Im tired of crying it doesn't do anything
I'm tired of being betrayed by the people I love
Tired of coming home to a shut door
Tired of everybody telling me I can't

I'm writing this to talk about how I feel
But frankly I don't feel anything anymore
I've come numb to any loss of emotion
Any chance of me feeling anything for a while most likely won't be possible
I've developed a lack of emotional development at this point and I'm deemed as selfish

Nah I just don't care enough
I wish I did
Really
It would help me
To be more human