Author POV

The boys eyes widen as they witnessed Jungkook fall down from the bridge railing.

"Ouch!"

Their eyes now looked like they would pop out of their pockets.

A stranger was bending over the railing while holding on to one of Jungkook's hands.

"No!Let me go!I want to sleep!"

The boys heard Jungkook's annoyed voice,snapping out of their trance they quickly reached over the railing and pulled up a whining Jungkook.

Once Jungkook was safely on the ground and seated the boys exaled a breath of relief.

The youger on the other hand was pouting while having his hands crossed,if in any other situaion the boys would've cooed and taked pictures but he was trying to sucided just a few minuted ago.

"Jungkook why do you want to suci-I mean sleep?"

It was Yoongi.

The boy agreed that Yoongi should talk to Jungkook cause out of all the boys he is the one who can most likely relate to Jungkook's situation.

Jungkook looked at Yoongi with most inoccent eyes making Yoongi almost  melt.

"I broke a promise I gave to my doll,I broke a promise I have to one of my closest friends,I feel numb,angry,confused,lost all the time,it fustrates me to the point if even see anyone reminding me of Tuzyu I will not hesitate to lower my standards"

The boys looked shaken up by the youngers words,his gaze looked inoccent but his words says otherwise.

Jungkook then surprised all the boys by standing up.

He  looked at the boys and then just shook his head.

"What"

Jimin asked.

Jungkook looked at him with dull eyes.

"What are you asking?"

He asked with a dull voice.

"Why would you try to scuicide?"

Jimin wasn't even try to filter anything by now.

Jungkook raised a brow and scoffed.

"It's my life,I decide what I do with it"

Jungkook replied.

Jimin's eyes flared with anger,staking towards the younger Jimin grabbed Jungkook by his shirt collar and pushed him against the pole behind him.

"THAT DOESN'T MEAN YOU GET TO KILL YOUR SELF YOU MORON!!!!YES IT'S YOUR LIFE BUT DON'T DO STUPID THINGS LIKE THIS!!!!!!!!"

Jimin shouted.

"Hyung lower your voice we don't want attention"

Taehyung mumbled loud enough for Jimin to hear.

Jimin shook his head,eyes still on the younger who was now looking at him with amusement.

"No!NO!I've had enough of his shit for one day,what do you find funny about this Jeon Jungkook?!"

Jimin excalimed noticing the younger's expression.

Jungkook removed Jimin's grip on his collar.

"What I find funny is that you said it's my life really is it?Is it really my life?!Yoongi hyung come on answer!IS IT MY LIFE?!!!!I HAVE TO REACH MY FANS EXPECTATIONS,PERFORM WELL,KEEP A PUBLIC IMAGE!!!!!!!!BARE WITH ALL FUCKING SHIT THAT IS THROWN AT ME!!!!!!IF IT'S MY LIFE LIKE YOU SAID THEN WHY THE FUCK CAN'T I DO THE THINGS I LIKE,GET A TATOO ANY OF THOSE THINGS ARE FORBIDDEN!YOU WANNNA KNOW WHY BECAUSE I AM A FUCKING IDOL!!!!!!!!!"

Jungkook shouted while tears of fustration spilled from his eyes.

The boys stood frozen unable to say anything to comfort the younger,cause all of them know that what the younger said was true.

Jungkook chuckled bitterly.

"You know what?"

Jungkook said gaining the attention of the dazed boys.

"From now on I don't a shot about what the fans think about me,if I like it I do it and the company can terminate the contract with me if they like,but I don't care if your'll won't step out of the bubble I might as well as do it"

Jungkook said while glaring at the boys before walking away.

"Should someone go with him?"

Jin asked while watching the maknae walk away.

"No he is sober enough to handle himself"

Namjoon replied.

"GUYS!"

Hoseok shouted.

"Isn't that Dahyun?!"

The boys eyes widen as they saw Dahyun approach Jungkook dressed in the same clothes as the person who saved him.

The boys quickly ran towards them when they heard the conversation.

"Jungkook-shi are you ok?"

"Why would you care?"

Dahyun gulped heard the cold responce she got.

"I just wanted to say I'm really sorry on behalf of Tuzyu"

She said while bowing.

The boys held their breath as Jungkook galre became more feirce.

He walked closer to Dahyun and bent down to her ear and whispered something making Dahyun's eyes widen.

Pulling away Jungkook smirked and walked away.

The girl smiled  confusing the boys but what confused them more was when she started walking towards them.

She came towards and bowed out of respect.

"Sunbaes,I hope we can speak?"

She asked politly.

The boys nodded their heads.

She sighed as she spilled the truth that has been bugging the Bangtan's leader for  months.

"Namjoon-shi I-well how do say this ummmm..............Nayeon she........she is working with Tuzyu and Jhyo"

The boys looked at each other.

"Did you really think we didn't know that?"

Namjoon said in a bored voice.

Dahyun shook her head.

"No that day..........."

Flashback~

"Ara what are you thinking?"

It was Taehyung who asked while looking at her.

"Don't get me wrong but Nayeon unnie why isn't she here instead of Tuzyu?"

She asked while looking at Namjoon  who was tenced.

"On second thoughts that was stupid-!"

Ara was cut off by Namjoon.

'What's with everyone cutting off everyone like that?What are they frogs?'

"No actually now that Ara baught that up Rose' can you call Jisoo and see if Nayeon was with her today?"

Rose' nodded her head before calling.

"Unnie said that it was Dahyun that was with her not Nayeon why do you ask oppa?"

Namjoon was biting his lips nervosuly.

"She said that she was with Jisoo so if she isn't with Jisoo then where was she?"

Jin asked.Everyone was silent until Rose's phone rang making everyone flinch at the sudden sound.

Rose' POV

OTP

RS:Hello?

NY:Rose' can we meet at out spot now in an hour please!

RS:Huh oh ok we'll meet you there.

With that I dissconnected the call.

"Ummm can one of you come with me meet Nayeon may be Namjoon oppa cause well she lied to you right?"

I asked carefuly hoping that I didn't hit any nerve.

"Yeah I'll come is it ok if I bring Jungkook and the rest I need your'll to stay with Ara ok"

Namjoon oppa said.

Everyone nodded their heads.

"Ok let's go"

Joon oppa sighed as they got ready to leave.

1 hour later.......

Jungkook was pacing back and forth while Namjoon oppa.When suddenly I saw a shadow of a man coming.I frowned but then widen my eyes when the man whispered something Namjoon oppa and then grabbed Jungkook and him and went behind a bush before I could ask anything Nayeon came.

She looked liked she was searching for someone.

"So you really came alone?"

She seems nervouse when she asked that.

'what's she hiding?'

"Yeah I came alone so why did you ask me to come?"

I asked while crossing my arms.

"He really didn't come?I was hoping he would come so I could talk"

She whispered but I still heard it making me more confused.

"I just wanted to say that to stay away from Dahyun it's for your own good,she.....she works with Tuzyu and Jihyo so be careful!"

She said which made me widen my eyes.

'Wait-Joon oppa is he gonna be ok with this?'

I nodded my head and then she left quickly.

End of Flashback~

When Dahyun finished telling her story the boys were even more confused.

"We already know Dahyun-shi why don't you get to the point?"

Yoongi said while rolling his eyes.

"Nayeon is actual one working Tuzyu,she tried to double cross her but failed,so she tried to put the blame on me,guesse she almost succeded but Namjoon-shi I would never side with her I promise.Please,please I am beggin you believe me and tell Lisa and Jungkook to be careful of Tuzyu and Jihyo especialy Rose' and you too Jimin-shi"

This made Jimin confused.

"Jihyo?She is also like Tuzyu?"

Jimin asked.

"Yes and no,Jihyo might try to break you two apart but she would not go as far as Tuzyu,but still please be aware I already regret not warning you all before and now look at Jungkook and Lisa"

Dahyun said while looking down.

It hurts for her as well,Dahyun was very close with BLACKPINK but now cause of Tuzyu's doings she isn't,she can't even look at Lisa's face any longer.

"Dahyun thank you very much for informing us as much as I like to hug you right now I need to attend to my younger member please excuse us please"

Namjoon said not realising the pink hue that decorated Dahyun's cheek.

The rest of the boys bowed at the younger girl and thanked her before following their leader.

Jungkook POV

I was at the dorm,I straight away walked to my sister's room.

I opened her closet and kneeled down and started placing my hands on the floor boards until I found the right one.

Applying a little presure to it I removed it and took out my sketch book and after placing the floor board back in its place I went inside my room sat down on my bed and looked at sketchings I had drawn.

I traced the drawings with my finger.

"I no longer give a fuck about society"

1557 words

So I revealed another twist!Yeeeeeey!

This chapter focus on mental break down how your emotions can make you do things so fast that you won't even remebers how it got that way,how a person changes after certain events and Jungkook has already taken the first step.

You see most people eigther block people out during this time or they just become rebeliouse.I decided to go with blocking people out cuz Jungkook seemed like that kinda person.

Jungkook asked Jimin wether if it'shis real life?Well it's not he live up to a certain image that the fans have unconsiously created if you ignore this then you are a idiot and I'm not even filtering it now cause it's true and he has been living up so far,The reason I specifically mentioned the tatooes part is cuz I believe that's when Jungkook slowly started not caring about the hate,the judgment he was gonna get for being him-self.

Now most idols don't do this,so far I have seen Jungkook,G-Dragon,Som hye and some other idols have done it,they have taken the step I call 'New step'.Where a person comes out of their bubble.

eg:-gay,lesbian,bi-sexual,transgender,social steriotypes ect(it doesn't have to be these even a problem between family or friends and standing up are aslo examples)

If a person brakes through their bubble exposing them selves to the world that person would a glow-up no puberty could do.

And I have already made Jungkook take the first step in my book.

Anyhoo~

Hope you enjoyed the chapter!

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