jason mccann

"they better not be losers" ethan huffed. he's been pretty moody since our vocalist angel left for college. you see me and ethan love music. i play the guitar, ethan plays the drums, and sometimes we got this bass player and his name is luka he's really dope but he's also in another band so he's not with us full time. now that angel left to another state it means we gotta replace him.

ethan is pretty pissed because he loves angel. like he's in love with angel and now it's too late. i mean it's never too late for love but it's hard to get that through ethans thick ass skull. so i let him be angry. except for today, i don't need him and his horrible attitude scaring off our potential lead singers.

"calm down E, Angel is gone and we need a new singer so fix your face before i fix it for you" i spat. Ethan scoffed and put his legs up on the table.

"whatever dude...whose next?"

"Uh Justin can you come out" i called. i saw a petite hazel eye boy come inside. i felt my heart skip a beat when i saw him. he's fucking adorable, but i don't know. he doesn't have the look we got going on. i would definitely make him my boyfriend though. but uh that's not what we're here for.

"hey i'm justin...i'm gonna just sing one of my own songs if you guys don't mind"

oh and he writes?

"go ahead bud" i smiled. i couldn't take my eyes off of him. he is gorgeous.

"Mark my words, that's all that I have, Mark my words, give you all I got, In every way I will. You're the only reason why, Oh I don't wanna live a lie . Mark my words. Mark my words... So you heard it all before"

my eye widened at the power of his voice in that tiny little body. i had goosebumps along my body, and by the looks of ethan he was in a trance. His singing is beautiful.

"Falling in and out of trust. Trying to rekindle us
Only to lose yourself, But I won't let me lose you And I won't let us just fade away. After all that we've been through, I'ma show you more than I ever could..."

As we watched justin continue his song i felt my heart pumping out of my chest. i never felt this way about angels singing, and angel is great but...justin is phenomenal.

"wow" Ethan spoke first.

"that was amazing justin"

"thank you" he blushes staring at his feet.

"hey can you wait outside for just a sec?" i asked softly.

"uh sure" he smiles.

"i'll come get you" i watched as justin closed the door
behind him. "ethan he was fucking incredible"

"dude i know i watched him"

"so let's cancel these fucking auditions-he's got it E"

"yeah these losers suck anyway" i rolled my eyes and called justin back.

"welcome to the band justin"
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"jason you keep fucking up dude" Ethan mumbles. I do keep fucking up. i can't keep my eyes off justin. his singing puts me in a trance and i can't focus.

"i know" i groaned.

"maybe we should take a break" justin suggest.

three weeks i've been under justin spell, but these have been the best three weeks of practice. i get to just stare and hear him sing.

" yeah let's take 10 i wanna get a smoothie" ethan pout his lips. him and angel used to get smoothies mid practice. "you guys want something?"

justin nodded his head no. " no thanks" we said in unison. ethan nods before shutting the door. i felt my heart jump when i realized i was alone with justin.
"jason?" justin spoke.
"yeah" i replied calmly
"are you okay? i used to watch your band before angel left and you were always so sick on the guitar but now it seems like i don't know forget it it's not my place"

"no justin your apart of the band it is your place. yes i'm fucking up. i'm gonna get my shit together. i promise" i looked at him.

"well good, i really only joined this band because of you" he blushed

"for real?" i felt butterflies erupt from my stomach

"you guys heavily inspired my music. i was even gonna play guitar because of you but singing is better for me" he giggles. he's fucking adorable. i just wanna kiss his forehead.

"i-i can teach you" i rushed. "i can teach you guitar"

"seriously!?"

"i mean of course i don't mind spending more time with you" i tried to hide my smirk . justin's face was flushed.

"fuck! they're closed" ethan grunted. i checked my phone it's 2am.

"well that's why dumbass it's 2 in the morning"

"well i'm going home hungry!" ethan groans. "bye guys" ethan mumbles before closing the door behind him.

"i am hungry" i felt my stomach turn. "do you wanna grab something to eat before you go home?"

"from where?" he snorts.

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"and then ethan literally threw up because he was so nervous" i chuckled.

"but you guys still killed it for your first performance-i was there my ex was performing that night too" justin ate a fry. we ended up going to the 24 hour diner i always go to after practice. i never brought anyone here i usually come alone.

"your ex? justin don't tell me from midnight stars..."

"yes" justin face palmed. "but listen it was honestly just a fling"

"don't tell me he was the guitarist"

"the vocalist" justin mutters.

"oh my god! he is such a loser" i laughed. "why would someone like you be with someone like him?"

"i don't know jase"

jase... he just gave me a nickname. i feel like crying.

"you know you deserve so much more" justin blushed at my statement as he took a sip of his coke.
"but your single now?"

"yeah sadly...and you?"

"single"

"good to know" justin smiles. i wink at him before laughing.

"you know justin i really like you"

"i like you too jase"

i tried to control my excitement. i gotta calm down. chill out jason. you're embarrassing yourself!

"i mean like i don't like you platonically but romantically"

"i know i like you too" he giggles.

"holy shit" i mumbled. "do you wanna go out with me?"

"yes i'll go out with you" justin covered his face from
embarrassment. i felt my heart pumping out of my chest again. i can't handle his cuteness. i removed his hands from his face. justins pink tinted cheeks made me blush in awe.

i cupped his face and kissed his forehead. i wanted to kiss his lips but we didn't even go on a date yet. "do you need me to drive you home?"

"yes please"

i might do a part two. idk tho