Why is it that
I look in the mirror
And see you
Standing beside me?

Why is it that
I imagine
A future
With you?

Why is it that
I am unable to imagine
A future
Without you?

Why is it that
I need you so badly, and yet
I cannot tell you that
You haven't left my mind
...in over four months?

Why is it that
Every time I see you
I wish you weren't there
And every time you leave
I beg for you to return?

Why is it that
You mean so much to me?
And why is it that
You're fading away?