Jason Mccann

I sat in the library waiting for justin. I sit and wait for him here three times a week to spend time with him, but now he told me to move tables because i'm distracting him. i patiently turned a page of a novel i didn't even read the title about. i didn't mean to distract him. i just missed him.

it's been so hard to get alone quality time with him with finals. "Jase come here" i popped my head up and walked towards him. "study these while you wait" he handed me flash cards "i made them for you"
he made these for me, that's so adorable. "okay go back i need to finish this essay"

i frowned and sat across from him. "justin please can you help me with these" i laid out the flash cards. he snorted and pushed them back to me.

"you didn't even try them yet jase"

"but i always do well when you tutor me"

"jase i can't today. maybe tomorrow"

"you said that last time" i huffed grabbing the cards and standing up abruptly. i placed them flash cards in my book bag and left the library. i know justin cares about his grades but sometimes i feel like he doesn't think about me like i think about him. i guess i'll just wait in the park for him. i sat on one of the swings checked my phone.

5;55

i groaned and scrolled threw instagram. "jason" a soft voice called my name. i looked up to see justin.

"did you finish your essay?"

"i wasn't able too...i was to busy thinking about you" he sighed sitting in the swing next to me.

"you never wanna spend time with me. that hurts my feelings jay"

justin froze up playing with his fingers. "i don't mean too"

"like i don't mind staying in the stupid library with you, but you won't even let me stare at you. you started to make me sit away from you. that's not fair."

"so why don't you play basketball with chaz and them till i'm done"

"because i want to be with you" justin's face turned a shade and pink and i smirked. he still gets embarrassed. "your the reason i even come to school...remember i never used to come until you"

"yeah i know" justin turned to me. "i'm sorry jase, i've been rude to you...it's just idk sometimes when your right next to my heart races and i start thinking of things and i won't be able to take my eyes off you" justin covers his face in embarrassment. "i don't mean to be mean-i'm sorry you and don't deserve that, we can figure something else out"

my heart skipped a beat at his words. i stood up from the swings and stood in front of justin. i put two fingers underneath his chin and said "i love you"

justin turned his head to the side and mumbled an "i love you more jase" i cupped his cheeks and pecked his lips.

"i only wanna spend time with you that's all"

"when finals are over i won't be as stressed and we can go one dates again" i smiled at his words.

"so after finals your all mine again?"

"i'm all yours" justin smiles softly. "but till then you should start studying too"

i huffed and removed my hands from his face. "i only study if i'm with you"

"jase don't you wanna graduate? and go to college?"

"i'm not smart enough to go to college anyway, so there's no point in trying to graduate...after you leave i'm just gonna start working for my dad"

Justin stood up, he's smaller then me so he still has to look up, it's adorable. "you don't give yourself enough credit. you are so smart when you actually try. i've seen you do it"

"i don't like school justin"

"i don't think anyone does"

"you do"

"jase i hate school. i'm just trying to endeavor through"

"imagine if we could just runaway. go somewhere new and get jobs...get a little apartment for us...idk"

"i wish it was that simple" justin giggles. "cause i would with you"

butterflies erupt in my stomach after he said that. "i would never let you though"

"and why not?"

"because...your supposed to change the world baby. your too smart for your own good. you're gonna be some millionaire one day for a invention or something i don't know-and i'll still be stuck here"

"you know where ever i go you go"

"you say that now. once you go to college and have smart friends to talk about science or politics your gonna forget all about me. i can't hold a conversation like them"

"well i don't want you to be like them. i-i love you for you jason. life wouldn't feel right if your not by my side" justin looks down at his feet. "i never told you this but your the reason i never give up...when i feel like a failure your always there to make me feel like..a winner"

"cause you are baby" i grabbed his hand and kissed it.

"stop" justin embarrassingly took his hand from my embrace. i stole a kiss before grabbing his backpack.

"before i take you home can we get something to eat?"

"i'll pay since you've been so good" justin took his wallet out.

my heart fluttered at his statement, justin can always make me feel good. i'm not gonna let him pay though. i felt him grab my hand and i intertwined our fingers. usually i'm the one to make the first move, but since justin and me got together he's been more loving. there was a point in time where i had to ask to hug him. now here he is holding my hand. baby steps i guess.

i don't care how long it takes. i wait forever for justin.

AN; this is my favorite couple combination, a not so book smart loving person and a intelligent not as intimate person. i hope you liked it