I cry in my room

I cry outside

I cry inside

They don't fucking care

I think I need to lie down

All this thinking got my head spinnin

A smile a day to keep the foes away

But it's not enough

She wants to see you down

And no, not to be brung back around

I used to be triggered when I hear your name

But now its like I don't even care

I need you to go now

Because in my mind I let you go 

But in reality your still too close

I hate this

only if i could choose a destiny, fate, and decisions

I would travel to a place

far, far, away