I didn't know
everything
could change so
fast.

wanting
not wanting
and wanting again.

I didn't know
you'd become
all of my
life

when is it
going to
end?

you put me in
pain
you make my soul
bleed

I want you so badly
you're all that I need.

honestly,
I'm not sure anymore,
of anything.

when I see you
I panic
and it's all your fault

but without you
I'm human
if that's what it's called.

I act how I should
I know how to be

that's more than I can say for when
you
are near
me.