(Cover pic is me looking at the mess that is this friggin book.)

Okay, let's have a chat.

I'm not happy with how this book is unfolding.

Truth is, this version is nowhere close to the original and I'm not happy with it. The original one moved at a much faster pace, and some details might have been lost along the way, but I was happy with it. But with the english version... I look at it and just feel disappointment. And it is hard for me to admit it, since I put a lot (and I mean, A LOT) of effort into the english version. Heck, it was my priority for a long time. I put everything aside to focus on this book, and it turned out to be a mess. I just cringe looking at the older chapters.

So, now I'm at a dilemma... Do I delete it, or do I edit it to make it a lot better? I mean, I'm not gonna lie, I just want to delete this crap and pretend it never existed. I just kept it going because, maybe, someone likes it... I want to please whoever is reading, and I feel like I can't even deliver that. Just looks like the crappier books I used to read.

I don't know what I'm gonna do. I love the original story, but I can't simply translate it and that's it. No, I can't do that, it will be lazy of me. Trust me, the world I envisioned is a lot bigger and there is so much to explore. Heck, I even thought of a side story (spoilers, wink wink). Someone, please send help. Seriously, though, send help. I just want to jam my head against the wall non stop.

Well, I have no idea if someone will even read this... I just had to vent.

So, there's this chapter that literally took me ONE FRIGGIN MONTH to write and I'm pretty happy with it. Tell me if I should post it or not. Here's a preview:

And since I don't like to end things in such a bad mood, I'll do this little tag. No need for likes :)

1. Normal: Silvally.
2. Fire: Braixen.
3. Water: Primarina and Milotic.
4. Electric: Ampharos and Alolan Raichu.
5. Grass: Sceptile.
6. Ice: Aurorous.
7. Fighting: Lucario. (I blame The Aura Guardian for this -_-)
8. Poison: Salazzle!!!
9. Ground: Flygon, I guess...?
10. Flying: Talonflame and Swellow.
11. Psychic: Gardevoir and Gallade.
12. Bug: Volcarona.
13. Rock: Aggron.
14. Ghost: Spiritomb.
15. Dragon: Altaria (Mega included), Dragonite, Kommo-o, and my boy Dragalge.
16. Dark: Darkrai. (Shout out to my twitter friend who loves Darkrai! It was because of him that I started to love this Pokémon.)
17. Steel: Solgaleo.
18. Fairy: Sylveon and Mimikyu.
19. Legendary: Um... Kyogre, Yveltal, Cosmog, and Zapdos.
20. Starter: Primarina!!!!! She's the best Alolan starter and I'll fight her haters, I swear. Don't mess with my girl.
21. Eeveelution: Espeon.
22. Kanto: Um... I don't really like Kanto and its Pokémon, so I'll say Dragonair and Muk.
23. Johto: Well crap I don't like Johto either... Meganium.
24. Hoenn: *Insert here whole Hoenn Pokédex* Kidding! If I had to pick one, Altaria.
25. Sinnoh: Lucario, Infernape, Magnezone and Roserade.
26. Unova: Mien f*cking shao and Melo f*cking etta!
27. Kalos: Easily Braixen and Dragalge.
28. Alola: Primarina (well, duh), Vikavolt, Salazzle, Lycanroc midnight, Pheromosa, and Alolan Muk.
29. Overall: PRI-MA-RI-NA. Seriously, look at her. How can people hate this adorable Pokémon? I don't understand.

As always: Luv, Ali.