He was the only hope that kept me going after death of her mother. Just seeing him smiling innocently helped me so much. He would always share each and everything with me as fast as he can but that changed as he grew up. I really can't pinpoint when this happened. We were like ok. He slowly started blocking us all off. First i thought it was just because he needed some privacy.

I was so angry on him that day when i came to know that he do drugs and smoke that i lost control over my tongue. My reaction was completely unacceptable. I know that. I still blame myself for that. He ran away just because of me.

We realise our mistakes all the wrong actions we made after we lose the time to correct them. After losing everything we regret. Just like i did after yoongi.
I know i cannot be forgiven but still i am really sorry.

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