Jason

He's so adorable. He's so adorable. He's so adorable.

I watched as he bounced his leg trying to stay awake in class, his hair messy from shaking his head every time his eyes closed.

I smiled to myself, why do I get so pussy when it comes down to know ? I think I make it obvious that I like you...do I?

Oh right, I never introduced him.. his name? It's Justin

He's pretty shy. You see if we are talking ranks, obviously since this is highschool there's this thing called popularity. And I made it to be one of the "popular kids" which is kinda ass cause it makes it hard to shoot my shot at Justin

My friends joking and shit like I won't slap the shit out of them.

I've tried sooo many times to get alone with Justin but something always comes up.

My mind continued to drift in class till a book was slammed on my desk.

"What the fuck?" I exclaimed.

"Language Mr.McCann" my English teacher snapped.

"lAnGuage Mr.mCcAnn" I mimicked picking up my pencil. I noticed a half smile come from justin across the room. I felt my cheeks heat up. He thinks I'm funny?

"For your project I want a joint presentation answering the question "why do you think you are living? and not joking I mean, what's your purpose!? Why do you want to graduate? Live good? For who? Yourself? Family? Answer all these questions"

Sounds interesting

"I've picked your partners"

Fuck

"James and Riley, Trevor and Zack, Anaya and Charlie" I dazed off as she read the names I couldn't help but pray

Please say Jason and Justin

"Jason and Justin"

Yes!

"Alright take the rest of the period to discuss!"

I faced Justin who gave me a small smile. I smirked before walking over to him. "Hey partner" I broke the ice.

This is my chance to get to know him, and maybe he'll like me back.

I remember when I saw Justin the first day of school and I knew I wanted to be with him. Let's turn that thought into a reality.

"Hi" he said shyly. "I can ask her to change partners if you don't want to work with me" he rushed out.

"Justin of course I wanna work with you, I'm glad we're partners"

The bell rang "that's class everyone, project is due next Monday"

"You want to come to my house? To work on the project?" I asked nervously.

"I can't tonight my dads girlfriend is making a stupid dinner and I have to go, unless you wanna come to my house and we work after dinner?" He packed his bag. "Or just maybe tomorrow-" I cut him off

"I'll be there, hand me your phone" I typed in my number and have him his phone back with a wink.

"Just let me know the time and address"

"I- okay" Justin smiles walking out of class with me.

"So who you have right now?" I asked wanting to walk her to class.

"Davis" he sighed.

"I most definitely skipped her class first period" I replied earning a giggle from Justin.

"I wish I could"

"I mean why can't you?"

"I can't skip class Jason...what if we get caught?" He asked shopping in his tracks.

"I'm not gonna peer pressure you cause I know you're not like that but I mean, it could be fun. Show you some places around school you know" I continued. "Besides we have lunch next period..it's up to you"

"Alright, just today"

"Just today" I smiled at him.

"Ok quickly put your bag in my locker, in case we gotta run" I opened my locker.

"Maybe on second thought-" I cut his sentence short.

"Too late partner, you're stuck with me" I smirked grabbing his bag and stuffing it in my locker. Shit his bag heavy what he got in there. Bricks?

I gave him his phone and grabbed his hand. "Off campus we go" we ran towards the front doors as kids scrambled to there classes.

"Off campus!?"

"Shh" I laughed. We ran to my car and drove off.

"Fucking Jason, we better come back I have a chem test last period" he laughed. I smiled okay I got him all to myself now, be yourself.

"I got you. We'll be back before lunch is over, deal?"

"Deal" Justin shook my hand.

"So Mr.Justin, I don't know much about you, how about we start yanno..getting to know each other"

"You wanna get to know me?" Justin scoffed and made a awkward laugh. "Oh you're serious?"

"As serious as a heart attack" he giggled at my comment and took a deep breath.

"Well. I draw. I'm really into art yanno. Music too...I like to sing. I never told nobody that, but uh I like dancing too. Performing even though I'm shy." He spoke. "Sorry I'm rambling, I ramble sorry"

"Don't apologize, I like hearing your thoughts" would've never expected Justin as the performing type.

"Oh well. I like with my pops. He's pretty chill till his girlfriend comes around, then he's like a asshole. And she's not any better but, she keeps him out the house and I like being alone" he then covered his mouth "I'm talking to much"

"Justin it's just me chill"

"Yes it's just you, Jason McCann. Football star all the girl drools over" he mimicked their reactions.

"They don't mean shit if I'm gay" I turned the blvd corner.

"You think you don't have male admirers?" Justin raised a eyebrow.

"Yeah but I got my eye on someone special"

"Oh" his tone shift.

"It's you Justin. You're so naive"

"Me!?" He exclaimed. "Is this a joke? Your friends are always on my dick so if you guys think this is some sick ass prank let me out now!"

"Justin I've liked you for so long! How could you not see my many attempts to try to holla at you"

"Why me?" He raised a eyebrow.

"Why not you?"

"I don't know because I'm Justin?" He shrugged.

"I think you caught my eye for real in English class, you called out brad for being misogynistic and homophobic because he was tryna look cool...I thought that shit was so hot"

Justin laughed "Jason stop oh my god" he blushed.

"It's true though, your fucking smart, funny, adorable, your chill... I wanna get to know you netter if you let me"

"What about your friends?" He asked playing with his fingers.

"Fuck them, they mess with you again I'll slap the shit out of them just tell me" I rasped "I hate bullies, they always giving shit to everybody but when you call them out they think your bitchin"

"So why are you friends with them?" Justin asked blankly.

"Personally I made buddy buddy with them because of football. Then because I became popular the popular kids have to always be around each other. And I hate it"

"You know you don't have to follow high school clicks and cliché" Justin looked at me.

"Yeah I know. We not even friends me and them yanno? We just schoolmates. All they wanna do is smoke and drink, shit is getting old. I just started drifting from them...they don't even have my new number..I got this shit like 2 months ago" I replied "I just be feeling alone...nobody real"

"Well you saved me from Davis, you got me" Justin rubbed my leg as I drove. I felt my cheeks heat up.

"Yeah?"

"Yeah" he smiled softly.

"What's your purpose Justin? Why do you think you're here?" I asked.

"Besides my dad busting in a broken condom in my mom, I think I'm here to create"

"Musically?"

"Everything I think? I love everything of the arts Jason I could never express it. I just wish I wasn't so shy yanno? Perform and shit without feeling...insecure"

"Could you sing for me?"

"N-now?" He stumbled his words.

"I mean yeah"

"Jason I don't know-" I cut him off

"Across the ocean, across the sea, starting to forget the way you look at me now" I sang.

"Over the mountains across the sky, need to see your face need to look in your eyes" I continued. Justin slowly tapping his fingers joined in.

"Through the storm and through the clouds bumps on the road and upside down now I know it's hard, babe, to sleep at nighttt" woah

"Don't you worry- cause everything's gonna be alright" we sang in unison.

We both chuckled staring at each other.

"What you know about that song?" Justin teased

"That's my shit" I smiled checking the time. "Shit we should head back to class"

"Oh yeah, you right" Justin checked his phone. "We should hang out more yanno, since you got your eyes out for me"

"I'll do you one better, a date?"

"The Jason McCann wants to go on a date with me?" He fake fainted.

"Answer my question dork" I playfully rolled my eyes.

"Id love to partner...this Saturday?"

"This Saturday" I repeated with a approving tone.

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Once I dropped Justin off to his class I could not get him out my head. I day dreamed all day about him, and his voice especially.

And we have a date this Saturday.

"Fuck off" Justin hissed as his books dropped to the floor.

"Aw poor justy, where's jase?" The asshole taunts him. Everyone just stares.

" I don't need some guy to come save me" Justin puffs. I ran over to help him pick up his books.

"But he has someone so fuck off" I look up and see Aston. "Are you serious dude? I told you to stop fucking with him" I handed Justin his books

"You wanna hang with losers? Now you're one of them" he pushed my shoulders.

"Don't fucking touch me or Justin again, you heard?" I pushed him back. I looked him up and down who does he think he is.

"This is why fags can't be popular" he spat. something took over me at that point. I hate that word, it's a slur. It's just inhumane to say and I'm done.

I grabbed Aston by the throat and tightened my grip. Gasp rang through my ears once I slammed him against the lockers. "J-Jason" Justin mutters. I snap back into reality to see a purple and blue Aston. I let go of him, he drops to the floor struggling to breath.

"Justin I-" Justin cuts my sentence short after walking away from me.

Fuck

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I went through 7 people to get Justin's address. He hasn't read my text or answered my phone calls. I really like Justin and I hope this incident with Aston doesn't fuck up my chances.

I pulled up to his address and took a deep breath. "You're Jason McCann relax" I said gripping the steering wheel.

"Just- fuck what do even say?" I spoke softly. "Oh yeah I'm sorry I just beat the shit out of this guy and-" knocking on my car window interrupted my chat.

I rolled down the window to see a familiar face.

"What are you doing in front of my house Jason?" Justin asked.

"Oh hi Justin I was- you weren't answering my
Phone calls and I- I thought we was- I- forget it" I mumbled. Great

"Well if you're here. Do you want to work on the project?"

"I thought you was having dinner"

"They went out without me" he spoke. "So yes? No?"

"Yeah! I just didn't bring my book bag"

"You can borrow some of my stuff" Justin said before walking to his house. I turned off my car and followed him.

As we entered the house I noticed there was many pictures of Justin's dad and I guess his girlfriend. None of Justin. Not even baby pictures.

My heart frowned for him.

I followed Justin to his room and watched as he pulled a pen and paper out his bag for me. I looked around his room. Art supplies, drawings, paint spatters. What a artist.

"Sorry for the mess I didn't really expect us working on the project after earlier..." Justin trailed.

"About that" I spoke up "I lost my control I just, Aston is a dick. And so is everyone else in that fucked up school and then I met you. And we had a fucking intellectual conversation and I just- you're you Justin. I rather lose my stupid high school status just to be involved with you" I vented.

"Are you serious?" He asked softly as if he was surprised I enjoy his company.

"Justin yes" I chuckled. 'I really like you' I admit.  Justin blushed as I moved closer to him.

'So will you give me a shot?' I asked.

'Of course you big jerk" Justin smiles.

"Justin!" I heard a man call. It must be his father.

"You gotta go" Justin runs to open his bedroom window.

"I guess you're still in the closet" I put my foot out the window, this ain't my first rodeo.

"Sadly no" he nervously giggles staring at his room door.

"Oh and Justin?' I turned my head after getting my body out his room"

'Yeah?' I pressed my lips against his, before jumping off the roof.

"Call me" I shout. He blushed and waved before closing his bedroom window.

When I posted this chapter I didn't know I posted the old one and not the updated one. Lol this is the actual ending I'm so pissed.