E L S A

I walk up the North Mountain, crying, after my disaster of a coronation. Well, the actual coronation went fine, minus the frost on the ball and scepter. But the celebration afterwards didn't go as planned. Anna got mad that I wouldn't bless her marriage to this prince, named Hans, that she just met. She asked me why I shut everyone out and what I was, and still am, so afraid of. If only she had known all those years that I was afraid of myself. And more importantly... I was afraid of hurting her with my powers again.

I can't hold the pain in anymore. It hurts so much, so I decide to sing it all out. Singing to myself would always make me feel better when I was locked in my room. I start to sing what I see and how I feel.

(A/N you all know the song but I'll put it in here anyways... so you can sing along or skip it if you feel like it (I'm not going to describe what she does while singing because it takes too long))

The snow glows white on the mountain tonight

Not a footprint to be seen

A kingdom of isolation, and it looks like I'm the queen

The wind is howling like this swirling storm inside

Couldn't keep it in, heaven knows I've tried

Don't let them in, don't let them see

Be the good girl you always have to be

Conceal, don't feel, don't let them know

Well now they know.

Let it go, Let it go

Can't hold it back anymore

Let it go, Let it go

Turn away and slam the door

I don't care what they're going to say

Let the storm rage on

The cold never bothered me anyway

It's funny how some distance

Makes everything seem small

And the fears that once controlled me

Can't catch me at all

It's time to see what I can do

To test the limits and break through

No right, no wrong, no rules for me

I'm free

Let it go, let it go

I am one with the wind and sky

Let it go, let it go

You'll never see me cry

Here I stand, and here I'll stay

Let the storm rage on

My power flurries through the air into the ground

My soul is spiralling in frozen fractals all around

And one thought crystallizes like an icy blast

I'm never going back, the past is in the past.

Let it go, let it go

And I'll rise like the break of dawn

Let it go, let it go

That perfect girl is gone

here I stand in the light of day

Let the storm rage on

the cold never bothered anyway

I close the door to the balcony of the ice palace that I just created. I look all around in this room. There is a giant chandelier that looks like a beautiful snowflake when I stand directly under it. Each wall in the room has a different pattern in the ice. Unfortunately, I didn't make furniture anywhere in the palace. I feel like I need to cry again, so I flick my hand to make a bed appear under the chandelier. The posts of the bed are made of ice while the mattress, pillows, and comforter are made of snow. I collapse onto it and cry into the pillow.

As good as it feels to finally have people know about my powers, it is also the worst feeling in the world. I hope that Anna understands why I kept myself hidden for so long now. I never wanted to shut her out, I just wanted her to be safe.

I feel a cool breeze come through the room, which is odd because I just closed the balcony door and there aren't any windows in the palace. I look up to see a teenage boy standing on the balcony. He has hair white as snow, vibrant blue eyes, and very pale skin. He's paler than I am. He is wearing brown trousers, and a white shirt, along with a short brown cloak and no shoes. A very tall stick is held in his right hand.

"Don't get too excited, Jack. She probably doesn't believe in you, but here goes nothing," the boy whispers to himself. "I saw you make this castle..." He says to me. "Who are you?"

His question startles me. This boy appears out of nowhere and asks me who I am. He seems to notice my hesitation and smiles, "I'm Jack Frost," he says hopelessly.

"Jack Frost?" I sit up on the bed. This is the person my father told my about when I was younger. He always told me stories about Jack Frost because Jack has the same powers as me. Apparently the only way you can see him is if you believe in him. I've believed in Jack since the first story my father told me about him. I always dreamed that I would get the chance to meet him, and here he is.

"You--you believe in me?" Jack asks with wide eyes.

"Ever since my father told me stories about you." I walk up to him excitedly and he does the same. "I knew that you were real!"

"Finally, someone believes in me!" He smiles and does something very unexpected.

Jack hugs me. He is squeezing me so tight that it hurts, but at the same time it makes me feel better. And I have no idea why. "Can't... breathe... Jack," I tell him.

"Oh, sorry." He quickly pulls away and fidgets with his staff thing. "I just haven't talked to or had human interaction in about a hundred years..."

"A hundred years?" I ask.

"Give or take a decade," Jack shrugs. "Well... really ever."

We stand there awkwardly watching each other for what seems like hours. "What's your name?" He asks.

"Oh sorry!" I giggle a little bit, taking a step away from him. He frowns as I move away from him. "I'm Queen Elsa, of Arendelle." I curtesy, "Though I've probably already been stripped of my title, after only being queen for a few hours."

"Why wouldn't you be queen anymore?" He asks. His voice is gentle and calming. He seems so nice and kind, yet at the same time fun and mischievous. This question tears me apart from the inside out...

"Because I'm a monster." I choke on the words as they come out of my mouth. Tears are once again rolling down my cheeks. "I almost killed my sister, and countless others today." Jack envelopes me in a reassuring hug, thankfully not nearly as tight as the last one. "If I didn't have these powers--I would be able to live happily and not have to worry about hurting anyone." I sob.

"Queen Elsa, you are most certainly not a monster." He whispers, stroking my head. "I can help you lean to control it if you'd like?"

I pry my head off of his shoulder, "Would you really?"

He smiles, "It would be my pleasure, Your Majesty."

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Yes first oneshot is done! I've been working on this for FOREVER but have never had time to post it. So I usually hate it when Jelsa stories happen DURING Frozen. It bothers me soooooooo much! But for this oneshot I decided that it was okay, okay (even though it may scar me on the inside)? Hoped you liked it! Comment below for what you want me to write next (captinswan, cindai, eugunzel, fourtris, hiccelsa, jarida, jelsa, kristanna, merricup, peetniss, wolflet, thress, wincin... You can tell me others and I will do them if I know who they are). I can't promise quick updates on this book since it's just made up of random stories from different ships, and I have other stories to write too.

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