Yoongi's father always told him this one thing: son, you should always smile whatever be the situation. The situation can nit do any harm to you if you smile. You can easily overcome it.
And like a obidient son he always followed this advice of his father. He would give a smile to everyone not caring what they did to him. He would always smile. Whether it is when someone made his joke. Be it his father died due to cancer. Be it when his friend made his fun or left him just like that. Be it when he was injured or hurt. He learned nothing from it beside hiding his emotions behind a smile. Only if someone was able to see past his smile hiw broken he is.

No one ever thought that yoongi the one who smiled in every situation will lost it one day. No one was able to believe that it was same yoongi from before. He was like someone controlling him.

It was wednesday. Yoongi was not feeling well. His head was throbbing and his whole body was paining as if it was going to break apart. He stayed at home. His mother checked his temperature which was very high. She do want to stay beside him but her job was not allowing it. She decided to go after break as yoongi insisted that he was ok now. Although he wasn't.
Yoongi was resting in his room. He was not feeling sleepy so he was just lying down. One after another tears left his eyes. He was just unable to stop them. Yoongi was unable to express his feelings. He want someone to be here for him, to be with him. Someone with whom he can share his true feelings. He fell asleep while crying.

After three days,sunday, he was much better although not recoverd completely. As he was going down the stairs for dinner, suddenly he felt a little dizzy and before he can find any support he fell sown the stairs which resulted in a sprained ankle, bleeding arm and scratched head. His mother quickly took him to the doctor.

He went back to university on Tuesday. His ankle was still in pain but other than that he was quite ok. As he entered and sat in the class quitely opposite to what he does. He would first go to his friend even if they ignored him and would try to start a conversation with them. But now he was tired of everything. He was tired of himself. He understood that no one actually wanted him. So he sat there and didn't even try to start a conversation with anyone. Not like anyone noticed. It was lunch now. Somewhere in his heart he wished someone will come to him and ask about him or atleast ask him to join them. But no one came.

Yoongi thought to himself that he does not want anyone with him. He do not want any friend. He was ok by himself. He consoled himself like that even when he knew it was a lie. It was only way he could feel less pain in his heart. Whole day went by like this. Noone talked or even mentioned his presence or talked to him and same was with yoongi.

It became the usual thing. His whole highschool went like that he ever again tried to befriend anyone.

Will his college life be same or someobe will again bring a smile to his face?

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