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Alpha Jeon Jungkook is a mateless male who helps unmated omega's through their heats. Taehyung, a mateless omega and a very good friend of Jungkook's, happens to get his heat.

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Word count; 4325

It's been eight months without seeing Jeon Jungkook though Taehyung was pretty well off on his own. That day he found out Jungkook had gotten a mate he pretty much isolated himself from anyone and everyone. Heartbroken was what he felt but he made the best out of being all by himself almost every day of every hour.

Right- a month or so after finding out, Taehyung decided he needed to start a new chapter as well and so he moved out of his parent's house and into his own little apartment that he absolutely loved. Every connection with Jungkook was cut off and yes, maybe he was overreacting though-

It hurt. Everything hurt just thinking about the male and he just couldn't continue his new chapter if Jungkook was still in it. So without any warning or saying, Taehyung dropped Jungkook from his life completely. Not that it was one-sided though. Jungkook didn't bother checking up on Taehyung either. So Taehyung thought that he obviously didn't matter.

Besides so, Taheyung was on his way for a daily walk since the jobs he applied for never called him back and he was kind of just... there. So much for a new chapter huh? It was still enjoyable though. Taehyung would go out and take pictures or just enjoy himself while he was out.

Which brought us here. Taehyung kneeling as he focused on his camera on the scenery of the bright sky with a storm rolling in from just a bit far back. The lightning was caught which made the photo ten times better and Taehyung couldn't wait to look at the picture on his laptop. Though to do that he had to be at home so he stopped and stood.

Then the rain started rolling in faster than Taehyung thought. Then again Taehyung was pretty far from his apartment. This ended in Taehyung hiding in a cafe until the storm at least calmed down. Calling a uber was an option but his wallet laughed in his face and said no. And so Taehyung seated himself and took out his camera to distract himself.

A ring signalling someone had entered the cafe. Being his nosey self, Taehyung lifted his head but as soon as he did, he caught eyes with none other than Jeon Jungkook. Frozen in time is what he felt like was happening. The two stared at each other, both in a daze until another person came into the view and engulfed Jungkook into a hug.

Taehyung broke himself out of it, looking back at his camera with tears threatening to fall. God, he forgot about the painful feeling he felt just like the first time he noticed the marks on their necks. Breathing in, Taehyung licked his lips and went through his photos once again. His mind still filled with Jungkook but obviously, he didn't want to be that obvious.

Then he felt the stare of someone before the person was being seated on the seat in front of him. From the timberlands, Taehyung already knew it was Jungkook as he raised his head and plastered a smile on his face. "Jeon, long time no see!" Taehyung hummed, his eyes gazing down to the covered up marking spot but he remembered very well where the mark was.

Gulping, Taehyung locked his gaze with Jungkook who cleared his throat. "Jeon?" Jungkook asked and Taehyung's smile fell as he brought up his hand to scratch at the nape of his neck. "Should I not call you Jeon?" Taehyung asked as Jungkook shrugged it off and leaned forward on the table, his dull expression not changing. "So.. Tae? Where have you been? How long has it been?"

"Eight months-" Taehyung blurted out without thinking as his eyes widened. "I mean, I assume right? Maybe less. I've been around, living." Taehyung pursed his lips. Just hearing Jungkook's voice had Taehyung's chest tightening. Normally he shouldn't have felt like this right? It was a bloody crush! Though it felt like something more from what he was feeling.

"Oh... and you didn't think of I don't know, texting me? Getting in some contact? I mean.. I'm your friend right?" Jungkook asked, his piercing gaze almost piercing right through Taehyung as it felt. Taehyung felt a little small, the tone of Jungkook making it obvious he was angry, or annoyed or something! Either way, it made Taehyung very uncomfortable.

"You were busy with other... things. I didn't want to wait until you were through the lovey-dovey stage so I started a new chapter in my life. I'm sorry but you didn't exactly bother to contact me either. You still have my number, I didn't change it." Taehyung spoke up for himself, not wanting Jungkook to have a voice over his. As for Jungkook, he furrowed his eyebrows.

The expression was confusion. "What do you mean wait for me? You didn't even give me a chance to talk to you when I came over with Jinyoung. You dashed out the minute we walked in." Jungkook started as if Taehyung didn't know that. Though Taehyung didn't feel the need to explain himself. "Okay and? Is this what you came to do? Argue with me over me not wanting to spare you a talk?" Taehyung gave back the glare Jungkook shot.

Then suddenly, Jungkook's glare was no longer as his doe eyes went half-lidded. His gaze on the table as he then looked up at Taehyung. "I'm sorry. No- I didn't come to argue with you. I came to pick up Jinyoung..." Jungkook trailed off, not knowing how to explain what he felt.

"I made you angry. You're pissed because I have no contact with you whatsoever but if you wanted to have contact with me, Jeon, then you would have called me. You would have put some effort into wanting to see me, talk to me, anything! But you and your wolf were probably too busy fucking Jinyoung into the fucking mattress huh?" Taehyung said a bit too loudly.

Jungkook's eyes suddenly widened at the sudden burst from Taehyung who was collecting his things. "Then again that's all you ever did Jeon Jungkook. All you ever did was fuck all the omegas into their bed right?" Taehyung gave one more glace to Jungkook before lifting his head to look at the others who were staring at him.

Gulping, Taehyung hurried out into the pouring rain as Jungkook sat on his seat, nails digging into his seat as Taehyung walked off. All those months he wished to communicate with Taehyung and yet when he did, they argued. The anger began to rise in him once he saw Taehyung.

How the boy just left him like that. With no say, no warning, nothing! It was like he was just a little toy that got tossed aside when he found his mate. Was it his fault he found Jinyoung? No! It was fucking not. He was told Jinyoung needed help and he went over just to find that Jinyoung is his mate. No one ever aid Jungkook wanted to be mated with Jinyoung, it just happened.

And Taehyung never allowed Jugnkook to speak what was needed to be spoken. Instead, Taehyung ran off like a little kid and kept his distance.

Taehyung walked into his apartment soaking wet as he put his bag aside and slid down on the door, his fingers tangled with his wet hair. Why did it hurt so much? That was the question. All those months away from Jungkook and it still hurt so fucking much. It hurt so much that it was almost unbearable and he just wanted it to stop.

"Fuck, please. Please make it stop. Please!" Taehyung cried out quietly to himself, sniffles heard around the apartment as he kicked at the carpet lightly. "Please, please it hurts," Taehyung mumbled over and over. He didn't know who he was begging? Maybe it was himself since he had such strong feelings but shit- he just wanted the pain in his heart to stop.

-FLASHBACK-

"You feel better?" Jungkook asked, hovering above Taehyung who breathed out heavily, sweat rolling down his forehead as he gulped and nodded. "So much better." Taehyung breathed out. Jungkook chuckled airily and pushed Taehyung's wet hair back, kissing at his forehead as the boy spoke broken sentences. Within minutes, Jungkook started to pull out of the heat.

"No, no please." Taehyung grabbed onto Jungkook and gulped when Jungkook stilled himself. "Don't. Jungkook, don't... please just... don't." Taehyung opened his eyes after some while of having them closed as he looked at Jungkook who locked eyes with Taehyung. Nodding slowly, Jungkook sunk back into the hear, groaning as he did so as Taehyung whimpered.

Jungkook eventually let his body weight fall onto Taehyung, the boy nuzzling his nose against the flesh of Taehyung's neck while Taehyung ran his fingers through Jungkook's damp hair. "Jungkook?" Taehyung broke the silence as Jungkook hummed, kissing at Taehyung's neck for him to speak and so Taehyung did.

"Would... would you ever knot me?" Taehyung asked while gulping down the lump in his throat. Usually knotting was only done when the two destined together found each other but.. Taehyung was curious. Taehyung expected Jungkook to explain hos he wanted to only knot his true mate but what he said caught Taehyung off-guard.

"If I knew you wanted my knot then I would have given it to you Taehyung. Silly boy, I'd do anything for you. Even allow you to carry my pups if possible." Jungkook spoke slowly and lowly, the moment sinking in for both of the boys. Though as much as Taehyung would love to have Jungkook's pups- it was a longshot. They weren't bonded together or so as Taehyung thought so anyway- since Jungkook was not yet eighteen.

Soulmates have much more of a higher chance when conceiving but the ones who are not soulmates.. well they have a harder time or it's just not possible to become pregnant. Though at that moment, Taehyung felt like he was complete with Jungkook. "I'd like to carry your pups," Taehyung whispered into Jungkook's ear as Jungkook's lips curved into a smile, lifting his head to look at Taehyung.

"Would you? I wouldn't pick anyone else greater than you to carry them." Jungkook admitted to the boy who nodded slowly. "It would be a blessing to carry them Jeon Jungkook." Taehyung giggling while Jungkook smiled widely before kissing at Taehyung's face then connected their lips. And throughout it all, Taehyung was no longer in heat so- he did mean it all. Though he didn't know if Jungkook was still going along with him because he thought he was still in heat or if he was serious.

-END OF FLASHBACK-

Either way, the moment always warmed his heart and made him feel okay whenever he thought about it. Then when it came to the end of it... he would feel a pang in his heart. Now that he thought of it- was this normal? The hurt in his heart whenever he thought of Jungkook with another? Was this supposed to happen? Was this a normal crush thing?

Shakily breathing out, Taehyung stood from the doors, legs about to give out as he took step by step towards his room. Grabbing onto his pajamas before heading to the bathroom where he undressed and got into the shower. Another flashback hit him when he suddenly got his head in the shower.

The embarrassing thing was- he had all his friends over including Jungkook for a movie night. His head had come a day earlier than he thought and so- you get what happened once Taehyung's slick was in the air. Though now he had controlled his heats with pills.

Of course taking the pills were not healthy and could mess with his conceiving shortly but- he didn't care because he didn't want pups if they weren't from Jungkook. Besides- he didn't seem to be finding his mate anytime soon. Gulping, Taehyung stepped into the shower and began to wash himself off but it was mainly just so he could get warm again.

"Bitches ain't shit." Hoseok, Taehyung's new friend from down the hall plopped onto the bed and looked at the male that laid in bed. "No, Jungkook ain't shit." Taehyung corrected Hoseok who pointed at Taehyung. "You right, he ain't shit." Hoseok nodded who then patted Taehyung's legs. "But other than that, let's go part-ayyy!" Hoseok jumped up from the bed and began to sway his hips in a dancing matter.

Taehyung's smile turned into a laugh as he nodded, deciding to stop declining Hoseok's offer and go with it. "Alright, fine. No drinking though." Taehyung got up from his bed and Hoseok nodded. "Of course not. Drinking is gross." Hoseok faked a gag before grabbing out some clothes for Taehyung.

"Alright- calm yourself I'm not a fucking hooker here." Taehyung grabbed the clothes and sighed at Hoseok's choosing. "Time to act like one if you wanna get over a certain someone." Hoseok turned to Taehyung who raised an eyebrow. "Okay and my choice here is to hoe?" Taehyung questioned as Hoseok nodded. "What better idea right? Now get ready, it's already eleven." Hoseok walked out.

Breathing out, Taehyung began to undress before he fit himself into the clothing. Rubbing his shoulder, Taehyung crinkled his nose and rolled his eyes while walking out of the bedroom and soon out of the apartment building with Hoseok who was leading the way. Some century later- Taehyung was clinging onto Hoseok as they entered the club.

"It reeks of sex." Taehyung plugged his nose as Hoseok did the same. "It reeks of bitches ain't shit," Hoseok spoke with a nasal voice. Taehyung laughing as he shook his head. "You're hopeless honestly." Taehyung calmed his laughter and followed after Hoseok. Not needing the drinks to get them on the dance floor.

It was a good feeling. Something he really needed. The sway of his hips and the rhythm really was relaxing. That was until another male had his crotch pushed up against Taehyung's bottom half. Eyes widening, Taehyung turned to see a very handsome dude behind him, smirking down at him. Just before Hoseok could tell the stranger off, he watched Taehyung turn around and wrap his arms around him.

That's when Hoseok basically lost Taehyung. Not sure what he was doing or feeling- but Taehyung just wanted to let loose. Jungkook this, Jungkook that. Not like Jungkook was thinking of him right? Right. "Would you like some drinks?" The unknown male asked as Taehyung's hesitated but nodded. "I'd love some drinks. Only if you're paying." Taehyung hummed. So much for staying sober.

"Oh, you already know I'm spoiling your hot ass." The stranger chuckled, taking Taehyung along with him. And you guessed it, drink after drink, Taehyung was fucked and couldn't even feel his legs or anything at this point but the next thing he knew was he was being lifted over someone's shoulder and being taken out of the bar.

"You fucking reek." Jungkook spat, walking Taehyung back to the apartment after he noticed that Taehyung was shitfaced. He noticed Taehyung had been in the bar since the moment he walked in- and no he was not a stalker. He decided to go out with a couple of his friends from Jinyoung's side but that was quick to end when Taehyung walked in.

Half of the night Jungkook had his focus on Taehyung from when he was dancing with a friend to when he was grinding up on another male. Then he figured Taehyung wouldn't remember shit and decided to take things into his own hands as Taehyung was over his shoulder, almost lifeless as his arms dangled.

"Whom the fuck, whom, what, whomst!" Taehyung repeated in a slut as Jungkook walked back to his own apartment he got with Jinyoung who was out of the city for a little trip with his family. Not really sure if he should take Taehyung back but he wasn't gonna let Taehyung leave with a stranger. No way in hell.

And so he entered his apartment. "Where the fuck am I? Who the fuck is you? Hey, hey man, who are you?" Taehyunglooked up after a while of staring at the floor. "Jesus Taehyung. It's Jungkook." Jungkook slipped off his shoes as he carried Taehyung to the bedroom he shared with Jinyoung. "Jeon Jungkook? Oh no.. this is a big whoopsie." Taehyung covered his giggling mouth.

Jungkook sighed and dropped Taehyung onto the bed, the boy making an 'oof' sound. "Boing boing boing." Taehyung giggled as he bounced on the bed. "I remember when you already used to throw me on the bed before you fucked me. Do you remember that? Always so aggressive." Taehyung mumbled, kicking at the sheets while trying to get his shoes off. Though Jungkook was already trying to grab the shoes- but Taehyung just kept kicking.

"Yes, I remember now stop." Jungkook huffed and grabbed onto Taehyung's foot. Finally, it went quiet meaning Taehyung had passed out- or so Jungkook thought. Jungkook began to get Taehyung comfortable on the bed. Taking off his shoes and tight ass pants before taking off his jacket. Though when Jungkook went to pull the covers over Taehyung, the boy noticed Taehyung was not sleeping but silently crying.

"Tae? Hey, hey what's wrong." Jungkook sat on the bed, wiping away the tears as Taehyung started to sniffle. "I hate you." Taehyung gulped, trying to get a hold of himself but the tears just wouldn't stop. "Why is that?" Jungkook asked as Taehyung scoffed. "For making me love you and then finding a mate who isn't me." Taehyung began to slur as his eyes shut.

"Believe me Taehyung, I wanted you as my mate as well." Jungkook sighed once knowing Taehyung was for sure out of it. Covering up Taehyung, Jungkook got up from the bed and left the room without hesitation.

The next morning came fast to Taehyung who was already slipping on his shirt once awaking on a random bed. The boy already planned on sneaking out as he did not remember shit all from last night or who even he went home with. That wouold mean he slept with someone other than Jungkook! One step to movi-

Taehyung froze as the door opened and there stood Jungkook who held a plate and orange juice in both hands after struggling to open the door. Taehyung blinked, his jaw dropping. "You-" Taehyung looked at his half naked self and jumped backn into bed to cover himself. "How'd I get here!" Taehyung asked in a yell.

Jungkook raised an eyebrow before placing the plate and orange juice aside. "I brought you here. You had a lot to drink and I wasn't gonna allow you to go home with some stranger. Thank me for now letting you get a STD." Jungkook picked up Taehyung's pants and put it on the boy's lap.

"You're one to talk." Taehyung mumbled. "Whoever I sleep with in not your concern." Taehyung snapped at Jungkook who sighed. "Correct but you are. Taehyung, you're my friend. I'm not gonna just let you fuck off with a stranger. Not when I'm around at least." Jungkook mumbled that last part before turning. "I made you breakfast. If you got a headache though I can get a pain killer." Jungkook pointed at the plate.

Though Taehyung shook his head. "I should be going." Taehyung grabbed his pants and laid back before attemping to put his pants on while under the covers. "For god sakes Taehyung, I've seen you naked plenty of times." Jungkook pulled the covers off Taehyung who yeled and grabbed onto the blanket. "Fuck off Jeon!"

"No, you fuck off," Jungkook spoke back to Taehyung who scoffed. "That's what I'm trying to do! Let me change first you piece of shit." Taehyung got up and put one foot into the pants as he then put in the other. "Well, at least your drunk self loves me," Jungkook spoke as Taehyung stopped himself from getting dressed.

"What did I say?!" Taehyung asked in a panic. "What did you not say?" Jungkook answered to Taehyung who graoned. "Whatever, I was drunk." Taehyung slipped on his jacket. "So what? You only love me when my dick is in you and you're drunk?" Jungkook asked and then the pain in both of their chests hit them. That was one thing- the pain wasn't only with Taehyung but Jungkook too.

"Excuse me?" Taehyung's face was indescribable. "Just say it's true. You only love me when my dick is in you and you're drunk. Is that all you wanted from me? Then when you found out you couldn't get it anymore you blocked me out of your life! That's what you fucking did Taehyung." Jungkook raised his voice at Taehyung who gulped. He never really seen it that way but it was obviously wrong.

"O-Of course not! I'm not that fucking low Jungkook." Taehyung spoke calmly as Jungkook chuckled and shook his head. "Then what was the reason for you suddenly leaving? For forgetting me so easily?!" Jungkook asked, demanding an answer but Taehyung only shoot his head, pushing passed Jungkook as he walked out of the room with his shoes in his hand.

"So it's true, right? You just wanted my dick." Jungkook followed right after Taehyung who turned and tossed his shoe at Jungkook who flinched when the shoe hit at his arm. "I wanted all of you Jungkook! I wanted you as a person! As a whole! I wanted you as my mate you fucking cunt!" Taehyung raised his voice which broke halfway through his sentence.

Nothing was said after that but Taehyung who stood there, tears filling his eyes. "I wanted nothing more than to be your mate. I wanted nothing more than to wake up next to you each day. So understand this when I say it fucking hurt. It hurt so fucking bad when I saw you walk into my paren'ts house with a stranger who you had already marked. It hurt to see that you were marked. It hurt!" Taehyung continued on after pausing for some while.

"I had to start new! I didn't want to feel the pain but even then I could still feel it when I thought of you. Thought of the memories of us. I never forgot about you! .. but I wish I did. You see? the pain is that bad that I wish I forgot about you because I can't stand knowing you're in love with someone else-" Taehyungstopped as Jungkook took a step forward.

"I don't love him! My wolf does. Everything I feel about him is because of this inner wolf shit! I had no fucking choice Taehyung! Do you think I wanted to mate Jinyoung? I wanted you. The whole time I wanted you, even before I turned eighteen! Every part of me wanted you! Then... Then I found Jinyoung and all those feelings disappeared because that is how it's supposed to be." Jungkook spoke up.

"I wasn't destined to be with you okay? And I can't helpt that. I can't do anything about that Taehyung. I simply can't. It hurts me too you know? The day you left with no words. I wondered if you were eating well or if you had a good day. I wondered if you watched all the episodes of our favorite show or if you had enough sleep. It hurt to think of you sleeping with someone who was not me!" Jungkook stepped back.

The maddening face dropped as Jungkook looked down for a moment. "I felt bad. The whole time because I was supposed to love Jinyoung. So I didn't bother texting you, getting in touch with you because even if I feel that way.. It's just a silly crush. I just- I need you as my friend Taehyung. That's what I need. I need you to stay my as my friend." Jungkook begged.

Though- Taehyung felt like his heart was shattered and was stabbing him from within. The feeling was indescribable as he looked at Jungkook with tears falling from his eyes. After minutes of standing in silence, Taehyung managed to smile. "Then, I think this is the end of us. I... I can't be friends with you or even near you at this point. I.. I can't do this to myself." Taehyung gulped.

"I repect that you love your mate. I love that for you and... don't worry about me okay? I'll find my own mate. I'll get to feel what you feel with Jinyoung though to do that- I must get rid of you entirely." Taehyung walked over to grab his shoe but as he did, Jungkook grabbed onto Taehyung and backed him up into a corner.

Lips ghosted over each other, Jungkook holding himself back as he held onto Taehyung who continued to smile, his tears falling continuously. "Just this once.." Jungkook spoke out as he gulped. Taehyung bit his lip and pushed Jungkook away lightly. "Don't do something you'll regret Jeon Jungkook. We said that before didn't we? Look where that ended up." Taehyung stayed close to Jungkook for a moment before he gave a nod.

Taehyung gulped and rolled his shoulders back as he put his shoes on and walked out of the apartment. The biggest heartbreak of his life was felt but as he left the building, he felt more of a relief? And so he wore a smile on his face but the tears kept spilling, no matter what.. they just kept spilling... but he knew he would be okay, eventually.