Dear Ex,

We haven't talked much. When we broke up it killed me. I was going through a time when I felt no one loved me. You were my hope. But then when you left me, you took my hope and my heart with you. I never thought I could love again. You were my best friend and I hate that we aren't that still. We went so long without acknowledging the past, the past we caused. I have to say it took all of my courage to forgive you that night when we were at Adoration on our Confirmation Retreat. I didn't want to but something told me I should. Honestly I'm glad I did say something. You were sitting by me and to be honest I felt awkward. I began thinking of how good of friends we were before you asked me out. I spent too many nights worried about us when I should've been working on loving myself. By saying yes I ruined our friendship. The one that lasted from the time I moved here to the time we broke up. I was so confused by the signals you sent me after we broke up. Hundreds of days and nights went by, with thousands of lyrics that were written about you. I'm glad we are moved past and have decided to try again. You were my best friend and I hope we can get back to that place.

Sincerely,
You know who