[ her pov ]

look at me, i see you, my gaze forever latched on yours/ the aura that emits from you is simply too irresistible/ how can i look away even for a second?/ i love the way your slender fingers move/ it's like watching a painter pick up a brush/ and swirl together dazzling colors/ just as i see you/ beautifully sketched in precise lines/ every dip and curve blended together to fit you/ it's all about you/

within us, sparks that clash/ like two imperfect halves of a heart/ that tumble together/ perfectly stitched and molded/ as always, i'm eyeing the crook of your honey-glazed smile/ so saccharine sweet, so incredibly divine/ i can feel it in my bones/ the way your eyelash droops when you're so concentrated/ the lovely shadows that dance across your milky white skin/ they flicker silently/ just like a beautiful work of art you are yourself/ when a stray strand of your midnight black hair falls down on your face/ it makes you look more innocent somehow/ how i wish i could run my fingers through that silky paradise/

i think i'm forever locked on you/ the dark irises that swirl in your eyes/  noticing every small detail of you/ the ominous light and that shimmer that dances in your eyes/ your emotionless, piercing gaze that never fails to leave me breathless/ your star-dusted cheekbones/ your unintentional scowls/ tainted frowns/ and faint creases on your forehead/  there is more to that/ your warm smoky breath/  leaving your lingering scent on me/ and your lips/ i long for to kiss me/ 

─── ･ ｡ﾟ♪: *.♬ .* :♫.*───

.....but that's when i pulled the trigger

instead of the loud blast of the bullet,

it plays a sweet melody..... 

oh were we more than just broken hearts?

was it all just sweet poison?

were you just someone but a face?

why was it that i couldn't look beyond you?

no matter how much i bled

i'd be restored by you

but was that really true?

you're nothing but a 

fragment of my imagination

to soothe and numb my pain,

to feed my bitter lies

what were you,

nothing more than just an achingly sweet memory?

your ethereal beauty, so utterly breathtaking

but then, you vanished into mere dust

afterall, there was no perfect love

we were all just stained hearts

and torn cuts waiting to be sewn back

hear the silent cry of her internal heart

imagine lust green pastures that lay ahead

all that pain afflicted upon you

relinquish it

let it go,

just like wild dreams as these

─── ･ ｡ﾟ♪: *.♬ .* :♫.*───

we were entangled constellations,

a cacophony of colors

that breathed life into each other

i'm drunken and dazed and in stupor

but for a moment,

just for a moment,

i embrace you

─── ･ ｡ﾟ♪: *.♬ .* :♫.*───

"nothing but an achingly-sweet memory"

the birds' cry echo faintly in the distance.....

a single reminder for what could have been

-only in my dreams

 afterword // 

she looked at him, but his gaze was never on her

she longed for him, but it was impossible between them

she could fall for his beauty, but she couldn't fall for him

because she didn't know the real him

and 

he never gave her the chance to

~

he didn't see her

much less see her for her,

and so, how could they be together?

only he existed in her dreams

and that dream, for her,

was meant to let go

─── ･ ｡ﾟ♪: *.♬ .* :♫.*───

[ dreams like this only last for a moment, 

because afterwards, 

there was nothing she could do with them ]

// 01/06/21

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

hey guys!! i hope that i could express what i wanted to express here, i don't know if its confusing for you hehe, but i'm grateful for all the support ;)) i just hope y'all like this one because it's actually a lot different from what i usually write, so it took sometime for me to write this all out... for me, dream-wise, there are some dreams that even though i want to ravel in , i think they should be let go, but definitely for some, i'll hold onto, but really, it all depends... so do drop me your feedback, votes and comments, thank you so much once again for reading this <3

much love, Megan x