i saw u
i didn't try

this time

but i saw u
and i cldn't look away
i stalked
more than a little
more than i shd
i never try
hard enough to b good

but u wldn't have asked me
to b good
when we were friendly
we only laughed at mischief
and took shots for violence
don't harbor anger
for my mess

please b honest
did u look too?

do u like what you see?

have i been contrite
or does this mistake
nullify my virtue sprint

have u seen where i've been
i've tried to mimic
ur success
but i admit
ur better at being special
ur special in this hellhole
ur hellish façade caves my "so long"

i wld kill my personality
to b ur friend

again