That was four days ago. I went with him to the place he shared with a nigga name Raymone and helped my bae pack up the Uhaul truck while the nigga was at work.

Took about four hours, but we got it done. He took the bedroom suite, the living room suit (kick ass expensive furniture), washer and dryer and his wardrobe and we were on the road back to my house.

My baby returned home, after I agreed to see a therapist individually and with him. I agreed, wholeheartedly. I felt like for making him feel inferior or frightened. What kind of man I was? What type of darkness in me allowed such atrocity?

Next week I meet with my therapist for the first session. Dentrick meets with his later on today.

I looked at my watch.

It was ten a.m. His session was at four thirty pm.

I watched the love of my life sleep. He was at peace. I was going to make sure he always felt like heaven.

It has gotten to the point where I can't breathe without him.

As I cleaned him up, admiring his gorgeous body and his plump ass, I still felt like shit. For putting my hands on him. I really felt guilty.  Why did I slap him, hurt him, and verbally cripple him?

The look of hurt and pain in his face broke my heart and if I could go back in time and take it back I would.

I stepped away from the bed. Shaking my head. I gazed at him. I burned for him. I was addicted to him.

I resisted it. The past four days had been catering to him. I never did that for any chick or nigga.

Ever.

E-V-E-R.

I had to spell it out for the blind hoes in the back.

I haven't given him any dick yet. And when I do, I was taking my time and doing it right.

I took a quick shower and cleaned my body. After I was done, I turned the shower off and didn't bother to dry off.

Fuck it. That was my ass. I walked up to my bae, still dripping from my shower. He must have gotten up because he had on boxers.

He didn't have them on before I got in the shower. Plus the AC was blowing cold air so I could see why he covered up.

My dick was hard af just from looking at him. I kissed his feet...kissed the small of his back, lick and licked down to his hole...pulled those boxers to the side and start eating that ass good.

After I put on a rubber I sucked on his neck gently as I slowly slid up inside him.

Daddy freaky.

He grinned like he won the lottery, twirling that ass.  "Wow....you never...went up inside...me this beautifully..."

I was pleased. I smiled big. Kissed his luscious lips. "You are the most beautiful man in the world to me, baby...daddy is so happy...damn, this ass so wet and juicy, that you are back where you belong."

"Glad to...be home, daddy...as long as you treat me...the way I treat you..."