Around 10 days ago:

So, yesterday, I gathered the courage to tell you, "I miss you...."

And you responded with, "I miss you, too...."

And then spoke about how you were afraid you might lose her as well, and then walked away....

I didn't know how to respond to your response: jump in joy or hug you (the first part of your reply, that is)........

But I ended up doing nothing......

Then came along today.....

Started off fairly well, hit some kinks on the way, and now is kind of okay.....

Then I tried to ask you, "Won't you have some mercy on the less fortunate?", but stood there, the words glued to my tongue, speechless....

And you said, "I know you've had a bad day, and I hope it gets better....."

And I walked off, to keep from crying right then and there....

I'm still confused as to what to do......

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Today:

I can't believe I've come to hate you now.....

Yesterday, you spoke to others just 'cause she wasn't there, and you still didn't tell me a thing, heck, you didn't even acknowledge my presence....

I don't know why, but from a week ago, there's a fire starting in my heart, and not a good one either....

It could even be intent on devouring you...

I really can't believe that you and I have come to such terms now...

I couldn't have guessed in any way that this would happen when we were so close....

I'm still confused....

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A.N.:

The perfect song for my plight right now is 'Say Something', either the original or the Pentatonix version will do, but I like Pentatonix's version better, so....

Anyways, thank you for reading....

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