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Loving can hurt, loving can hurt sometimes
But is the only thing that I know..

When it gets hard,
You know it can get hard sometimes
But is the only thing that makes us feel alive...

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I was so excited for today, because I'm finally going on date with Harry. It's a been a while since we got together like this because he's usually very busy in his career and stuff. .

I was sitting and waiting for Harry in the restaurant he told me to come. 10 minutes have passed and still he's not here. I let out a frustrated breath and check my phone for any missed calls or messages but there were none. I kept staring at our picture together on my phone and smiled when I remembered that moment.

"Where are you?" I mumbled deep in thought when a waiter came and asked me for the champagne. I nodded in response and he poured it in my class and there I was alone on the table drinking champagne.

Music was being played in distance. I shut my eyes and made temple a of my fingers still waiting for him. He wasn't here yet.

As I was still wondering and waiting for Harry. Someone kissed me on the back of my neck. I gasped and my eyes flew open when I saw Harry smiling at me. My mouth turned up into a big smile and I blushed when Harry wrapped his arms around me and kissed me again on my forehead.

He made his way to the chair in front of me and settled.

"Did you wait long? I'm sorry for keeping you waiting.." He told me while relaxing on his chair.

"Oh no it's totally fine. I just got here." I replied with a smile.

He chuckled and opened his mouth to stay something when the waiter came again and asked if we both wanted some champagne. We both nodded in response and the waiter poured it in our glasses.

I was about to take a sip when Harry held his glass in the air when he said "Cheers." I did the same.

"So.. it's been a while... Since we've got together like this." I said while I spun my glass of champagne.

"Yes it's been a while...." He admitted.

After a minute of silence he finally spoke.

"That dress looks great on you." He bolstered his confidence and put it on ease.

"Uh..Thanks.." I tittered.

"You're nervous?" He asked as he quirked his brow at me sending chills down my spine. I was always nervous around Harry, because first we didn't get along much second he's very cute.

"Uh.. A little. But I'm okay." I said with a shrug.

"Okay...well... Umm.. " He trailed off as his expressions hardened on his face.

"Yes what is it?" I asked him politely.

"Uh... What?" He said with a puzzled look.

"Uh.. I thought.. That... Umm.. Never mind so.. "

"Let's order something.. What do you wanna eat?" He asked while cutting me off. He handed me the menu and I started looking.

After ordering our dinner, we started talking about stuff we did on weekends and all. Soon the waiter came with our order.

"Here you go sir.. " He said with low grunt as he kept all the food in front of us.

"Thank you very much." Harry and I both thanked him.

"Ashley.. " He called me and when I looked up his face expressions were all contorted.

"Is everything okay?" I asked as my eyebrows knitted together.

"Umm no.... I mean yes.. Yeah everything's okay.. But no it's not." He grimaced as his expressions dulled.

"Uh.. What happened?" I asked as I started to get worried.

He didn't reply but he looked down as he started fiddling with his fingers.

I held his hand which were sweating as he looked up.

"You can tell me." I whispered as I forced a smile on my face.

He observed my face and then what I heard broke me...

"I'm breaking up with you." These words left his mouth and my smile faded away.

"W-what?" I stuttered. A lump formed in my throat and I was desperately controlling myself from crying.

He didn't reply me but he looked away again.

"Harry?" I called him he didn't look my way.

"Did I do something wrong? Did u get hurt because of me or w-what Harry I don't understand?" I asked while a tear left my eye.

"You didn't do.. Anything." He said as he gulped hard and pressed his lips together. I can tell that he was also controlling himself from crying.

"Then.. Then why?" I whispered. As I started to sob.

He didn't reply.

"Harry look at me." I ordered him my eyes became glossy and my vision was getting blurred.

I gripped his hands hard as he slowly removed his hand from my grip.

"Harry why are you breaking up with me?" I asked him after finding some strength in me.

He breathed heavily but he didn't look at me.

"Harry, answer me please tell me why are you doing this to me?" I said as I started crying. I couldn't control myself. This is not just okay.

"This is the last time you'll ever see me Ashley." As those words left his mouth, I just kept staring at him with my eyes wide and tears were streaming down my face.

"You're... You're.. Joking right?" I asked with fake laugh. Hoping that he says yes.

He breathed heavily again when he looked at me intently and shook his head.

"Harry... I love you.. You can't do this to me." I whispered while sobbing.

"I love you too." He said as he extended his hand to hold mine but I moved my hand away.

"You don't." I said while shaking my head and wiping my tears away.

"Ashley I love you." He said while slightly getting up.

"You don't love me Harry." I raised my voice as I started to cry, grabbing attention of some people.

After a minute of silence.

I got up and garrbbed my bag and started to walkaway. Harry called me twice in a row and ordered me to stop but I didn't. I came out of the restaurant when he shouted me to stop and I gasped.

I stood there when he grabbed my hand and turned me around. Next thing I knew he smashed his lips with me. I kissed him back showing all the love in that kiss. I wanted to tell him and make him feel that I still love him.

After that kiss, we were still so close to each other. He brushed away the strands of hair from my face and hugged me tight.

"Please don't leave me." I whispered while sobbing.

"I love you Harry."

"I love you too." He whispered back and then let me go.

He started walking backwards.. In the crowd...

"Harry don't go." I demanded while crying.

"Good bye Ashley." He said and turned around.

I stood there and I couldn't do anything. He had to go so he was gone.

I was standing there alone. On the street. Crying.

Harry's P. O. V:

Tears left my eyes. My knees were getting weak. I walked to my car and Zayn was sitting in there waiting for me.

"Buddy you okay?" He asked while patting my shoulder after he got out.

"Do I look like I'm okay?" I scolded him.

"Listen.. There was no other way.. " He said while calming me down.

"I know." I mumbled and palmed my face.

"You had to break up with her. You were going on a tour for the whole year. What could've she done without you?"

"I know.. But it's not that easy." I said quietly.

"Yeah it's not. Come on. Let's go." He said and I got in the car. I could see her still standing there looking for me.

"I'm sorry." I whispered and looked away. Soon Zayn drove away from there and I was on the airport.

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Oh my God... Seriously I was teary eyed while writing this chapter lol. It's so sad.. He had to break up with her.

So guys this imagine was actually requested by @Ashley-Mccal. Thank you so much for requesting this one shot imagine although I know I didn't write it perfect as you wanted but I tried it for you and I hope you love it.

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All the love- HH :))

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