[ This is not part 2 of the previous chapter. I'll post that whenever ]

Another normal day at school for the teenager, Baekhyun.

Baekhyun was gay. So were his friends, but they don't dare tell anyone. If anyone found out, they're dead. It wasn't acceptable to be gay for both genders or else they would be tortured to death.

To hide the fact that they like boys, they would practically sleep with every girl in school. They were known as the school's fuck boys. Baekhyun didn't do that though. He was more of an introverted person. Always keeping things to himself and not letting anyone know how he truly feels.

There was one person who could read him; Chanyeol. Chanyeol was his secret boyfriend. They've been dating for almost a year without anyone knowing, except their friends of course.

They would exchange glances at school sometimes, but not too long or else someone would notice and figure out that they were gay. Chanyeol was apart of the fuck boy crew. It hurt Baekhyun to see him sleep with countless amount of girls, but he doesn't hate him. He's only doing that to hide the fact that he's gay, right?

The bell rang signalling school was over. Baekhyun was excited becasue he could finally see his boyfriend after 5 agonizing, long periods of classes.

"Chanyeol" Baekhyun called to his boyfriend/best friend "Ready to go home?"

Just then, a girl came and clung unto Chanyeol's arm. He rolled his eyes and Baekhyun just sighed. This happens everyday, but Baekhyun couldn't quite get use to it.

"Sorry, Baek. Maybe n-"

"Next time. I know" Baekhyun finished Chanyeol's sentence

Chanyeol just gave him a weak smile and went away with the girl. Baekhyun sighed and turned to leave. Guess he's walking since he hates taking the bus and his ride just left.

"Baekhyun-ahh" Luhan called out to him "Want a ride home?"

Baekhyun smiled and ran towards his friend. He got inside the car and saw his best friends who were Luhan, Sehun, Xiumin and Suho. Those were just a few though. The rest were probably with some girls just like Chanyeol was.

He had 11 best friends and all of them were paired with each other. He met all of them in high school, except for Chanyeol and Sehun. Those two were his childhood friends.

The car ride had a lively mood, despite the fact that some of them were heartbroken because of their boyfriends.

The car came to halt and Baekhyun opened the door and got out.

"I'll see you guys tomorrow" Baekhyun said and waved at them.

"I'll call you later" Sehun said and smiled at him

He smiled back, then Luhan started driving. He sighed sadly and went inside his house. The thing about Baekhyun is that he lived alone. His mother died while giving birth to him and his father died in a fire incident.

He gets money from his aunt, who occasionally sends some for him. She offered Baekhyun to live with her, but he declined. He rather stayed in his small, comfortable home where his friends were, than live in the States.

Baekhyun opened his front door and did not expect to see a girl on top of Chanyeol, riding him. His eyes widened and he muttered a 'sorry' before running up the stairs.

He slammed his door shut and started crying. He really hated the fact that Chanyeol was fucking those girls and he was hurt, but it hurt more that they're doing it in his house. His goddamn house!

The pain was too much for Baekhyun to handle, so he took out a new blade and placed it on his pale skin with shaky fingers.

He didn't normally cut, but he heard his friends talk about it and how good it felt on their skins. He also heard that it could distract you from the unbearable pain in your heart.

Baekhyun wanted to distract himself. He needed a distraction so badly. He took the blade and almost cut himself, but his phone rang.

Letting out a long, heavy breath that he didn't know he was holding, he dropped the blade and picked up the phone.

"H-hello?" he answered in a shaky voice

"Baek, are you okay?" he heard Sehun's voice over the phone

"Yeah, I'm fine" Baekhyun lied "What do you want?"

"I was just checking on you, that's all" Sehun said in a monotonous tone "I'm hanging up now, okay?"

"Okay" Baekhyun said and waited for Sehun to hang up the phone.

Once he heard the dead tone in the phone, he started crying. His tears blurred his visions and it head started hurting. He fell to the floor, clutching his stomach. He hated this life. He hated having to hide his sexuality and Chanyeol hurting him. He wanted to die.

He heard the door downstairs shut and footsteps coming up the stairs. The door opened and he looked to see Chanyeol.

Chanyeol had this 'I'm sorry' expression on his face, but that didn't make Baekhyun feel any better. His heart was hurting like crazy and his head was pounding painfully in his head.

Chanyeol picked Baekhyun up from the floor and hugged him, whispering comforting words in his ears.

"I'm tired" Baekhyun cried "Tired of living this way. I'm hurt Chanyeol. I have no one. No one who truly cares about me. No one who can love me the way I love them. I'm alone, Chanyeol. All alone"

Chanyeol held Baekhyun tighter and just let him rant his feelings to him. He hate hurting Baekhyun, but he can't be founded out. He's scared. 

Right there and then, Baekhyun fell asleep in his arms

-Time skip-

It was lunch time. Almost every students were in the cafeteria ordering and eating their lunches. Baekhyun was sitting at his table with his friends and playing with his food. He couldn't eat. Something was bothering him and he needed to get it off his chest.

He stood up and took a deep breath. He stood on the table and placed his hands around his mouth to project his voice.

His friends were confused on what he was doing, but they didn't stop him.

"May I have your attention" Baekhyun shouted loudly and he gained the attention of everyone.

He took a deep breath "I have something that I must tell everyone."

There was a long pause and everyone was getting impatient. Chanyeol walked in the cafeteria zipping up his pants and had a confused expression when he saw Baekhyun standing on the table.

Baekhyun took another long breath "I-I'm...I'm gay"

Everyone gasped, shocked by the boy's confession. Other boys threw him scornful looks and some already took some food in their hands ready to throw at him.

"And-"

"Baek, please" Xiumin begged him. He knew that he was going to tell them that all of them were gay.

Baekhyun sighed and held down his head. He felt something sticky on his face. He touched it and realized it was a half eaten pizza. Dozens of foods started flying in his direction, messing up his clothes and his beautiful face.

He just stood there and let them throw it at him. What did he expect? Them to be all happy about him being gay and accept him? Hell no! This was the complete opposite. His face was no longer visible and his clothes were stained in food and juice.

His friends couldn't even stop them, but they did manage to pull him down from the table. They shielded him and took him to the bathroom.

All of them felt bad for him, but they couldn't do anything more. They were as weak as he was, but not as brave to do something like he just did. Though he was crying, he was happy. He finally revealed his true identity to the school with no regrets.

"Look what they did to you" Lay said and wiped Baekhyun's face with a wet napkin "I'm sorry"

Baekhyun smiled "No need to apologize. I understand, really. I did that for me. I couldn't stand not being able to express my true self and pretend to be someone I'm not"

The bathroom door opened, revealing a very pissed Chanyeol.

He stood at the door with his arms folded and the angry expression on his face.

He waited until they cleaned Baekhyun before he simply said "out"

They all listened and he shut the door with the lock.

He went over to Baekhyun and gripped his shoulders tightly.

"Are you fucking stupid?" Chanyeol shouted angrily at him "Do you want to fucking die?"

Baekhyun just smiled and stared at Chanyeol.

"You're smiling?" Chanyeol said, the anger taking its course through his body

He pushed Baekhyun against the stall and shouted at him. Baekhyun remained calm and waited for Chanyeol to finish.

"I'm not stupid, and I don't care if I die" Baekhyun said in a low tone, which made Chanyeol more pissed off.

He balled his fist and punched the wall beside Baekhyun's face.

"When you get out there, they're going to beat you up and guess who's going to protect you? Nobody. Nobody, Baek. No matter how sorry they feel for you, no one's gonna care, just like I won't"

Baekhyun was shocked by Chanyeol's words. Is this even his Chanyeol talking to him right now?

"Wow, you're such a good boyfriend" Baekhyun mumbled and pushed Chanyeol out of his way.

He unlocked the door and was greeted with a punch to his face. It was from the school's biggest homophobic person. Baekhyun's nose was bleeding and he feel to the floor with a kick from behind in his spine.

More people joined and began beating the shit out of him, but who would help? Not anyone in the school. Not his friends. And definitely not Chanyeol.

Baekhyun was coughing out blood, but a smile was on his face. He did expect this to happen, but he didn't care. he just hated living his life in a lie and belief that he was straight.

They were still kicking him, but he couldn't feel anything. His body was numb and he didn't register what was happening anymore. He was practically dead.

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4 hours have passed and no one dared touch Baekhyun. It was orders from the bullies who threatened to kill anyone who touched him.

Baekhyun's eyes opened and pain hit him in all directions. He looked around and realized that he was still in school. He can't believe no one helped him. His friends. were they really his friends? His boyfriend, Chanyeol. Was he even his boyfriend? Did he mean anything to him at all?

Baekhyun found the strength and crawled towards the exit door. Luckily, he made it out. Next was to go home or anywhere he could manage to go. He crawled and crawled for what felt like hours, but was actually 20 minutes.

He was in the middle of the road, trying desperately to move before a car crushed him. Unfortunately, he was late. A truck ran straight over his body, crushing the last of his bones. He was dead. His lifeless body laid in the street, with a faint smile on his face.

People started gathering around and inspected the boy. The boy was indeed dead.

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The funeral was over and one person stayed behind, kneeling at the grave. Chanyeol.

His eyes were filled with tears and bloodshot red.

"Pabo!" he shouted at the top of his lungs "Pabo"

"Why did you have to be this stupid Baekhyun?"

"You should've just kept your mouth shut"

"Look where you are now. In the grave. Baek, I didn't even tell you goodbye"

"I'm such an ass. I deserve to die. Wait for me, Baek. Don't raise up out of your body yet, I'm coming for you"

"I'll be joining you tonight"

"Which do you think is better? Hanging myself or jumping off a cliff?"

That night they founded a dead boy hanging from his ceiling with a note stitched in his skin, saying that he wished to be buried beside his boyfriend. 

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