I cried all through the night, I was the one who encouraged dad to start dating again, but now I've ruined it.

                   .........

Next day : Sunday

Dad looked so gloomy throughout the day, I apologised to him countless times,

He kept on saying everything was fine and he was fine, but I knew that wasnt true, I knew if I was someone else he would hate me, but because I was is daughter, he had to love me, and that made me sad....

"Dad, lets call her and see if she'll answer"

"I have. I've been calling her all day, she's not answering"

"I'm sorry dad. I didn't mean to, I just.... I'm really sorry dad"

"Its alright honey. Im not mad at you"  he forced out a smile "its my fault, or maybe its a sign, maybe I'm not ready to date again"

"No dad. Thats not true. I promise, I'll make it right".

               *************

The weekend was terrible, both Saturday and Sunday. And now its monday, I have to face Parker too, great (note the sarcasm).

"Morning" I said to Sonny and Raven who were already sitting in class.

"Hey, what's up? why do you look so down" Sonny said smiling at me.

I immediately reached into my bag, pulled out my sunglasses and wore it. What?! I'm feeling very sad right now I dont need the light coming from her face at this moment

"Look not everybody is you miss sunshine"

She rolled her eyes,

Raven smiled "But she's right you do look down even for you, what's wrong" Raven said looking at me

"Its a long story"

"Go on, we got time, plus it doesnt look like the teacher is coming anytime soon"

So I told them what happened over the weekend and how my genius plan turned against me

"Wow. That terrible"

"You dont say sherlock"... I already feel enough guilt, I dont need Sonny making me feel worse

"So what are you going to do" Raven asked

"I'm planning on going to her office after school" she worked in the same company with dad, That was how they got close

"What you going to say when you get there" sonny asked

"I don't know, I'll tell her everything. Hopefully she'll forgive me"

"Good luck Amies, Do you want us to come with you" Raven asked

I shook my head "no need. I'll be fine on my own"

We were still talking when the teacher finally came in.

                 **********

Drew avoided me through out the day, and the truth is,  it was frustrating, he literally made me invisible, like he wipe any memory of a girl named Amy from his brain....

like if he was passing and he see me and the girls, he'd greet them and not even spare me a glance, yeah! I know right!!

All of a sudden he became mister nice guy, If anyone was around me he'd greet them or talk to them like they were his best friends, and when I say anyone I mean every fucking body, it didnt matter if they were nerds, weirdos, goths,  all he greeted all,  this is the guy who doesn't talk to anyone thats not in his circle but now everyone is his friend

Have you ever been treated like you were invisible, its fucking frustrating not to mention annoying. I mean, last week he was like.. we're bffs bla bla bla and now he's ignoring me, fuck him, he can't do that,  I won't let hi-

WHAT THE FUCK AM I SAYING!!! jesus!!

I seriously need to get rid of this guilty conscience I feel towards dad, Its making me think shit.

   Last period was a little annoying, it was the class I shared with Drew,

When he entered, for the first time today he looked at me and I was a little happy, dont ask why

well, I was a little happy until I realised he wasn't looking at me but through me, turns out there was an empty sit behind me, and he being the douche he was sat there, and didnt even say a word to me

You know what, fuck you Drew, I have better things to think about, like how I'm going to apologise to Amanda and beg her to give dad a second chance.

   If you want to be rude, fine by me!!

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Finally when classes were over. I left school and went straight to were dad worked

"Good day sir, please I'm looking for miss Amanda Stars"

"Good day. Do you have an appointment" the man in the suit said

"Erm... no, but I'm family and its very important I see her now, I didnt have time to call her and tell her I was coming" I said with an innocent face

what don't look at me like that, if I didnt say I was family he probably wouldn't let me in.

He looked at me trying to see if I was lying too bad for him im a pretty good actor

"her office is the second door to your right" ... told ya

I knocked on her door, I am a little scared....
  what if she yells at me?!
  what if she calls security?!
what if she now hates dad because of me?!
what if sh-

"Come in" she said with a cheery voice

I opened the door very slowly, the minute she saw me three different expression showed on her face

First her cherry face changed to shock then from shock it changed to indifference

my heart was beating fast I didn't know what she would say or do, but still I walked in and closed the door behind me

"You're in the wrong division" she said

"Ex-excuse me" I said confused,

"You're in the wrong division, your fathers office is at the other side of the building"

"I-I know, I came to see you"

"Me, why" now she was shocked again

I took a deep breath and walked closer "I came to apologise to you for my behaviour, I'm really sorry"

"Look Amy, I dont have time for this, I'm happy you came to apologise, Im sure your dad sent you, but there's no need, I'll call him to come pick you u-" she said while picking up the phone

"No! don't" I quickly interupted her "he doesnt know im here" I said looking at the floor

"He doesnt ??" She sounded confused

"No"

Then there was an awkward silence

"Look, Amy I'm sorry for hitting you, That was wrong of me, But you can go home now ok, You dont need to apologise anymore, maybe it was a sign I wasnt ready to start dating again"

  "No! It wasn't, it was just me being stupid"

   "Amy I don't wa-"

I threw my note book on her table for her to read before she could finish her sentence....

PLAN TO FIND OUT IF DADS GF IS GOOD FOR HIM
1. First look at her dressing; is it too sluty or too flashy.

2. Pour wine on her and see how she reacts

3. Talk bad about dad and see how she reacts

4. If all others fail use this as a last resort... try to call her out

As she was reading it I was a little scare, fine alot

"What is this" she said still looking at the page

"My plan" I  said almost in a whisper

She looked up smiling, i was shocked

"You mean you wrote this yourself" she asked still smilling

"Yes" I whispered

Then she loooked back at the book "what would it have meant if I  dressed too flash"

"That you liked money or were a gold digger and you only wanted dad for his money" I said almost to myself but I'm sure she heard

"What if i didnt bring wine. What would you have done"

"Dad would have brought one"

"What if I had shouted at you when you poured it....what would that have meant"

"That you were materialistic. And didn't care who you hurt as far as you looked beautiful"

She nodded "how about if i didnt say anything when you bad-mouthed your dad"

"That you were a kiss-ass and would do anything to get what you want" I said still looking down, I hadn't raised my head since

"And what was you insulting me supposed to do"

"To see if you would get angry and show me your true colours"

The room was quiet again

I finally looked up "I'm so sorry, it was stupid.. I was stupid. I just did'nt want dad to get hurt but in the process I hurt you.. and him, I'm sorry, I really am, I never should have do-"

"I guess he was right. You really are sweet."  She interupted

Which took me by suprise

"you are also a very smart girl, but you did a stupid thing" I nodded, I  guess she doesnt forgive me

"but you did it for your dad, Amy, you had good intensions but its never nice to say such hateful things to someone you don't know...you might end up hurting them more than you plan to,"

She sighed "But, I forgive you"

Wait "You forgive me" it came out more like a question than a statement

She laughed "yes, I do"

I dont know why but I hugged her, she was surprised at first but then she hugged me back, I really liked her, now I have to convince her to take dad back.

We spoke for the next couple of hours she told me how she met dad,When they started dating and where they had thier first date,

She also told me she was engaged before and that her fiance died in a plane crash, that was probably why she was crying when I said that mean thing of her killing her lovers, it made me feel worse,i apologised again but she said it was alright. It was getting late so she told me I should get going

"Are you going to take dad back" I asked shyly

She smiled "that depends, if he tries to win me back. Maybe I will"

I smilled happily "he definitely will"

I hugged her again "bye, can I come visit you some other time, or I don't know maybe call you"

"Sure, anytime"

I was about leaving then I remember "oh...erm, I kind of told the Secretary that I was family."

"Oh....erm...sure...ok" she said

I smiled and went home, I don't know why but I liked amanda, she kind of reminded me of mom and it felt good

                ***************

The next couple of days at home were amazing, Dad had won amanda back and they were happy

but school was shitty, Drew still treated me like I was invisible, Ben still spoke to me and hanged around us a little but it wasn't the same without Drew

I soon realised that over the last two  weeks Drew had grown on me, I was used to his presence and company and so were the girls, They often told me to talk to him but me being me... well, I didn't.

But now, I was frustrated, he was still talking to everyone but me and I didn't like it, I didnt know if I've  started thinking of him as a friend but I know I've gotten used to his presence, and if I did think of him as a friend, can't stand fighting with my friends, but he's being so childish!

So I think it's time for me to do some thing about it, plus I didn't stop getting hate letters in my locker so it doesn't really matter if we are friends or not.

Perfect, I have the next class with drew, I'll use this opportunity to talk to him

I think the stars are on my side because drew just walked in and the sit beside me is empty

"Hey Dre-"

"Hey guys, can I sit next to you" he said to a couple of guys sitting two rolls behind me and walked pass me

Aarrrhhh! why is he being so imposible, I hit my head on the table 3 times, saying fuck with every hit.

That class ended without me hearing a word from the teacher. ok, the class is over, I can talk to him as we're leaving

I was walking up to him when I was blocked by some fangirls who surrounded him like the flies they were..

FUCK! this is so annoying, why do I  even care, I don't even really like the dick... even if we are not friends, I just hate this silent treatment he's giving me right?

I tried to talk to him so many times but it never worked, finally I gave up.

I was feeling tired and it was the last class for the day, so I decided to skip and go to the special hiding spot in school, almost no teacher comes here and every kid who isn't a goody two shoes, know the place, some kid come here to smoke, makeout etc, but I come here to relax,

When I got there I saw the one and only Drew Parker lying on his back with his eyes closed, but I was sure he wasn't sleeping.

I guess the stars really were on my side after all, I walked up to him and layed beside him

He opened his eyes and turned his face to mine which was already facing his, our nose were almost touching but I didn't care

I went straight to it

"Why are you ignoring me"

    
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Hello, so I'll be doing the next chapter in drews POV ....look forward to it.

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