Next day morning... I went to the hospital very early... I don't need to face to my parents... I don't know how to console them... more than that I don't know how to console me even... it's like I was still in dilemma that what suddenly happen in my life... that's why I thought to go to hospital early...

But all the patients were sleeping... most of the staff also still didn't come... I waited in my room for few minutes... tears were rolling down on my cheeks... I went to check a report to change my mind... but no... I can't concentrate... all getting messed up... I went from there to see the patients... but I was in out of mood... tears were not allowing me to do anything... I didn't want to treat them carelessly... all the things gone up side down...

I need to share my heart, my pain, my sorrow with somebody... but with whome... no one... only one I share my pain is my ma... but how can I bother her now with my pain... already she is in sad because of me...

I slowly walked to the hospital garden... cool breeze was touching my body smoothly... I sat on the bench that I used to sit with Abhishek... all the things happened in past few days was flashing in front of my eyes... I closed my eyes tightly to get rid of the pain... I cried my heart out... I don't know how long I have  cried... but I didn't want to stop crying... it made me feel somewhat better...

But suddenly someone touched my shoulder... I looked up while wiping my tears... Abhishek... I didn't know why he was here...he came in front of me and wiped my tears... that's the moment... I couldn't bear my pain another more... I burried my face in his chest and let my heart out... he tried to console me by patting my back... I cried hard for a long time... While my sobbing I said so many things... he didn't utter a word... but listen to me quietly while caressing my hair...

After a long time I understood my position... I broke the hug and look at his eyes... he was still looking at me with caring eyes and wiped my tears... I hold his hands tightly and said... "I am sorry..." but he nodded his head as no need... later I got up from the bench to leave and said... "thanks for everything..." he smiled at me and said... "don't be sad... everything will be alright..." after facing a big pain that words gave some consoling feeling to my heart... I smiled and nodded my head... as okay...

Later we came in side the hospital... I felt somewhat better... but I didn't know how Abhishek knew I was there in garden bench... and how security allow him to come out... but soon I got answers for all my problems...

Nurse preethu... my best friend in hospital... came towards me and try to  console me by saying... everything is happening for good only... don't be sad... I scold my self of thinking I have no one to share my pain... but I was curious to know how Abhishek came to me...

she told that...
"morning when I came to hospital abhishek was looking at the bench where you were sitting from the window of his room and asked me to take him there... and as I knew the reason for your sorrow, I took him to there as I knew he is the only one who can console you now... and already he too know everything as I told him..."

again curiosity... how come she knew everything... I didn't share with anyone... without thinking twise I asked her how she get to know everything..??? so she told that... because I came from home early in the morning... my ma called her and told to look after me and told everything what happen last evening... I felt how much my ma love me... how much she cared for me... I felt to run in to her arms and hug her tightly...

Soon I excuse and went to my room to give a call to ma... her caring words consoled me a lot... I felt happy that there are lot of people for me to share my pain...

After that I engaged in my work as usual... I felt a big relief like my heart get rid of something big...

But unknown happiness was going through my mind... my friend... my Abhishek... talked with me... consoled me... after a long time by coming out of his silent mode towards me...

Days passed... I came in to my normal  life I spent in the hospital before I met Arjun... I forgot that bitter past...
Again Abhishek and my friendship continues... I know doctor Purab instruct me not to be too attached to him... but what to do... destiny had some other plans... that we were trying to go away from each other ends with we became more close than before...

Days went smoothly.... until that day.... march 18th....

As usual that day too first I went to Abhishek's room to greet him a very good morning... I knew he is expecting that... and I didn't want to make him disappointed again...

But.... the one who always gives me a pleasant smile everyday after I wish him.... look at me innocently and sadly... like he needs something from me... I understood him... so went near him and cupped his face and ask... what you need me to do... he again look at me innocently... but his face filled with sadness... I was so confused why is that... he looks down... I was impatiently waiting him to tell... at last he open his mouth... "can you please take me to garden..???" I felt so sad of him.... he was requesting me pleadingly... why is that... sure I won't say no to him...
"Sure Abhishek... wait let me keep my bags and come... will go to garden bench and talk okay..." I said... but he nodded his head sadly... I was so confused why he was this much sad... and was feeling somewhat fear that whether he will get unwell again...

Soon we reached to garden bench... he sat there sadly... he was holding  a book tightly... actually hugging it... I don't know what was that... but I have noticed he was keeping this book with him from few days... if I said correctly from the day that he got unconscious last time due to my absence...

Once I asked about this book from Preethu... she said that he was keeping this book with him always and while sleeping too he is hugging it... and if we try to take it away he will surely get anger...

As he was not at all in a good contact with me last days I didn't try to ask about this from him... but now my heart says me to ask....

But how... after we reached to the bench... until now he is not uttering a single word... he was the one who needs to come here... but now he is not at all looking at me even... as I feel he was lost in some memories... he was looking at the sky... with tear filled eyes...

I couldn't see that more... he was almost crying... I got up from the bench and went near him... I look in to his eyes and wiped his tears.... suddenly he hugged me tightly and burried his face in my chest... I was dumbstruck and don't know what to do... but now he needs some emotional support... so I slowly caressed his hair... I tried to ask reason for his tears... but he was not at all raedy to answer me... I can't stress himself too... so I waited silently letting him to reduce his pain by crying...

Later he looked at my eyes by broking the hug... his eyes asking sorry... I wiped his tears... and smiled a little... he again asked me... "shall we wait for another few minutes..." I nodded my head... I had some appointments too... but how can I leave him... he is already in a very sad mood...

He was looking at the book continuously... my curiosity arouse again... I thought to inquire about this slowly... "Abhishek... what's this book... won't you give it me  to look..." he looked at me innocently and replied...
"This is the only thing I have to remind her..." again tears filled in his eyes... he hugged that book again tightly... I felt like did I make him sad... soon I gave a side hug to him to make him feel somewhat better...

He again look at me... "I will give this to you... but will you return it to me quickly again..." I nodded my head by agreeing...

After that we went inside the hospital... I gave his medicine and make him calm down...

He said that he need that book with him today... as he feels like she is near him when he is hugging it... so I asked whether he will give it to me in evening when I am going home... and I will return it to him next day morning... after looking at me for long he agreed...

Day went peacefully... with the affect of medicine Abhishek slept for a long time... at evening as he promised he gave me that book and plead me to keep it safely and return him quickly... I promised him and came home after instructing nurses to take care of him...

I was so hurried to go home that day... I was not in a mood to talk with ma even... I was so eager to know what's in that book that relate Abhishek this much... who is that she he was mentioning... whether I can get to know about his past by this book.... actually it's not a book... its a diary... after taking it to my hands only I understood it... and I felt there must be something that very important to his past and  to his this condition...

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Where is that diary..???? May be in Abhishek's cupboard... pragya slowly get up from the chair and went inside the room to find out that diary...

She is having tears in her eyes remembering the things written in that diary....

Soon she found the diary in between Abhishek's documents files... she took it with her and went to the bed and slowly sat by holding her baby bump... she rested her head on the headboard of the bed and slowly caressed the diary with her palm...

Her mind floats to past with a heavy heart....

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