Shortly after the big reveal of Seokjin's unexpected expecting, Yoongi has not talked to anyone. The only person who can get a small response from is his mom, who threatens that if she doesn't hear from him she's calling the police and Yoongi did not want that. Minseo has started sticking her tongue out and she has been here lately with Yoongi acting all depressed. She knows her mom isn't happy and tries to get him to giggle. Honestly, Yoongi should be happy for the couple, but one thing is setting him back.

Minseo.

He knows good and well when they have that baby, Namjoon's going to be in it's life more than he already is in Minseo's right now. He knew they were going to run into this problem when Minseo was older, but she would be happy to be a big sister. But this? This he didn't expect at all, them to have a baby when Minseo was only two months old. It's too soon. But yet again they don't know if they are, Namjoon only said Seokjin thinks he is.

Yoongi sat staring out the window and doesn't move. Minseo was laying on the floor on her back, playing with her hands and sticking her tongue out. Her small eyes were starting to focus better and they were no longer a dark blue, but a dark brown. She looks over where she heard Yoongi clearing his throat and grins slightly. She makes a small noise, which caught Yoongi off guard and then he gasps.

"Did you just coo at me?!" He instantly gets on the floor and smiles, "Are you talking to me baby? Huh?"

She grins widely, cooing again as her hands come up and go in her mouth. Yoongi chuckles, picking her up gently and rolling her over on her belly. She raises her head slightly before dropping it on the blanket and frowning. He giggles, "We need to work on your head lifting skills. They say by four months you're supposed to be lifting your head for longer periods of time and following things with your eyes."

She doesn't say anything to him and he rolls his eyes at himself, "Figures, I'm taking to a non talking baby."

She coos, bringing her hand up to her mouth and sucking on it while she lays her head on the blanket. Her eyes grow heavy, and as much as Yoongi wants her to sleep, not while on her tummy. He picks her up and carries her to her bassinet, turning it on slow for it to swing back and forth on it's own, then tucks her in with her blanket.

She pouts at him, which he kisses her nose and brushes her long hair back, "Nap time baby girl, mama's gotta do dishes and a few loads of laundry."

Before he even gets to the kitchen to begin, there is a knock on the door and he stops himself from groaning. He turns and heads to the door, peeking out the small peep hole and seeing Jooheon's sister. He frowns, opening the door immediately for her, "What are you doing here?"

"Jooheon was worried about you, and him being the sweetheart he is, he's trying to give you space. He really wants to come over and comfort you, but he's afraid you don't want him here," she folds her hands together, shivering slightly, "Are we going to talk outside?"

Yoongi moves over and lets her come in, she sighs when she's in warmth, taking her shoes off immediately to not track in snow. Yoongi takes her jacket and hangs it up by his, "I can make us some hot chocolate or coffee if you want?"

"Coffee please," She smiles, "thank you very much."

Yoongi hums, starting the coffee pot and makes coffee, "So Jooheon sent you here to see if everything is okay?"

"Well, he was worried about you after the huge drama spill your baby daddy dropped on you," she sniffles, rubbing her arms for warmth. She turns her head to see Minseo asleep in the bouncer and she laughs, "When is she never asleep?"

"You just showed up when I put her down for a nap" Yoongi smiles, washing the only two coffee mugs he has and then pouring them some coffee. He brings the cups in, "We're trying to get her to work out her neck muscles and hand eye coordination. So far she's making progress for a premie!"

She smiles, it didn't last long before her face turns serious, "Listen, I really like you and I think you're the perfect guy for my brother. But he's worried that if he tries to help you in the situation with Namjoon, you're going to dump him. He cares a lot about you and Minseo."

"Namjoon was my best friend and just my baby daddy that's causing me way too much stress," Yoongi sighs, "Its a wonder during my pregnancy I didn't loose her from how much stress he put me through."

She nods, "Baby daddy's suck. Mine died trying to steal drugs from a drug dealer," she rolls her eyes, "He was a dumb ass. But he's my son's father. And sometimes Jooheon says things that hurt when he talks about him, but when I tell him it hurts me for him talking about my baby daddy he shuts up. He's worried on hurting you. He wants to so badly beat Namjoon into a pulp for not being their for Minseo, but he won't because of you."

He frowns, "Well I mean he can-"

"Yeah, but will you talk to him after he does?"

Yoongi thinks about it before shaking his head, "No, you're right. I wouldn't be able to even look at him. As much as a pain in the ass he is to me, he's still Minseo's father and I don't want any more complications with him. I just want peace."

She nods, holding his hand, "I understand, I really do."

"Is he mad at me for not talking to him?"

"No, he knows you need your space, he's just not sure what to say or do to make you happy."

"Really, and I'm being honest here, if he really wanted me happy he'd bring you and your son and stay for New Years here. I don't want to start the new year off lonely and sad."

She chuckles, "Well, let's head home and order some pizza then shall we?"

She stands and grabs her coat, then turns to look at Yoongi, "If you really want some therapy away from Namjoon, find a coping mechanism. For me, I get tattoos. Most of them are meaningful, but my latest one was a drawing my son drew for me with him and me."

Yoongi purses his lips, nodding, "I'll think about it."

"Jooheon was thinking about getting his dimples pierced too," she rolls her eyes but laughs, "So he may go with you."

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The tattoo gun buzzed loudly and the scraping of the needle shading the tattoo made Yoongi feel at ease. He doesn't understand why people think it hurts, for him, it's the right amount of pain and sting to handle his depression. He had found a new coping mechanism instead of cutting.

The gun shuts off and he tattoo artist smiles, grabbing the paper towel and the soap to wash it, "Ready to see it?"

Yoongi nods, standing from his laying position on his side, and holding his shirt up. He got the tattoo on his ribs, right where his heart would be located. The tattoo artist grabs a mirror and angles it perfectly to where Yoongi can see it and the mom's eyes started getting watery.

"I love it," he wants to touch it but now it was starting to swell and hurt like a bitch, "Thank you so much."

He pays, then leaves to go back to the car and meet at Jooheon's to get Minseo. He didn't want to see Namjoon for a while, so his newest baby sitter is Jooheon's sister. His ribs were really hurting, and luckily the tattoos is wrapped in plastic wrap or his shirt and coat rubbing on it will hurt like a son of a bitch.

He pulls in their driveway, gets out, then heads to the door to get her. Before he could even open the door, Jooheon's sister flings it open and smiles, "So??"

Yoongi smiles, "I'll show you when I get inside."

She bounces, Minseo in her arms with her head slightly raised and wobbly before it lands on her collarbone. Yoongi kisses her cheek, stripping his jacket off and hanging it up, then lifts his shirt to show the wrapped tattoo. She gasps, "That is adorable!!"

Yoongi's tattoo is an ink portrait of Minseo's feet from when she was born, it was a simple photo of them in Yoongi's phone that has now turned into ink on his body. Underneath the feet was her birthday, and at the top is her name, not Min Minseo, just Minseo. He wanted to touch it so badly, "I'm in love with it. Thank you for showing me my new favorite coping mechanism."

You just possibly saved my life.

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Here we are!! Sorry it took a while to get out here but I took medicine for my allergies since they were starting to get bad, and it makes me sleepy so I fell asleep!

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