door, which he did after he stepped in the room, was Sogo Osaka.

"Riku-kun, I made you some chicken soup." Said Sogo. He than noticed their situation. "Oh. I'm Sorry, I could go outside and wait....."

Riku shook his head, telling him that he could stay with the Twins. Sogo walked over to the too and put the Soup on the table infront of the sofa. He sat down beside Riku. Sogo put some Soup in three bowls at first. As he brought the Soup, he also brought 8 bowls with him....

He set the first bowl infront of Tenn and the second one infront of the younger Twin. He gave himself, after the two siblings had their own bowls before them, an own meal.

They ate in silence after the Twins thanked Sogo. After a few minutes the other members of IDOLiSH7 came in the Livingroom and put themselfs their own soup in the remaining bowls.

"So, you two..." Mitsuki was the one who broke the silence. "What did you actually talked about ?? You guys don't have to answer........ I just really want to know"

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Chapter 13

/_Tenn's POV_\

"So, you two..." Mitsuki was the one who broke the silence. "What did you actually talked about ?? You guys don't have to answer........ I just really want to know"

I looked over to Riku. I wouldn't even dare to say anything anout our parents or pasts. Only if he was okay with it......

"Sure, I guess....... Tenn-nii??" Asked me my younger Twin. "Yeah.... They have right to know."

"Well....." I stared to tell them my past first "When I little, I always wanted to be an Idol. As our parents lost their Job, a person named Takamasa, asked me if I wanted to be an Idol. He also promised me that I could always visit my parents and Twin and that I could help them with the money got from being one..... Well as you probably already noticed, I never saw the again. And now I only have Riku left..."

"That's not true, we still have the person who married our Mother after she got disvorced from our real Father. But he is in Jail...." Trailed Riku off.

It was silent after that...

"Well I guess It's my Turn now....... but it will take a while and after I am done I don't want to be treated differently than, from any of you...."

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AN

1K VIEWS 🎉🎉🎉🎉💞

Yay!!!
I slowly get the feeling your poor Souls like my Story/Stories

Well
I made a new but short chapter......
Sorry

Bye💝

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Chapter 14

/_Riku's POV_\

"Well I guess It's my Turn now....... but it will take a while and after I am done I don't want to be treated differently than, from any of you...."

"Five weeks after my Twin left our parents got disvorced. Our Mother married some guy she knew pretty well. She also started to drink more and more often. After four monthes and three weeks, she died in a car crash. The cause was, that she drove while being completely drunk. My Stepfather and I lived alone after that. I got abused by him after my mothers death and got a lot of beating from the school bullies. It took a while for my teachers to notice the bruises. That man was beating and cutting in to my skin when the police came. They took him into jail. Doctor-san took me in after that whole mess. I later found out that our Father died two years after Tenn-nii left...."

When I was done with my Life-Story, in a short way, I noticed that Sogo-san, Mitsuki and Nagi were crying. Even Yamato-san was crying. I guess it was a little too much......

"Rikkun......." Tamaki started. I turned my head around and nodded to him, telling him to continue. "D-Did that really happen to you??"

"Yeah..... I still got here and there some scars but nothing serious." I told not just Tamaki but everyone else too.

"Nanase-san, I know that this isn't the best time too ask...... but did that stepfather of yours do something else, except abusing you??" Iori asked. I don't know if I want to answer that...... It's already hard enough for me to tell anyone my past without breaking down.

"Sorry, Minna. But I can't really talk about this anymore....... if you need me I'll be in my Room." I left them there. In the Dorm's Livingroom. But.... I just could not talk to them about my horrible past anymore....

Sorry

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AN

Hey
Sorry it took me a while
So.....how is it going....??

Is the chapter okay....??
I just kinda used like everything from Chapter 11 just in a shorter way.....

Well than
Have a pretty good life in this goddamm and shitty world of nothing but hate and Cruelty .......

Bye💝