I Wish
"Everyday I cut my wrists
'cause I don't want to exists
I put on a mask of happiness
to shield away the pain
You say I'm this way because of my age
Well you're all mother fuckin' liars
I try to smile but that won't change my pain
I'm only good for blame and failure
My depression is eating me away
My anxiety makes me scared
My anger is slowly tearing me apart
I wish that you would accept me for the person I am
And I wish that I could be happy
And I wish that I could sleep
And I wish that I could be the daughter that you want me to be
And so, so sorry for not being honest
For telling you that I'm just fine
(I'm just fine)
I don't regret lying to you
about everything that I fucking do
And I know, I know that you think I'm happy
But the truth is I'm dying inside
And I know, I know that you think I'm crazy
But that's something that everybody knows
I wish that you would accept me for the person that I am
And I wish that I could be happy
And I wish that I could sleep
And I wish that I could be the daughter that you want me to be
Now, I'm so sorry for not telling you that I'm slowly killing myself
I've been thinking about suicide for over a year now
And it's getting worse every passing day
I'm not sorry that I've kept this in all my life
'Cause I don't want you to know I'm dying inside
I wish that you would accept me for the person that I am
And I wish that I could be happy
And I wish that I could sleep
And I wish that I could be the daughter that you want me to be."
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