Soobae
My parents got divorced

Soobae
Without letting me know...

Chimmyboo
I'm so sorry soohyo

Soobae
The thing that hurt me the most
is how they acted like it was just
every other day

Soobae
It didnt happen in one day
right??

Soobae
The fact that they didnt even
bother to tell me and only made
me sit with them after dinner
and say they got divored

Soobae
And that dad would keep me in
his custody they just kept talking
like i didnt even matter my opinion
didnt matter

Soobae
Did i ever matter to my family?
I asked about my brother and they
said he knew already even he did
not tell me about this

Chimmyboo
Maybe he did not want to hurt
you soohyo or he did not know
how to say it

Soobae
I'm not a child anymore

Soobae
I'm 19 years old

Soobae
I'm leaving for college soon so
I wont be staying with any of
my parents I'm on my own

Soobae
Still it hurts... I've always wished
my parents would just get divorced
than fighting with each other all the
time but i guess i didnt really want
that

Soobae
Because if i could beg I'd tell
them to stay with each other but
i couldnt even utter a word

Soobae
I feel broken
I feel like i dont have a place
to call home anymore

Soobae
Do i?
My brother's in canada... Dad and
mom will be leaving separetly i will
Leave for college but if i want to
go home someday where would
i go?? That place doesnt exist
anymore

Chimmyboo
Soohyo i dont even have the right
words to say to you because
i know you are hurting way too
much inside and nothing can
calm you down

Chimmyboo
You still have a home soohyo
maybe your home is a little
scattered but you have a place
to go your mom, your dad, your
brother loves you so much i know
it's hurting them a lot too

Chimmyboo
Home is wherever your family is
your mom, your dad, your brother
they are your home

Chimmyboo
I am too
Even though im not a family
member I'll always have my arms
wide open for you if you ever
need a place to go

Soobae
Thanks jimin

Soobae
I'm tired of crying too much
i have a lot to say but i cant
put it into right words

Chimmyboo
Can i call you right now?

Chimmyboo
I know it's really late at night
but i want to do something
for you

Soobae
But i dont think i can talk rn...
My throat hurts from crying too
much

Chimmyboo
You dont have to
Just listen

1:23 am

Chimmyboo is calling you on messenger

Accept  | Decline

Park Jimin
[Hello]

Jimin voiced out, a little
shaky and nervous but only
sound of heavy breathing
could be heard from the
other side

Park Jimin
[There's a song i wrote the
other day i hope you could
listen]

Park Jimin
[Close your eyes and take
steady breathes first I want
you to relax first]

Jimin inhaled. After a waiting
a few short moments he started
to sing in his clear, lucid voice.

Park Jimin
[All this is no coincidence
Just, just, by my feeling
The whole world is different
from yesterday
Just, just, with your joy]

Park Jimin
[When you called me
I became your flower
As if we were waiting
We bloom until we ache]

Park Jimin
[Maybe it’s the providence
of the universe
It just had to be that
You know, I know
You are me, I am you]

Park Jimin
[As much as my heart flutters,
I’m worried
The destiny is jealous of us
Just like you I’m so scared
When you see me, when you
touch me]

Park Jimin
[The universe has moved for us
Without missing a single thing
Our happiness was meant to be
Cause you love me, and I love you]

Park Jimin
[You are my penicillium, saving me
My angel, my world
I'm your calico cat, here to see you
Love me now
Touch me now]

There was a few moments
of silence until he spoke again,
not singing anymore.

Park Jimin
[I've recently started writing
this song. Sorry that's all I have
for now]

Park Jimin
[Please feel better Soohyo. It's
okay if you cry. Cry a lot if it
makes you feel better tomorrow]

Shin Soohyo
[Your song made me feel
a lot better chimmy]

Her voice was meek, followed
by a soft sob. But she smiled
against her tears.

Shin Soohyo
[Sometimes I feel like I dont
deserve you. I've only had worst
kinds of people in my life. What
did I ever do to meet you]

Park Jimin
[You deserve every ounce of
me just like I deserve you]

Park Jimin
[But you dont deserve those bad
people neither do they deserve
you]

Shin Soohyo
[Thanks jimin]

Shin Soohyo
[You made me feel better.
I'm calmer now than before]

Shin Soohyo
[I wish I had recorded your
song so I could listen to it
other times too]

Park Jimin
[I'll record it for you after
i'm done finishing the song]

Park Jimin
[It will be my gift to you... I
know it's not much but I hope
you’ll like it]

Shin Soohyo
[Really?
Your song would be the most
precious gift I'd ever recieve]

Shin Soohyo
[Thanks for being there for
me]

Soohyo sighed and closed
her eyes fighting the tears
welling up.

Shin Soohyo
[It's okay if I take a break
right Jimin? There's too much
going on. I need a break from
everything]

Park Jimin
[Take a break if you need it]

Park Jimin
[I'll wait for years when it comes
to you]

Park Jimin
[Because you are my
Soobae]

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A/n:
Your comments are always so supportive and cute I just want to reply with a thousand of purple hearts and kissing emojis but a lot is going on for me now.

If I could find you though I would kiss the shit out of you (with consent)