justin bieber pov

i can't believe he forgot. me and jason have been together for five years now and he forgot our anniversary. oh fuck. five years and he forgot our anniversary. he's probably falling out if love for me....

did he find someone else?

has he been cheating on me?

for a whole month he's been acting like this. maybe i'll just talk to him...but who wants to reminder their significant other about their anniversary.

maybe i'm overthinking!? right? five years...there's no way. jason would never. right? i mean why would he forget...we're in love. we live together. we turned into adults together...

jason is handsome. i'm pretty ordinary. maybe he found someone to match his beauty. no justin stop. i'm overreacting.

"you wanna do uber eats?" uber eats??

"i'm not hungry" i mumbled walking to the bathroom in our master bedroom. i heard a creak at the door and felt someone's strong arms around my torso. he's my home, my peace, how could this? i held back my tears and looked in the mirror to see jason, my lover.

"do you want to go out to eat?"

"do you know what today is?" please say yes jase

"friday?" he raised a eyebrow. he forgot...

"fuck this, jason get out please" i scoff. i felt weak. i felt like my knees would give out and i would cry myself to sleep. i could barely push him out the bathroom. he grabbed my hands and pulled me into his chest. jason why? jason please...

"jay? what's wrong? tell me" he pleads

i felt a tear slip and i began to sob. "you forget our fucking anniversary" i mumbled. it was quiet for a moment . jason recollected himself before walking out the bathroom. "jason?" he's leaving me. he's leaving me for good.

"justin please forgive me" he begged. "let me take you out to dinner" so it's not just a sick prank? he really forgot. he forgot five years with me.

"why should I!?" i sniffled. Jason grabbed my hands and kissed it gently. i felt my heart clench. who knows why he forgot? is it someone else? is this out of pity? are you doing this because we've been together so long that it's too late to find someone else?? but i don't want anyone else. i want him. i want jason.

"please mi amour" he kissed my hand. "i promise the rest of our remaining years together i will never forget this day"

"alright" i sigh giving in. i'm useless. without jason i can't bare life. so if this is cheating or out or pity...i'll take it.

()()()

Jason was on his best behavior. the way he was treating me almost made me forget he forgot our anniversary. i'm still upset though. "you look beautiful tonight baby" he grabbed and kissed my hand. i faked a smile and slowly grabbed my hand from his embrace.

"i know you apologized but i have this pain in my heart...how could you forget" i confessed "jason are you falling out of love for me?" my eyes feared his answer

jason's eyes widened "ok this is done, waiter please bring the bread i can't do this to you anymore" i was stuck. i didn't know what was going on. he can't do this to me anymore? string me along?? is he honestly going to break up with me on our fucking anniversary?

the waiter placed the bread on the table and watched jason searching through the bread then grabbed a specific one, he slid something off of it and it shined. is that a ring? holy shit

"justin i-" jason got on one knee.

holy shit

oh fuck

no fucking way

"justin you are my best friend, my other half, the man i want to grow old with and have a family with..you are everything i want in life. you are the reason i endure everyday so i can come home and see your beautiful face. you are...you are my everything justin and i want you to be mine for eternity. i want to be yours for eternity. so will you please marry me?"

i was at a lost for words. this whole day i felt anger and spite towards jason. i felt humiliated because of my previous thoughts. i really thought the love of my life cheated on me. i felt tears escape from my eyes. i was so lost in jason's eyes,his vulnerable pleading eyes. i love this man with every bone in my body.

"jase of course i'll marry you" jason face lights up. he slips the ring on my finger and springs up to passionately kiss me. it felt like it was just me in jason. in this point of time it felt like we were the only people in the room, in the world honestly. "i-i love you jase"

"i love you more baby...i love you more" his thumb caresses my face the way i love.

it took me a moment to realize the people recording and clapping for our engagement. i blushed at the attention we received. jason grabbed my hand interlocking our fingers, then placed a soft kiss absentmindedly.

()()()

"we're you surprised?" jason asked as he opened our front door. i stared at the rock on my hand then looked to my fiancé.

"for fuck sakes jason" i chucked. "i thought you forgot our five year anniversary...of course i was surprised" i muttered.

"how could i forget one of the most important days of my life" he kisses the side of my head locking the door.

"you had me so worried...my mind was wandering everywhere. i thought you cheated, or fell out of love for me, i thought you were actually gonna break up with me" i admit, my heart aching at the thought.

"hey" he said softly grabbing my face. "you are the best thing that ever happened to me...i'm sorry i did it this way. i felt like such a ass" he frowned.

"you should" i smirk placing a kiss on his lips. he grabs my hips and pulls me closer. our tongues fighting for dominance. i melt in his touch. five years and i still get butterflies when he kisses me, when he holds me, when he touches me.

he's a drug that i can't get enough of. he doesn't even realize the hold on has me under. "justin" he breathes.

"yes?" i run my fingers through his hair.

jason kisses my forehead and smiles. my stomach swarming with butterflies. "i can't wait till your my husband"