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I WISH I NEVER KNEW

So sorry for late update :(

is anyone still reading this anyways lmao

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Warning: A sad chapter, includes talking about death!

{Some tears are there, you may cry i don't know >< but don't worry some soft ish is there ''i think''  lol}

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The next morning;

I woke up so upset and as usual so confused, I still can't believe that the moment Jungkook was going to tell me what's going on, why his friends Namjoon & Jin acted like that when they saw me, who's Ari and what the hell did Jungkook meant by "I REFUSE TO LOSE YOU, EVEN FOR MY BEST FRIEND".... His room's door suddenly flew open by a drunk Eva! She was screaming like a crazy and all I wanted is for her to be quiet for a sec but that seemed impossible as she was dancing and singing so loud! Jungkook apologised and promised to tell me everything the next morning and all I did is leave without saying any single word.

I went to Eva's house to go together to school hoping to find Jungkook too but no one was there.

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*Lunch time*

It's already 12pm and Jungkook still nowhere to be seen. Eva sent me a text message at 10 telling me she's not feeling well and she's not coming to school today. 

I was so angry, I was left alone, and once again Jungkook did not kept his promise. I didn't feel like eating anything so I went to the library. To my surprise I found the dimple guy, the guy who hugged me and made me so confused, the guy that everyone was calling NAMJOON.

I wanted to avoid him but it was too late, he saw me and with a smile invited me to sit next to him. He was reading a book, when i sat facing him he closed it and looked at me not saying anything. Since i was confused once again, I decided to end this craziness and ask him about what's going on.

"Listen... Namjoon.. I.. I knew your name from your friends by the way.. but.. i'm-" I didn't think I would be so nervous and won't be able to say one full sentence. I stopped talking while he was staring at me with a smile, I took a deep breath and the moment I opened my mouth to talk he spoke:

"How can two different people look so much alike, I thought it's only your face and how you looked, but the way you talk, the way you just sat down.."

"CAN YOU JUST TELL ME WHO IN THE WORLD ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT" I suddenly shouted feeling a little bit sorry that I was rude, but I wanted this madness to end. To my luck no one was in the library.

"I'm sorry, I keep thinking you're someone else, I... " Namjoon said while looking down.

"Do I remind you of someone?! It's ok, you can tell me" I told him in a soft tone feeling sorry for being rude and was hoping he can tell me who's he talking about. 

He stand up all of sudden, came close to where i'm sitting and the next thing he said left me in shock.

"You can deny it all you want, but I will never give up on you Ari" and he just left.

"WHO THE HELL IS ARI" I screamed after NAmjoon left. I just rested my head on the table lost.. After a few minutes i felt a hand on my shoulder, I looked up to see a boy with an angelic smile that can make anyone's day.

"Cress, what are you doing here! it's lunch time" He sat beside me and continued "have you eaten?"

"Oh.. Hey Jimin" is all what i said.

"So... you look lost, what's up?" Jimin asked 

"Nothing..."

"Have you eaten?" He asked again.

"I don't.. I mean I'm not hungry." I gave him a small smile.

"Here let me help you!"

"What?" I asked looking at Jimin's hand that just held mine.

"Let's get out of here first." He said after taking my hand and got us out of the library. 

"Jimin i'm not hungry.." I stopped walking after seeing that we're not going toward the cafeteria.

"Jimin.. where are we going!?" I asked confused.

"To a little special secret place" He winked at me helding my hand again. After a few minutes, I found my self in a room that I never knew existed in our school. It was a nice cozy room wih a huge TV and some other stuff.

"Make yourself comfortable beautiful" Jimin told me after sitting on the couch in the room.

"What is this place? It looks so nice" 

"It's my and the boys secret place to chill, no girl ever came here before, so you're so special"

"Okaay... so.. " I sat beside him "With the boys you mean..."

"Hoseok, Taehyung, Jin, Namjooon, Yoongi, Jungkook & I" 

"Jungkook?" I suddenly asked remembering that Jungkook told me about a place no one but him and his 6 friends know about. Jimin just nodded smiling.

"Jimin Who's Ari??" I asked all of sudden, in need for answers. Jimin eyes widened and looked at me without saying anything.

"C'mon for the love of God!! You too? Why does everyone stress out, change the subject, run away from me whenever i ask about this girl.. Who is she? Is she that great or is she so bad that everyone.." Before I finish my sentence, Jimin put his finger on my lips.

"Let's respect the dead Cressida."  

"Ji.. Jimin.. I.. Is.. Ari is.." I couldn't finish my sentence from the shock.

"She's dead, "Ari" is dead Cress." Jimin said in a really soft tone looking at me.

"I'm sorry... but I just.. I mean she was your friend, Jin and Namjoon's friend as well right? And I'm guessing she looked a little bit like me and that's why Namjoon keep thinking i'm her and Jin was in shock when he saw me.. But wait if she's dead then.." I kept talking with a shaky voice not even knowing what' i'm saying.

"Shush.." Jimin cut me off. He held my hand and continued: "I'll tell you everything, the boys explained to me what happened when Joon saw you the first time.. I will tell you everything cress but promise me you'll at least try not to cry.. it's actually a sad story.."

I looked at Jimin lost, but ready to know the whole story. "Go ahead Jimin, don't worry I'm not going to cry I promise, please tell me.."

"Ari was Namjoon's girlfriend and Jin's sister." Jimin started talking and I immediately felt some kind of sadness in my heart.

"Namjoon loved Ari so much, they were together for 2 years. She was so sweet, kind, beautiful inside and out. Namjoon was not that nice to people, he hated everyone especially himself. His parents divorce affected him so bad, so he decided to be the bad kid at school and many people were afraid to just talk to him, no one in school dared to talk to him. But Ari was different, she liked him and saw something in him and that's why she decided to make him her friend." Jimin continued and I started feeling bad for Namjoon.

"But he looks like a nice man, when he first saw me and when I saw him earlier at the library too, was it because he thought i was Ari or.." I asked Jimin in confusion.

"Namjoon changed, Ari changed him, she made him a better person and that's why he loved her so much. She was the one that saved him from his dark world." Jimin explained.

"So you and the other boys knew her? I mean if so why you acted normally the first time you saw me!! Didn't you said that I look so much like her and that's why Namjoon thought I'm her? Also if she's dead why does he think i'm her, is he in denial of her death??" I kept asking Jimin that didn't add any other word and just looked at me with a small smile on his face.

"Cress, you're so cute, let me finish the story and you'll understand everything ok?!" He said ruffling my hair and I just nodded.

"Ari was not popular at school and not many people knew her so me and the boys didn't know her either. Jin and Namjoon became best friends thanks to her, she introduced them to each other and wanted her brother to be friends with Namjoon because he was alone and had no friends. Me and the boys became friends with Namjoon after Ari's death but Jin was in our group in that time, me,  Jungkook, Yoongi, Taehyung, Hoseok and Jin were best friends at that time and we still are, we do everything together. The only two people that really knew Ari were Jungkook and Yoongi."

"Jungkook??" I asked Jimin interrupting him.

"Yeah.. He actually was really close to her, whenever i asked about him, Jin used to tell me that Jungkook is with Ari, they both loved playing tennis so they spent a lot of times together, she also loved playing the piano." Jimin explained and I was lost in my own little world.

{Does Jungkook even like me? Or is it that... I mean.. All of this.. What if he just treats me the way he does just because I look like Ari.. What if he loved her? What if he treats me this way making me think he likes me just because I look like the girl he used to like.. What if.. What if he still love her and couldn't forget about her.. What if..}

"Cress.. You still here!!" Jimin waved his hand infront of me.

"What!!"

"I've been calling your name for 5 minutes, where were you" He asked laughing.

"Ah! Nothing.. I'm just.. I'm... I'm sorry..."

"Let's finish the story later, I think you're not feeling well!!" Jimin looked worried and I looked at him with a small smile.

"No please finish, i'm ok. So.. How did Ari di... No.. I mean did she really looked like me?!" I'm still not ready to know how did this girl died..

"I only met her like 3 or 4 times with Jin & Jungkook and it's been like 6 months since we lost her.. I don't really remember how she looked like. All I remember is that she had hazel eyes, and the same hair color as yours, her hair was short too and she was almost your height."

"So you're telling me she had the same eye color as me, same hair cut and color and she also was short.. Many girls can looks like this Jimin, many girls have these.." I was still confused and wanted clearer answers.

 "Something i'm sure of that you two have in common though.." Jimin cutt me off and came closer looking deelply in my eyes. I felt my heart racing fast..

"People can fall in love you easily." Jimin spoke and my eyes widened. He smiled and this time sat on the chair in front of me.

"What.. what do you mean?" I asked confused.

"Ari is the only one that was able to change Namjoon, he fell for her charm. And you Cress make a lot of people fall for you with your bright smile, cute personality and your stunning beauty..." I blushed so hard from Jimin's words, he looked at the floor and i almost fell for his cuteness.

"Jimin I.. I'm sorry.. But can I know how did she..?!"

"Ari was so sick but she never told Namjoon that. Jin was the only person who knew she was dying and she made him promise her not to tell Namjoon." At this point i started feeling the pain in my heart.

"How did Namjoon know then!! Please don't tell me that.."

"No, he actually knew a week before she passed away. Jin knew how much he loved her so he had to tell him." Jimin explained.

"Well, at least they had a little time to spend together before she.. "I said with a sad tone, tears almost falling from my eyes.

"Sadly.. He was so mad and sad that he didn't even call her!"

"What!! How could he.." I screamed letting the tears fall down my cheeks.

"He.. he went to see her the last day, but it was too late, Ari had only few hours left.. He spent only one hour with her before she passed away.." My heart felt so heavy and tears refused to stop falling down, I was so sad, no one deserves this! I felt so sorry for both Ari and Namjoon.

"What happened to Namjoon after Ari's death?" I asked Jimin who had the eyes red, he was trying to hold back his tears.

"He was so sad, he couldn't sleep for weeks and was hospitalised many times because he kept refusing food and couldn't sleep. The only person that was beside him is Jin. Even though some of us didn't really know Ari but she was Jin's sister and her death and story was so sad.Me and the boys felt so sad especially Yoongi and Jungkook, Jungkook didn't came to school for 3 weeks because he was so sad. I tried everything to make him feel better but I failed."

{I was so sad listening to Ari & Namjoon's story, my heart was broken from this sad love story but.. Why did I felt so weak when Jimin suddenly mentioned Jungkook.. I felt so lost and all I could see at that moment was darkness and sadness....}

"I hope Namjoon got better by the time.. "But he didn't forget about her.. since he thought i was her.." I spoke.

"After 2 months of Ari's death, me and the boys got a call from Jin, a call for help.." Jimin told me and I had to ask what does he mean.

"When we arrived to the school rooftop like Jin told us, we saw a male trying to commit suicide by jumping off.." I screamed Namjoon's name the moment Jimin said those words and tears fell my cheeks once again.

"Unfortunately... He tried to kill himself because he was so sad and couldn't forget Ari. He kept blaming himself for her death and calling himself a coward and that he should've done something." Jimin explained after wiping away my tears from my cheeks.

"You guys saved his life.." Jimin just noded with a smile.

"That day was so hard for all of us, and since that day the 6 of us became best friends with Namjoon, we tried to make him feel better and make him forget about Ari.. He started to change and we were so happy for him.. Untill.."

"Untill recently.. when I came.. right? " I said in a sad tone looking at the floor . "I always make things worse to people.."

"Hey hey no.." Jimin spoke changing place to sit beside me on the couch "Cress.. look at me, it's not your fault, none of this is and it never was. He will be okay trust me. It's just you look a little bit like her and that's all."

"But I reminded him of her, i'm the reason his pain is back, i'm the reason he thinks Ari is back to life, i'm the reason he's hurt again.." I said while tears rolling down my face.

Jimin hugged me the moment i finished talking :" Please stop, please.. Cress.. You didn't do anything, it's okay, everything will be okay.. Look at me.." He broke the hug, lifted my chin and wiped my tears off with his thumb. 

"It hurts a lot when I see you cry.. Namjoon will be okay i promise, I will make sure of that! Can you trust me?" He asked and I just nodded.

"That's my girl" Jimin said with a smile "Let's go I think it's too late, I will take you home. But first I want to see that bright smile of yours" He added pinching my cheeks.

Jimin made me feel better after all of what happend, he managed to make me smile and not feel bad. He made me smile when I was so sad because of Namjoon and Ari's story. He made me forget that I was sad and angry about the fact that Jungkook did not have any feelings for me and he was acting the way he did toward me just because I reminded him of Ari.. The girl that he may was in love with..  Jimin's hug was so warm, He made me feel some kind of emotions that I've never felt before..

"Jimin.. thank you!" I said smiling. The moment he was going to speak, we heard an angry familiar voice.

"Park Jimin, since when we bring girls to this place???" We both were surprised to find Jungkook standing at the door.

   ❀To Be Continued..❀ 

 

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