Hello my lovable readers.hope u all are doing well.i'm starting my new year with a new Ts.no...this is not a another part of 'ranjhana'.for 'ranjhana' u have to wait for more some time.

This story starts from 'edkv' episode 154 where shravan broke glass and ramnath saw that and started their conversation. ramnath said sorry to him.here I am starting from shravan last speech.

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Shravan hold his father shoulder and said,

"papa...Main bhi apse bohot pause karta hoon...duniya mein.... sabse jayda....Main ab bhi apko hara hua nehi dekh sakta...You are my hero papa...Aur heroes rote nehi...Harte nehi...Sayed apne Jo kiya...Apne pause ke liye kiya...Lekin us payar be apne khusi dekhi...meri nehi...aur usne woh Sab chin Gaye joh sayed kabhi lautke wapas nehi ayegi..phir bhi aap mere papa ho...Aur hamesha rahenge..."

And shravan left from there behind ramnath all alone.

After that shravan started car driving aimlessly.suddenly he stopped his car and
went to near the lake, that place where he realized his love about sumo.today he came here again..To realize again... Something perhaps everything about his life... About his mistakes...

Shravan sat there and started thinking everything but nothing.at that time younger shravan came and sat beside him.

"Toh Mr.shravan malhotra Rorahi hain ..."young shravan said fixing his glass.

"Kyu mujhe apni galti ke ehsaas nehi ho sakte?"

"Neh yeh galti nehi gunah hain Shravan... tum London se aneke bad ek ke bad ek Gunnar hi to karrahe ho...Suman ke sath...ma ke sath..."

"Matlab?"shravan asked just like a kid.

"Matlab... Tum 10 saal baad Tum India mein kyu aye?....Sumo se revenge lene ke liye...Woh time sorry kaha phir bhi tumne school ke reunion party mein insult ki...Jo ladki tumhare trust pane ke liye  apni jaan dene ke liye taiyer thi tumne to usko PCT hi band kardea..... Tumhare gusse be to uski jaan bhi chali gayi thi..... Accident ke baat vul gaya kya? aur thir aditya se se kya ek paper li to tumne friendship hi thod dea!!! Tumhare vajase aditya be suman ke sath woh San kiya...Vul gaye kya...Tumne user kaise sadi ki? aur sadi ke baad Tum to usse ghar se hi nikal dea...Ek bar bhi nehi socha ke uski koi nehi hain... aur ma .... tum agar chahte to unki sare baat sun sakte the Na?Usko puch sakte the na? aur bhi bolu ya...."

Shravan was crying helplessly "Ab main kya karoon?"

"Sumo ke ghar jano aur mafi mango... Woh apna sumo hain... pehle class legi lekin phir maf bhi kardega..."  

Shravan noded and left for tiwari kila.

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At tiwari kila all finished their dinner silently and went their respective rooms.sumo was alright but now it was very hard for her not to broken down.she sat on the floor,then opened her memory box, caressing her and Shravan's pic and started crying badly.

She hugged the photo frame ,"Kyu kiya aisa shravan... kyu....Kyu..."

She was crying continuously and due to crying she slept there.

In between Shravan reached tiwari kila and went to sumo's room through the secret Windows.due to climbing the window his injured hand again
Got hurt and started to bleeding but he didn't pay any heed.he went near sumo and saw his sumo was sleeping on the floor holding their photo frame.he then saw her memory box contains his photo, sorry cards, birthday cards,and her letter.

He carefully settled sumo on the bed and covered her with duvet and read the whole letter.

Shravan again broke down and crying silently.she caressed sumo's hair and said,

"Itna payar......jab itna payar karti thi mujhse to bataya kyu nehi sumo?.... Tum jante the Na...Main times samaj nehi pata...phir bhi kyu nehi bataya sumo... kyu?..... Kyu?"

He hold her plam and kissed very softly,then again said,

"I love you sumo... So so much...And I'm so sorry... very very sorry... for what I did to you... For everything... Everything...But I don't deserve you sumo...after What I did...Aur main tumhari zindegi phir se kharap nehi hone dunga... Kabhi bhi nehi... kal se time yeh shravan malhotra tane nehi marege.. tumhe yeh shravan malhotra kabhi nehi dekhoge... main dekhne nehi dunga..."

He then kissed  her  forhead and murmured "I love you"

and left from there. Probably forever.

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On the other hand the malhotra clan except kamini were tensed to know suman left the house.puskar was pissied off,he was waiting for shravan where ramnath feeling guilty.the whole evening shravan was missing.puskar, ramnath called him many times but he ignore their calls.and kamini being a silent viewer enjoying the game.

At night shravan was absent at their family dinner.all did their dinner silently and went their respective rooms except ramnath and puskar.they were waiting for him till 1.30 am as in these current days shravan often came home late night.at last puskar decided to go outside to find shravan.and ramnath also accompanied him.but this time kamini protested.

But puskar cut kamini saying,
"Mumma...Agar vaiya ke jagah main aur meri jagah vaiya hote to kya tab bhi sir ya vaiya ko rokte?"

Ramnath informed police about shravan's missing.they went many places but shravan was still missing.

suddenly puskar blurred out,"sir..kahi vaiya tiwary kila to nehi gaye?"

Ramnath said hopefully,"ha chalo woha bhi ek bar dekh lete hain...Aur kya pata isi baat pe suman bhi ghar ane per raji ho jaye..."

Puskar noded and they left for tiwary kila.

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At tiwary kila,all are unaware of shravan's missing news.and there's a positive news that mamiji didn't taunt suman to now.and that was more than enough for suman.after sometime of shravan depature suman's sleep broke and she found her lying on the bed with her memory box.she was totally confused.

"Are main yeha kaise aya!!!Main to floor pe thi Na?"

She horrified to see the blood strains on her duvet,her letter.she went to near Windows and there also she found the blood strains.she touched them and understand those are blood.

"Aur yeh to khoon hain...Yeh kahi se ayi...koi ayi thi mere kamreme...Aur usne yeh letter bhi padhliya!!!!chor kabse chitthi padne lagi!!! Sumo...To bhi Na...Kuch bhi sochti hain... Chor mere better padne kya kadegi?

Suddenly the fact heated her head."kahi shravan to yeha nehi aye the...aur usne meri letter padli!!!! Shravan ki bacche....kutub minar ki awlad.... tune mere room mein meri letter padli... padli to padli...Lekin khoon kya Lagaye........"she was continuously blabbing forgetting the morning incident.

Again something heat her head.and she was now more panicked-"Khoon!!!!!!Yeh shravan ki khoon hain!!!! Shravan ko chot lagi hain!!!!"

At that time she heard some calling bell.she was surprised-"iss waqt kon aya!!Who bhi 2 baje?"

when she opened the door she was surprised as she saw puskar and ramnath were standing the door.before she could ask anything puskar spoke,"sumo vaiya yeha aye hain kya?Woh yeha hain Na?"

"Shravan yeha kyu ayegi?Yeha pe uska hain hi kon?

Puskar hugged her tightly and shobbed,"sum..Sumo...Vaiya missing hain... Woh kahi bhi nehi milrahe hain... Sham se lapata hain....Phone bhi nehi utharahe..."

Sumo was confused to react as before she found some blood strains now shravan's Missing news.except nanaji the whole tiwary kila were tensed as nobody tell the news to nanaji.

Suddenly ramnath got a call from an unknown number.ramnath heard something and he sat on the floor with a thud.

All run to him.he was looking everybody but nobody.

"Uncle kya hua apko?kiska phone that?Kuch pata chala kya shravan ke bareme?Woh thik hain Na?kaha hain woh?"suman's asked while caressing his back.

Ramnath saw her face blankly and gave a fatherly hug.he just whispered,"shravan is in hospital... Accident hua"

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It's more than 3 hours shravan was in OT and doctors were not ready to say anything.all were worried about shravan including kamini.she might be selfish but not a heartless woman.she did those things for her children's well-being.all were waiting patiently for the update.but there all saw a beautiful scenery-ramnath and suman sitting together where she kept her head on ramnath's shoulder holding ramnath's plam very tightly.who will say they they had a bitter relations.who will say the day before yesterday ramnath dislikes suman.the two people who loves shravan the most only understood their condition.

After sometimes doctor came out from OT.suman and ramnath ran together holding each other before everyone reached.and the information gave them a great shock for all.

"Dekhiye we have saved him by stopping bleeding.but the thing is he has stopped responding....As if he doesn't want to live.and I guess he attempt to suicide."

He further added,"we have shifted him to ICU as his condition is very critical.and before 24 hours we can't say anything.and if he response then well and good but if things gonna like this then sorry to say....but keep some mental preparation and if you want you can meet.

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All malhotra and tiwari members came to met him one by one.They sheded silent tears and console suman and ramnath.kamini even begged sorry in front of all.and ramnath called nirmala meeting with shravan probably for the last time.nirmala came, hugged him and broke down with ramnath.

"Shravan dekho main tumhare ma ko le aya tere pass. Shravan..."ramnath could not say anything after that as he was crying badly.

"Shravan... Please akhe khol beta...ek bar sirf ek bar apne akhe khol... humdono apne sare galti ke mafi mang rahe beta...Sirf ek bar ke liye maf karde... hume itna bada saja mat de.... Ram aap kaho Na...."nirmala was just begging but shravan was very stubborn today and suman was totally numb.no...She didn't meet him yet though all requested her to meet him.

It's more than 18 hours and there's no improvement of shravan's condition.all were lossing their hope with times.suddenly ramnath notice suman

"Beta... Shravan tumhare baat kabhi nehi talte..usko kaho Na sirf ek baar ke liye apne akhe khole... beta...Tum jano Na uske pass...Please beta...mujhe itna bada saja mat doo.main tumhare samne baat jor ke bhig manrahe hain... Shravan ko bachalo...."ramnath said all in a go holding his hand together.

And that was enough for suman.she hold his hand, wiped his tears, nodded her head and left for meet her Shravan.

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Suman entered Shravan's cabin and the states of Shravan broke her completely.shravan's head, forehead,his bicep,his right hand, his left arm were fully covered with white bandages.oxigen pipe was connected with his nose, shiringe is attached with his left hand which was supplying blood.

Suman came near Shravan and sat on his bed and cupped his face.her unstoppable tears made wet his face.

"Shrav.... Shravan....utho Na... Please....I'm sorry Shravan.... akhri bar maf karde... Please.... Mujhe akele chod ke mat jao... Main isbar akele reh nehi payungi Shravan..... Please uth jao na...I love you Shravan"

But this time Shravan is too stubborn too response.but she is his sumo.. She is no less than her Shravan.so she wipped her tears.

"Bas bohot ho gaya... dekh..Main jante hoon...Ki tu sab sunrahi hain...Akhe khol...3 tak ginunga.. agar nehi uthe toh... Toh...Ha...Yeh dekh Teri cabin ke windows....Yeha se... Yeh 16th floor se kud jayungi.."suman said and left his hand.

Suman noticed Shravan's eyes which stirred a little bit. Suman smirked in between her crying and started count down.

"Eeeek........ doooooh..... tiiiiiiiiii... Suman couldn't completed as she heard a screaming.

"Sumooh.........."Shravan screamed and panting very hardly.

He was trying to  hold sumo.But he failed.he then trying to sat on the bed but his body wasn't supporting him. Suman saw and ran to him and hugged him very tightly.shravan also tried to hug her but failed.

He was just continuously whispered,"sumo mat jao... I'm sorry....I love you... Please..."

She then broke the hug and wipped his tears.

"Main janta tha ki tum mujhe ginre nehi donge... I love you Shravan..I love you..."

she then bent down and took his soft lips into a soft kiss.shravan was taken aback for her sudden bold act but later gave in.

"Suuuummmmoooooo"Shravan tried to speak in between the kiss but sumo is being sumo didn't pay any heed.she kissed him till she believed her heart her Shravan is back to her,he is with her.

"Yeh...kaiya tha??"Shravan asked suman panting after breaking the kiss.

"Punishment....Mujhe akel chodke janake punishment...Agar suicide karne ka itna hi shokh hain to shadi kyu ki?"

"Tum bhi to chodke chali gayi thi...bohot dard horahi thi...yeha per..."Shravan said like a kid pointing his heart.

"To rokh nehi sakte hain?Ek bar bhi..."

"Kaise rokti main?Tum to jante hi ho ke mere dimag kuch khrap hain..."

Suman again captured his lips and whispered in between,"Agle bar pakad Lena.... Kuch Is Tarah..."
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Thank you

Farjana