4am
Justin Bieber
I sat up and yawned I turned my head noticing Jason not beside me. I wiped my eyes and got up. He probably went to the bathroom but I could use some water.
I felt our dog milo brush past my leg, I crouch down to pet him back to sleep. I went to the kitchen nothing all the lights on and Jason pacing back and forth.
"Jase?" I asked as my eyes adjust to the lighting. I stared at his chiseled chest. He was only wearing boxers, his normal sleep wear.
"Babe? What are you doing up?" He asked as I walked towards him.
"I was just gonna ask you that" I sat on the counter. He grabs my waist holding me. "What's wrong?"
Jason pretends that everything is fine, he lets things pile on top of him till he explodes. I try to comfort him, emotional and physically of course but he thinks his problems will stress me out.
"Nothing, lets go back to sleep ok?"
"No ok Jason, what's upsetting you?" I wrapped my arms around his neck. He looks at me and takes a deep breath. He's worried, but why?
"I-i" he stutters. Jason never stutters. "W-we I mean if you want too" he rushed. "I have a mission" he spoke.
He knows I hate when he goes on missions cause they can be deadly, but that's what I signed up for when I got with Jason McCann.
I'm used to his missions now, he'll be gone for a week, but that's why we got milo to keep me company. I just don't understand why it's a big deal.
I raised an eyebrow "okay?"
"For a y-year" my heart drops.
"A year!?" I exclaimed. Jason steps back and begins to pace again. A whole year?
"That's why I'm asking...for you to come" he stops in his tracks. My parents don't approve of Jason. They didn't come to the wedding, they wouldn't come to our house party, they didn't even come check on me when Jason got shot. But the thought of leaving Canada, knowing my parents won't know I'm gone leaves me nauseous.
"Of course I want to go with you Jason, your my husband" I sigh. "But a year of you doing a mission? That's dangerous!"
"Thats not that I'm worried about" he grabs my waist. He put his head in my chest. "Do you want to go for real?"
"Of course my love" I run my fingers through his head. "Why are you so stressed about asking me? Of course I would go"
"I-I feel like you're going to leave me Justin" he admits, looking up. His eyes are red. Is he crying?
"Are you going to divorce me Justin?"
"Jason where are you getting this from?" I ask.
"Your parents" he explained "I hear you cry when I-I accidentally bring them up, or when we see pictures of them on Instagram with your brother. I'm not dumb Justin."
"I know your not dumb" I grabbed his hand.
"You know your parents will never accept you knowing that you're with a criminal, I saw the letter they wrote you" my heart dropped.
Flashback
I went through the mail and saw a letter with my parents address on it. My eyes widened. I immediately opened and read the letter
Dear Justin,
Hello son, it's been too long. 5 years actually tomorrow. It's a disgrace you chose a man over your own family. Let alone a criminal. We understand you're gay but to pull this stunt is shameful to the Bieber family. This is why we no longer associate with you, but after deep thoughts me and your mother decided to let you back into the family. The only condition is, you must divorce that disgrace of a man and never contact him again. We will be waiting for your response. Become a Bieber again.
I glanced at the wedding photo of me and Jason. I cried so much before the wedding because my parents weren't coming. Jason stopped the wedding and everything to calm me down. To make sure I was sure about marrying him and that my happiness mattered to much to him for him to watch me suffer without being a "Bieber" anymore.
That's when I knew Jason was my soulmate.
"Hey babe" he came in and kissed my cheek softly.
"You want to finish watching money heist?" He smiles. I crumbled the note and threw it.
"Sure" I don't need to be a Bieber anymore.
I'm a McCann
Flashback over
"Jason, why didn't you tell me" I sighed. "I would never leave you Jason. You are the absolute love of my life jase"
"I don't know Justin. I feel like I fucked your life up sometimes, sometimes I think your to good to me, that I don't deserve you. That one fuck up will force you to divorce me and see me like how your parents see me" I grabbed his face.
"Jason on July 13,2017, my wedding vows...I meant every word. You didn't fuck my life up Jason. You made it better. You have my whole heart. Sometimes I miss my parents, but at the end of the day fuck them if they can't stand to see me happy."
"Jase, this marriage is for life, and even after" I kissed his lips. He held me close like if he let go I would disappear.
"I love you so much Justin" he says. I closed my eyes enjoying the hug he was giving me.
"So now what?" I asked. "Where are we moving?"
Jason ran his fingers through his hair. "I don't know yet, I didn't accept it without getting a okay from you first" I smiled at his response.
"Well tell them, that we're in"
Jason grabbed me I squealed as I wrapped my legs around his waist. He dropped me on the bed kissing down my neck. "Justin?"
"Y-yes" I moaned.
"You got my heart" he stopped and looked down at me. His chain dangling above my head.
"And you got mine" he smiles and continues to kiss down my neck, then back up pecking my lips a few times.
He pulls me into his arms holding me. I turn my head to our clock. 4:22 it read.
Jason ran his fingers through my head. I love being a McCann much more than being a Bieber. I'd take Jason over my parents any day.
"Babe?" I called.
"Mhm?"
"Next time just talk to me ok? Do you see how we just solved what you was stressing about in just a few minutes. I'm here to help babe."
"I get scared sometimes too Justin, I don't like stressing you out Jay. You're all I have. At the end of the day, you still have your family once I'm gone. Without you I'm forever alone"
"You'll never be alone with me still living" I felt him kiss the top of my head.
"Let's go to sleep eh? It's like four am, I stressed enough at this hour" Jason demands
"Goodnight Mr.McCann" I yawn.
"Goodnight Mr.McCann" Jason chuckles.
It never gets old
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