Ch#51: I Am A Fool For Loving You
"What made you take such an idiotic decision?" He inquired with eyes piercing into my figure, leaning a bit forward and putting his entwined hands on table.
I thought they had already made a plan to call me to a restaurant, and do their interrogation thoroughly.
I adjusted myself in the chair, trying to look anywhere else but his eyes. Taehyung also turned his face with a look of disgust. All my misdeeds were revealed. The fact that I stole her number from Tae's phonebook, the fact that I tried to reach to her by false ways, the fact that I filed a child custody case against her, everything had been come into Yoongi's and Taehyung's knowledge.
But what should've I done? Did I not have the right to even find her? Was I that much big sinner to not even try to bring her back?
"I'm asking something."
Yoongi's grumble dragged me out of my battling thoughts. I blinked a couple of times and licked my lips nervously before replying.
"I thought I could make her come back into my life in this way." Exhaling a deep sigh, I turned my gaze to him.
"And did you think in this way you would never be able to make her love you again the way she did before?"
His brow hiked as he sneered.
"Leave it hyung, who are you banging your head with? Would he take any such action if he thought?"
Taehyung scoffed with a voice dipped in distastefulness. I looked at them blankly for a couple of moments.
"Giving my daughter and my wife my name and shelter is a sin?" I asked them. My voice was trembling, God knew why.
"No. Forcing them to come under your name and shelter using false tricks is a sin." Yoongi replied promptly.
A waiter came, served us coffee and left.
I flipped my hair out of inquietude. How would I explain it to them? None of them was ready to understand me.
"Once I'd have won the case, gaining back her love was not that hard. But- "
"Seokjin saved her, right?"
Said Taehyung with his head tilted aside, leaning against the back of the chair like a don.
"Wrong!" I almost yelled, "he messed up everything. If he hadn't come at the last moment, I would've brought her back to Seoul, in my own house and would do everything to make her happy."
Both of them scoffed at me.
"Anyway, she's back into Seoul anyhow. And thank her she let you meet Mona once in a week, otherwise you didn't deserve it."
Yoongi said, earning a frown from me and a cackle from Taehyung. I gave both of them a death glare, I wish I could give them death too, but I knew that was impossible for me because both were like the only treasure in this world for me.
I rolled my eyes and replied.
"Whatever, I'll see her in a while, it's the day."
Leaving the coffee on the table, I adjourned the meeting and stood up or else they would drag me even more.
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"Your keys."
After setting the apartment with you, Seokjin said, handing you the keys. You took the keys from his hand.
"Thank you, if you weren't there, God knows what would've happened. How can I repay you? " You said, earning a shake of head from him.
"No, don't embarrass me," He said with a beautiful smile, "I have promised to stand by your side in every thin and thick. And that's just a ten percent of proof what I can do for you."
His confessions left you wordless. You just watched this man who was a packer of beauty inside out. The pureness of his words reflected in his acts. You felt yourself lucky to have him in your life.
He turned to the door to leave, and then turned back to you as he remembered something.
"Oh, and yes. If you really want to repay, then you're having tonight's dinner with me in the KHD hotel. I'll pick you up at eight sharp." He gave you his decision along with the offer, leaving you with no choice. You passed him a slight smile before replying.
"I'll be ready."
"Good girl." He reflected the smile.
"I'll also be ready, hyung. Pick me up too."
A voice echoed behind him which made you two turn your gaze towards the sayer, and your eyes expanded by seeing Jimin standing in the doorstep with a wide, ear to ear grin plastered on his face.
You turned your face aside in disgust whereas a frown pasted on Seokjin's face.
"What the hell are you doing here?" He asked and Jimin, totally ignoring his question, came to you and kissed your frons leaving you fuming and him shocked.
"Good noon, babygirl." He chirped.
"I asked something." Seokjin demanded. Jimin dug himself in the couch carelessly and replied.
"I didn't know your memory is crashed. If your dumb brain remembers, it's my first Friday meeting with my daughter."
Listening to his answer, you sighed in frustration. Now you had to tolerate him for a whole day which was impossibly hard. Seokjin left with a distasteful expression and you prayed in your heart to be patient seeing him with Mona.
All the day he didn't leave you at peace for a single moment. Wherever you went, he would be there, playing with Mona and offering you to join them both.
For the first time in that one and a half year, you felt angry at Mona for being such a cuddly and giggly baby. Her giggles at Jimin's efforts made you jealous. You wondered how in just one day she felt the affection for blood. Turning totally opposite of your expectations, both the father and daughter got along quite well.
You were surprised seeing Jimin taking care of her so well. Although he wasn't expert in doing any such thing like changing diapers and feeding babies, he did everything with his best effort not to leave any complaints behind.
That was tolerable until Seokjin came to pick you up for the dinner. Jimin also came forward to go with you two.
"No, Jimin." You shook your head aggressively, "you're NOT coming along."
"Who says we're joining you in your so-called dinner? You have your own and we'll have our own. I promise I'll pay my bills myself."
He said with a chuckle, fixing all his attention to Mona. His tone was light, but your inner self denied it. Even you didn't know why his voice and tone sounded fake. His smiling face concealed the clutter of emotions.
You felt yourself completely uninterested in going anywhere with anyone. But before you announced your decision, Seokjin surrendered to Jimin.
"Okay, no problem," He said nonchalantly, although all of you knew how big the problem was that he was there playing gooseberry, there was no other option left. You also didn't trust him, what if he took the opportunity of being alone with Mona and took her away from you?
This fear made you take the unwanted decision and he came with you two to the same place, sitting on a table just next to you.
You knew he would not let you have your dinner peacefully, and that happened. Whenever Seokjin tried to get a little closer or be romantic, Jimin interrupted you two by useless and meaningless laughter and cough or calling a waiter for nothing. He wasn't there to have his evening out with Mona, he was there to keep an eye on you. And that realization hit you too late.
But that was just the beginning, God knew how many more Fridays were coming like this and you were going to go crazy.
After experiencing that maddening day, you expected him to stay overnight too, but he spared your life by leaving after Seokjin.
After Seokjin.
"It's okay, baby. I know you'll miss me, but it's just till next Friday. And we'll meet again."
Said Jimin, leaning closer to plaster one more kiss on your forehead when you stepped back.
"No, don't," You forbade him, "and leave before my patience brims." Pointing towards the door, you said. He passed a sweet giggle and left.
Closing the door after him, you released an exhausted sigh and came to your room where Mona was sleeping soundly.
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After settling in the car, he took out the cigarette packet and held one cigarette in his lips. Showing it the flame of lighter,he inhaled the smoke to his lungs to release the destroying stress out of his mind.
How hard it was to hide the pain and hurt he felt when he saw her melting at Seokjin's flirt! How agonizing it was for him to watch his feelings being trampled under her heels when she went out with him for the dinner!
For a thousand times his heart wished to get up and throttle him for flirting with his woman and shoot her for giving her feelings in someone else's hands in front of her man. But he knew he was helpless. He knew he could do nothing. How was he supposed to implement any right on her? He himself had lost all his rights.
That was just a beginning. God knew how many more times he would have to see such heart rendering scenes with his eyes.
After reaching his mansion, he straight went to the minibar corner to release all his stress and frustration in the intoxication of alcohol.
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It had been more than two weeks you were attending the office as the PS of Seokjin. The environment here was totally different from previous one and quite welcoming which made you feel relax and confident for your duty.
Although it was your first time doing a job as personal secretary, yet it went on quite smoothly. Since you joined, your days spent busy because of the upcoming exhibition of spring collection.
Days were flying by as all the crew members were so much into the plannings and preparations. Even in your thought the final day came a little sooner than expected.
The platform was ready for the models and the seats were full with the purchasers. The Kim's Fabric Collection was going to exhibit first. The designers were making the models ready to go. Seokjin stood at a corner, scanning each and every thing with a long, perspicacious gaze. And you stood by him, noticing his gaze falling at everything.
"What happened, Sir? Aren't you satisfied?" You asked with a tone a bit confused. His head turned to you as he heard your question.
"Oh no, it's not like that. I can't be more satisfied than this. I was making sure for everything to be perfect before going in front of the dealers."
Passing you an assuring smile, he replied. Your lips curved in a relieving smile.
"Don't worry, everything is perfect." You said, "and as usual, this exhibition is also going to be named after you."
"I'm sure it is," He replied with a confident smirk, "because I have you and I believe in your excellence."
Your cheeks flashed pink at the admiration. With a shy smile, you passed him a shy Thank you which he accepted very dearly and headed to begin the show.
And just like your high expectations, the exhibition really was named after him. No other designer company could stand before the quality and excellence of The Kim's. All the fabric, the design, the print, the embroidery, hence everything was admired and demanded in first glance.
This exhibition took Seokjin to the heights of skies and he gave the credit to you calling you his lucky charm.
After the exhibition, Seokjin and crew were called upon the platform. He grabbed your hand and took you along with himself to receive the applauds. Every person there cheered for Seokjin's glorious fabric collection. He thanked everyone with a hand waving up in the air and with the other hand, he held you by your waist.
It felt a little awkward to you, but you kept quiet in front of public and joined them in celebration. Keeping yourself in hold, you tried your best to hide the awkwardness but then Seokjin drowned you in the river of surprisal when before returning to the backstage, he planted a kiss on your cheek and said.
"Congratulations, sweetheart."
You didn't know what the color of your face was but you definitely felt your hand palms going all sweaty.
That was not enough. What made you feel your soul leaving your body was when your glance fell on a figure staring at you with flaming eyes wishing to burn you two alive on the spot. Suddenly, you felt your head spin after seeing Jimin staring straight at you and Seokjin in the cheering crowd and you didn't know what happened next.
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