Prompt: Hi can u do a Jian story where kian gets back together with Andrea and jc gets really depressed and cuts develops an eating disorder, and then kian realizes how much he loves jc and tells Andrea he doesn't have feelings for Ger like before and she understand thanks again 👍 

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Jc never really felt the need to complain about his life, he had some good friends and a strong relationship with his family. Sure his parents were divorced, but it had been since he was young so he was used to it, meaning that he hadn't really felt the full capabilities of his emotions.

Ever since he was little, Jc knew he was different, but it never really fazed him. That was until the end of O2L, the end of the channel with his 5 best friends, who meant the world to him. He still lived with Connor, Kian, and Ricky, but it wasn't the same, at least it didn't feel the same. The their contract was up and they all slowly moved out and eventually over the year all that was left in the same house with him was Kian. Moving out of the shared houses made Jc upset and he couldn't find his previously huge appetite, he couldn't even remember the last time he had eaten, but as time went on the two remaining boys grew closer and closer and Jc suddenly started having thoughts that he hadn't had since he was about 15...

What if I'm gay, Jc found himself thinking. He knew that he had had (a/n wtf english language) a short relationship with Lia, but that felt so long ago it didn't feel real. He was just so confused and it was effecting him so much more then he thought it would and he just needed a second opinion.

Maybe showing up at Connor's house at 2 in the morning wasn't Jc's best idea ever, but nobody was home and Jc couldn't handle another night alone with his thoughts and Connor was the only person that he thought could relate to him, well of course there was Trevor too, but showing up at the Moran house would be an even worse idea.

"So what do you need" Connor asked leading Jc to his couch, "And don't give me any of your bull crap you wouldn't be hear if you didn't need me"

Jc blinked and he felt tears come to his eyes, and Connor's jaw dropped, and he pulled Jc into a hug "Shhhh" Connor cooed, "Tell me what's wrong"

"I-i'm just, so confused" Jc stuttered, "I'm sorry this was stupid"

Jc moved to stand up when Connor put a hand on his shoulder, "Tell me" Connor said softly trying to make eye contact with his friend who was avoiding his gaze at all costs.

"I think I'm in love" Connor raised his eyebrow, Jc had said the same thing to Connor several times before but it had been in a completely different tone. "And I think I may-" Jc paused, "I think I may be gay. I- I really like Kian like more then a friend"

Suddenly it all made sense to Connor, why Jc was so nervous and why he came strait to him before anyone else. Connor pulled Jc back into a tight hug and just held him until he felt the Jc's breathing slow to a calm pace.

"Do you feel better now" Connor pulled away and moved the hair out of Jc's face.

Jc nodded, "Yeah a lot better, thanks for listening"

For the first time it what seemed years, Jc smiled and not one of those bull shit smiles that made him appear happy, a real one that made his personality shine through.

"Are you gonna tell him" Connor smiled fondly at his friend, who just shrugged in return.

Jc and Connor talked for a few hours, they were just catching up on each other's lives and Jc told Connor everything without bothering to sugar coat it. After it all came out Connor basically force fed Jc a meal, before telling him to go home and get some rest.

When Kian got home the house was empty and he just assumed that Jc had gone out for a meeting a would come back later. Wishbone ran up to him and Kian bent down to pet him before Hazel ran in behind him.

"What do you got there Hazie" Kian said taking the slightly torn paper out of his dogs mouth.

Kian's eyes grew wider as he read the paper how could he not notice that his best friend was in pain, but as he thought about it he realized that he hadn't really seen Jc that much in the past few months.

Kian wandered into Jc's room and started to look into the drawers "Fuck" he mumbled when he found several uneaten meals hidden in them. He shooke his head and walked out the door and back into his car before driving to Andrea's.

"Hey 'Drea," Kian said awkwardly rubbing his neck while standing the door way.

"You can come in" Kian started to refuse before Andrea said, "I know you're going to break up with me again, just get in here"

"I don't know how to say it, I love you still, and I always will, but it's not the same as it was before."

"I've felt the same way" Andrea offered her hand to Kian, "Friends"

"Hell yes" Kian said as he shook on it.

"So are you gonna tell Jc" Andrea asked him.

"Of course I am" Kian paused "He's my best friend"

"And you love him" Andrea added.

"Yeah," Kian said softly, "I do"