Pragya was looking at her mother in law's pic hanging in the wall continuously while caressing her baby bump...

Her thoughts ran to the past... she remembered how next day (next day after reading diary) she went to the hospital early in morning thinking of knowing the hidden facts from doctor Purab...

Her mind stop remembering abhi's face who was sleeping by hugging a pillow like a baby, she saw when she went to hand over the diary to abhi... small smile came to her lips remembering his cute and sweet face while sleeping... again her mind floats to past...

She remembered all the scenarios happened on that day...

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I went to abhi's room to hand over the diary to him... as he requested me to give it as soon as possible... but when I was entering to the room he was in a peaceful sleep... I was not in mood to wish him for a good morning nor wake him to hand over the diary... so I kept it near him and went to my cabin...

I waited in my cabin until doctor Purab arrive... my mind was occupied with all the things I got to know by diary... but still it was a puzzle for me... as soon as I saw doctor Purab entering to his cabin... my legs make my way to there...

I didn't know how to start my convo with him... but the eager of knowing the hidden facts made me forgot to greet him back even... instead of good morning my mind thoughts skipped from my mouth... "Doctor Purab... I need to know abhi's past..." I was so direct... he looked at me confusingly... but I felt he got nervous with my sudden quesion... he looked at me for a while and start...
"Do... doctor pragya... I... I... already told you all what I know nah... that's the only facts I know... but why this sudden..???"

As I felt he was trying his best to hide his nervousness... but still his words expressing... no... I won't give up... I thought to be more direct...

"Doctor Purab... I already know abhi is Mr. Prem Mehera's son... and... not only that... I got to know about some facts of abhi's past... please... help me to cure abhi completely... I know you know something more than you say... atleast tell me... what happen to aunty..??? Why his dad and di hate him that much..??? What happen in his life for past year..??? Aunty had found he is suffering from depression year ago... but why he didn't face for any treatment till now...

"You got to know everything... but how..???"

"I read abhishek's ma's diary... didn't you see it before with him..."

"Diary...??? did he allow you to read it...??? did he gave you...???
Hmm... yeah I have seen it on the day he admitted to this hospital... but after that he didn't take it out from his belongings... reason days I found he is keeping it with him...
Once I checked it and found its Priya aunty's diary... as I know his past it didn't help for me... anyway he didn't allow anyone to touch it upto now... I too read when he was in unconscious state one day..."

Purab realised he split out that he knows abhi's past with the nervousness... he looked at pragya who was looking at him directly... and her eyes express how much eager she to know further more... at last purab gave up his thought to hide the facts he know and decide to tell everything to her...

"Okay I will tell you all pragya... I am sorry I told you I know nothing... it's all because of a promise I gave to Abhishek's father... prem uncle...
Hope I can trust you...

Yes you need to know why uncle and aliya di hate abhi nah... okay I will tell everything...

My father and Prem uncle were good friends from childhood... so my father know everything happened  in their life... sometimes the things now I am going to tell you is not knowing by Abhishek too...

Before abhi's ma and papa's marriage... Prem uncle had an affair with a lady call maya... he loves her a lot... that time uncle was new to business world... he had an rival call 'Nikkil Meheta'... uncle got succeed in business world  back to back in that  time... that Mr.Nikkil has found uncle and Maya aunty's affair... so he has taken a proposal to Maya aunty's family and her parents accepted it...  Maya aunty refused to the alliance but her parents did her marriage with Mr. Nikkil... and at that time prem uncle was in abroad and after his arrival he got to know about all... he thought his love betrayed him... so he started to hate all girls... but he married abhi's ma for his parents insistence...

But he never loves Priya aunty (abhi's mom)... once uncle had revealed all his feelings to my papa in drunken state... as I know priya aunty didn't know anything of his past affair... even though he never loves aunty... he fulfilled all his responsibilities towards her... but most of the time he used to stay abroad... after two years of marriage aliya di born... her smile is little bit looking like maya aunty's... I don't know is it...??? But once uncle has said it to my papa... and after di's birth... uncle got to know what actually happened in maya aunty's life and he became somewhat normal... he loves his daughter a lot...

After five years of there marriage abhi born... first uncle was very happy knowing he was going to have a another baby... but abhi born on the day which maya and nikkil's marriage happened... something has happened that day... that my papa too didn't know as he never shared with anyone... but he never been with priya aunty at her delivery... because of some problems in delivery abhi born as a very weak baby... he has kept under observation for a month... first doctors had said there is less chance to save him... uncle came to hospital after knowing this state... he has been with aunty for the whole month as his parents insisted him to be... he lost so many of his business contracts... he was badly loved his company and projects more than everything as his main target was to take revenge from nikkil... so he thought abhi is a bad omen to their life as he born on a bad day... and lost him in his business... from the birth itself uncle start to hate his little son...

But as he was a weak child... abhi became aunty's life... she loved him more than anything... she always gave lot of attention to abhi as doctors said he won't live long... because of this aliya di has to stay with her grand parents... I think that made her to hate abhi this much... she too hate him from small age... but because of aunty's care abhi got completely well... abhi became her life...

When you reading the diary didn't you feel... why she has only written about him... that much aunty cared for him...

My papa said that uncle said... when aunty reveal about abhi's love he didn't care for it much... but he felt somewhat scared that what if his son too has to face the same thing happen in his life... as soon as he heard the name of the girl as Thanu meheta... his whole world stopped... at first itself he felt that this was a plan of nikkil to take revenge on him... that's why he asked abhi to stop this affair... 

Even though he never love Priya aunty he respect her and knew her bond with abhi... so uncle prem put him out of the house thinking he will stop affair atleast for his ma...

But nothing happened... he didn't leave that girl... uncle went to abroad again leaving aunty alone... because of all the things happen on her birthday aliya di's anger rose more and more...

And one more thing... after abhi's breakup with thanu... thanu had called to uncle... she had proved uncles guess was correct...

She had revealed all her plans... she said that she done this purposefully...

After Thanu's birth Maya aunty found that nikkil is trying to destroy prem uncle's business... so she indirectly inform nikkil's plans to uncle and help to save his business... because of this Mr. Nikkil had been blamed for his misdeeds from society and lost in his business too... he found that his wife Maya has help prem uncle in this... his anger killed Maya aunty...

But Nikkil has told that prem uncle was the killer of her mom to his daughter... so thanu is in anger with him... by Thanu's call uncle got to know all this... to take revenge from uncle she has played with abhi's life...

She has clearly said... after uncle made him out of the house even she knew it... but she continued affair silently as her intention was different... later she has acted and ask him to go home to show that she is good and then use that opportunity leave him...

By her talks uncle got to know she has not stopped her revenge game...

So uncle gave a call to Priya aunty one day to ask about abhi... but call was answered by hospital... after knowing he is her husband... doctor inform him that aunty was suffering from a cancer and now she is in last stage... so uncle immediately came to India...

After came he got to know all what happen in their life... abhi hasn't complete in his education... and now he is behaving so weirdly... when he inquired from aunty about her health she had told that she already knew about it... and taking medicine from a one year but didn't tell him as she didn't want to bother him...

After that uncle didn't go abroad... aunty has pleaded him to take care of abhi as she was not sure about her life...

You asked me what happened to aunty nah... hmm... she left the world leaving abhi alone in this world... why, didn't you notice that with what in diary..??? she left the world while writing the diary... you know that day abhi tried to attempt suicide... may be it too caused for her death... but already aunty was spending her last days of life... doctors had informed uncle to keep her happy as in that stage its useless of treatments too...

But aunty was depressed thinking of abhi's situation... anyhow she left the world making abhi all alone in this world... not only that... abhi starts to feel guilty for his ma's death and that  made  him more depressed...

Uncle didn't leave him... but he wasn't able to control him... abhi became too addicted to alcohol... he starts to hurt himself... at last uncle made him tied up in his room... later uncle too understood he need treatment... but his ego still didn't make him to allow abhi admitted to a hospital... like that I became abhi's doctor... I tried hard to change his mind by saying different things... but he didn't share any pain of him with me nor didn't keep trust on my words... I tried my best to treat him... but uncle didn't agree with me to admit him in this hospital at that time... he was in need of personal care of a nurse... but I was unable make uncle agree... so abhi didn't get his medicines properly... it makes his stage more worse...

Treatments continued like that... one day my papa call me to accident ward and told that uncle face for an accident... uncle was severely injured... he asked me to come near him... after holding my hands tightly he talked with a chocked voice...

He said me to take care of abhi... he asked me to do as I wish... if needed make him admitted and he asked me to meet his lawyer for futher things... he continuously asked me to take care of abhi as he promised priya aunty... I agreed him... but still his ego doesn't need to reveal about his or family name in regarding with abhi's illness... so I promised I won't let anyone know  anything about Abhishek's family...

As I promised uncle I met his lawyer... uncle has written his whole property to aliya di and her husband's name... but he wrote all aunty's property in abhi's name and mentioned my name to use them for abhi's recovery... after uncle's funeral I made abhi admitted to the hospital... but I am really sorry to say up to now all my attempts to make abhi recover were useless... he need to have trust on my words... he must share his heart with me... that's the easiest method to recover him... but what to do... he is not ready to share nor accept me..."

Doctor Purab sighed feeling relax after revealing all the truth... I was shocked with what I heard... however I tried to figure out what all I get to know just now... suddenly my thoughts disturbed by doctor Purab's voice...

"Pragya... I asked you to be distance from abhi... I felt he is being so close to you... but I was scared one day if you go away with yourlife he will again fell in to the fear of losing...

But now my heart says you are the one who can help him to get recovered... he trust you... he is somewhat sharing his thoughts... pain with you... so please atleast for me make him cure... I was unable to keep up my promise of recovering him till now... just try to make abhi understand reality of life... I know you can make him back to normal... please doctor pragya do it..."

I just nodded my head thinking of what he said... my heart too thought that I have to make him cure... I came out of doctor Purab's room thinking how I will start the treatments... however my mind was strictly ordering me that I must take necessary steps as soon as possible... and my heart too agreeing for it... so I must do it... and I will do it... I headed to Abhishek's room thinking that...

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I am so sorry my dear friends... again and again I am giving late updates... just give me some more time... still my exams are going on... so it's hard for me to concentrate in writing... please forgive me... as soon as I got free from my exams I will come up with regular updates...
For now I ended up abhi's past......

Hope today's part is not that bad... and yourl have enjoyed...

Another one more thing...
As Anu said I really love to help whome coming to this creative world to make it more creative... so any new writers I am always there for you guys...

To be continued....

-By Tharu-