Ch#59: Your Hand in Mine
"Mrs Hyun, she's in the room, sleeping. Take care of her. I'm going out. Will be back soon."
You told the governess about Mona, pointing towards your room. She gave her head a small bow and showed her teeth.
"Don't worry, Miss Han. I am here with her." She said, "May I know how much time is going to be taken by you to come back?"
"About an hour or two."
You replied, earning a small, slow thoughtful nod from her, and headed to the main door.
Just like the previous times,even tonight you decided to visit Luna without informing her. The sole reason behind your such act was to find the truth behind all the suspicious responses of hers and Seokjin's.
With your every visit at hers, you sensed her attachments with you decreased, which gave you nothing but hurt.
Finding Jimin with her every time you went would set your heart on fire, making you writhe only and then come back with an aching heart.
You were still unable to figure out whether it was because seeing her more comfortable and happier with him hurt you or just seeing her with Jimin burned you. Because no matter how much you tried, you couldn't deny the fact that Jimin still lived in your heart with all the authority he had. No matter how much you tried to forget him, he still had his effect on you, and even that effect showed its glimpse.
Even today whenever you would get alone, the days and nights spent with him_ all the sweet and bitter memories attacked you with all their might and surrounded you; like some storm. In that storm would be only one face, with forlorn eyes and dry lips_ just watching you silently with questioning eyes.
You would try your best to shrug off all the thoughts and memories but they stalked you like a nightmare. And if Seokjin ever appeared during such time, you would go flabbergasted, being ashamed on your own thoughts. Sometimes he would make you feel proud of having such a loving, caring and trustworthy man in your life.
Even then he could not succeed in smudging away Jimin's love from your heart. After every proof of his love he gave, he would definitely ask you one question.
"Who would love you more than I do?"
And every time your heart would sing only one word,
*Jimin!*
You could feel your own face color changed at his inquiry, but every time you confessed yourself unable to announce the answer. And at the end of the conversation, you would just force a smile on your lips to assure him.
But...apart from his so-called angelic side, there was another face if his too that you weren't introduced to yet. You didn't know that the same Seokjin, who professed about keeping your grace and trust, had shattered them into uncountable pieces way more harshly than you could ever expect.
Perhaps fate also wanted to show you the real face of the man you were trusting more than anything, or maybe it was your punishment for rejecting true and believing in false.
And perhaps tonight was the right time. After hearing the conversation between Jimin and Luna, you felt yourself unable to hold the ground under your feet. You fell on your knees, covering your mouth to hold back the sobs.
"Y/N!"
Luna at once rushed to you and sat beside you.
You watched her quietly with eyes holding a thousand questions but felt yourself unable to form a single word.
"Y/N, I- I..." She stuttered, "I- Y/N that was just an accident. Totally unintentional. Believe me none of us had predicted any such thing."
You wiped your cheeks and questioned.
"When did it happen?"
She paused for some seconds and averted her gaze from you to Jimin. You followed her gaze in confusion and as your gaze stopped on Jimin, he spoke up instead of Luna.
"The day when you and him had a lunch commitment and I purposely kissed you in front of him."
You turned your head to Luna with widened eyes, remembering every single thing happened that day...when she asked to talk to him for you, when none of Seokjin or her picked up your phone for the whole night and when the next morning she came back to you in broken state.
You felt like the vision before your eyes started dancing.
Luna explained each and every thing from that unpredicted kiss to her miscarriage, making you sink and rise in the river of astonishment and grief.
You shut your eyes tightly, wishing to become deaf because you didn't have enough guts to hear anything further.
Her explanation made the sky fall on your head and the ground slip under your feet. After listening to each and every of her words, you lifted up your head and asked.
"Why didn't you tell me all that before?"
"Y/N I- that time I didn't want to hurt you- "
"And you think now I didn't get hurt?" You snapped, "what were you waiting for? Me getting married with him and then you would tell me what he did with you, huh?"
"N-no, I just kept quiet because of Seokjin." She explained, "He told me to keep my mouth shut because otherwise his reputation in your eyes would have been destroyed. He didn't want to ruin his relationship with you."
"And didn't think about how he destroyed your life in attempt to keep himself clean in my eyes."
You sobbed, "I don't understand who should I blame, whose collar should I grab for keeping me in dark." Your grip on your skirt tightened.
At your words, she turned her gaze from you to Jimin who stood there without a word and gave just a half shrug. Luna put a hand on your shoulder.
"Look Y/N, he did everything for because he loves you. Forget about what happened- "
You lifted your head up to her direction as soon as those words of expedience escaped from her mouth.
"Are you fucking kidding me??" You asked with brows knitted together, "Can you forget about that?? Can you forget what he did with you?? No, right?! Then how do you expect me to do so?"
You stood up.
"He has to tell me how could he be so cruel and ruthless. How did he become so blinded in his selfish love. How could he take such bitter decisions."
"No, Y/N. Wait. Where're you going?" Luna stood up after you, trying to stop you from creating a new scene.
"Wait, Y/N- "
She grabbed your arm in the midway but you flooded it away.
"No. Don't try to stop me."
You commanded.
The storms risen in your eyes scared her to the core.
Jimin strolled behind you two and stood beside Luna with hands in jeans' front pockets, calmly watching you storm out.
"Please do something. Stop her." She requested as soon as she saw him standing beside her. He bit his lower lip to hide that smirk that was eager to be plastered on his face.
"I hate to admit that but I'm feeling some devilish satisfaction inside my heart."
He spoke up, attempting to stay as serious as he could.
Luna turned her head to him at once in shock and let out.
"Are you serious???"
He sucked in his teeth as she added.
"Go, talk to her."
"As if she would listen to me." He rolled his eyes but surrendered as he found her shooting snarling glares at him.
"Okay okay. Let's go." He said.
They both hurried to the get out and once they found you waiting for the elevator, their feet caught tyres.
"Y/N, wait!"
Jimin shouted when he saw you entering the open doors of the elevator.
You stepped in the empty elevator, ignoring them both.
"Wait for me, wait for me." He said with hyped breaths, forcefully entering the closing doors.
Luna was left out as she was two steps behind him. Cursing under her breath, she stood with hands on her hips. A frown plastered on her face when she thought of another way to get to you.
*Stairs?!*
"Ughh!!" She groaned and headed towards the stairs.
Meanwhile, Jimin stood in front of you, forcing you to not say to Seokjin anything.
"Don't you try to do anything this time, or I'll finish you by my own hands." You warned, at which his brows furrowed.
"What the fuck did I do?"
He frowned.
Your head at once turned to him.
"What did you do? Of whom do you think all this vitiation is created?" You shouted,making him go wordless for a few moments.
"If you hadn't deceived me in the first place, do you think we would be on this pitch right now??" You made him stand in the baluster of your heart's court.
"Y/N, I- I didn't..."
He stuttered, trying to gather very appropriate words to give his clearances.
"Where did I lack in my love that you needed someone else too to quench your desires?" You sniveled.
He took one step ahead to hold you by your arms but you slapped his hands away.
"Never in my dreams did I want to betray you, my love- " He said, getting closer to you.
Trying your best to back him away, you pushed his chest away with weak hands.
"Then what was that...that you despoiled my shelter, that you shattered my trust, that you stabbed my love; what was that, huh???"
Tears shedded from your eyes like a waterfall. Your whole body trembled out of emotions. The broken state of yours ached his heart. He felt like his heart would explode because of your pain.
"I was c- caught in weak m- moments," His lips trembled as he caught hold of your waist in his strong arms. You threw fists on his chest, trying to push him back.
"Fuck you with your weak moments, Park Jimin," You cried.
He tightened his grip on you until all your attempts failed. Tired to your soul, you leaned your forehead on his chest, sobbing brutally.
"I wish you fought with me like this back then instead of leaving me to die in the depths of remorse, I swear I would've fixed everything."
He rested his chin on your head smoothly, patting your hair. The corners of his eyes kindled with the gloss of regret of too many things.
"I hate you...I hate you." You said, throwing one last fist on his chest.
"I'm sorry," He whispered lowly.
"Sorry can't fix anything now." You sobbed in his arms, "Look what you have made me do. How will I retaliate for the mistakes I've done? How will you bring back that same old times, that same old Y/N?"
He stroked your hair without saying a word and let you cry your heart out.
But in the meantime, the elevator stopped and the doors opened, revealing a rough dressed and pale faced Seokjin in front of you both.
Both his and Jimin's eyes went wide as they saw each other. Jimin's grip on you loosened on which you lifted your head only to find him looking at Seokjin with wide eyes.
As soon as your eyes met Seokjin's , you detached from Jimin's embrace. Both you and Jimin got out of the elevator_ just to earn his snarling glares and burning taunt.
"Oh! So, I was in that much hurry only to watch this!"
His such remarks burned you to the soul. Before you opened your mouth, Jimin spoke up in your defense.
"Hyung, it's not what you're thinking. She's just-"
"Oh just shut up!" He spoke through his teeth, holding a hand up. Diverting his direction towards you, he said.
"I'm talking to my would be wife."
But, instead of making you feel like giving any clearance, his such taunts fueled the fire even more that burned a while ago in your chest.
Before he could spit his wrath out any more, your hand swung in the air and left a tight slap on his cheek.
His eyes bugged out in shock. Placing a hand on his cheek, he watched you in surprisal.
"Watch your language before throwing mud at someone else." You spat, "Before raising a finger on the opponent, clean your own collar first."
His brows furrowed down.
"What the heck are you talking about?" He questioned, not getting your words clearly in his brain.
"Luna, I'm talking about Luna."
You slid the ground under his feet,
"Firstly, you destroyed her dignity, her grace behind my back. And then, instead of accepting the responsibility of your sin, you just blustered on her to remove her child. How could you be so cruel Seokjin? Shame on you!"
He watched you for a few moments silently, and then exclaimed with a scoff.
"Look who's talking!"
His mockery made a wrinkle appear on your forehead.
"You? You're saying this, who herself has been caught enjoying her orgies with her old matey several times?" He mocked, "You're blaming me- "
"Hyung, don't you dare- "
Jimin at once stepped forward, balling his fists.
"And now that I caught you red handed, once again, you're reminding me my mistakes to curtain your eroticism with your old lover, as blinded by the need of love and attention you are."
He pointed a finger on you, making you go mute out of shock.
That's what he thought about you?
Instead of being ashamed of his mistakes, he started throwing mud at your character.
Your lips trembled to say something but you found yourself unable to say a single word. Trying to back away your tears, your eyelashes quivered briefly as the angle of your gaze diverted from him to the marbled floor.
Jimin didn't waste a millisecond to step ahead and make him taste a jaw-cracking punch.
"How the fuck dare you raise a finger on her character?" He roared at him.
His punch made Seokjin stumble back abruptly. His finger rings scratched the corner of Seokjin's lip, causing it bleed at once.
You covered your mouth with palm to muffle your abrupt scream.
"Jimin, no, stop!"
You yelped as you saw him storming towards him. But there it seemed like he had gone deaf to hear anything.
Grabbing him by his collar, Jimin threw another fist on his jaw.
Seokjin didn't take much longer to react. Throwing away Jimin's hands, he pounded at his diaphragm, causing him bend a little with a painful groan.
"No, please stop."
You shouted at them which they, of course, ignored. You stepped ahead and tried to separate them, but the force of Seokjin's arm made you trip back and fall on the floor.
"Oh my God!"
Exclaimed Luna as soon as she found both the males grappling and soon as her glance fell on you, she rushed to your direction.
"You okay?" She asked, but before you could reply anything, both of your and her attention caught the pistol that fell from the coat's inner pocket of Seokjin while he was hand to hand with Jimin; making both your eyes grow wide in horror.
He at once picked up the pistol and pointed it at Jimin.
"Do anything further and I swear I'll shoot you."
He snarled, making Jimin scoff in response.
"Hyung, you can't scare me with it. You know I've playing with these toys since childhood."
Seokjin's grip on the pistol tightened as Jimin stepped towards him.
"No, Seokjin put the pistol down." You let out in horror.
As soon as Jimin reached Seokjin, he grabbed the pistol in his hands, trying to snatch it from him.
In attempt to get the weapon, Jimin twisted his hand. Seokjin tried to push him back.
And in such struggle, the atmosphere echoed with the sound of bang, making you stun on the spot.
"Oh my God!" Luna exclaimed, covering her ears.
Both Jimin's and Seokjin's faces went pale. They both staggered back. And as soon as you found Jimin's bloody hand placed on his ribs, you felt like the sight in front of you went dark.
"No!"
You rushed to him as he stammered and fell on the floor.
"Jimin, no." You sobbed, putting his head in your lap.
A hurt smile appeared on his beautiful lips as he saw you with sore eyes.
"I'm s-sorry!" His breaths hitched as he confessed, making your heart sink to the core.
"No, no baby please." You cried, taking his bloodied hand in yours. He tried to hold your hand tightly.
"Forgive me."
A weak sob escaped from his trembling lips, causing you shake your head in disbelief.
"No, no Minnie. Please don't say that."
His grip in your weakened, but you didn't let his hand go out of yours.
"Somebody please call the ambulance," You yelled at the surrounding as his eyes started to close slowly.
"No, don't. Minnie! What will I do without you! Open your eyes."
Tears rolled down your cheeks bitterly as you cried for him.
"I l-love y-you."
He confessed for one last time. You shook your head hysterically.
"I love you too baby," You sniveled.
The corners of his lips curved in a smile and before his eyes closed completely, he heard your voice.
"No, no Minnie!"
You cried,
" Call the ambulance!!!"
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