"Sometimes you need to feel the pain of love before actually falling in love"

Presenting you all the love which crossed brith just to complete it's incomplete task of making the soulmates fall in love again

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Swara looked outside the car window grabbing her garland tightly.
While Sanskaar quietly focused on his driving glance occasionally on his wife who didn't said anything since they got married

Swara pressed her lips refraining herself from falling weak or crying over a man who isn't worth of!

Perhaps She was grateful that a man with ethics saved her from being a predator to society
But did she showed her gratefulness to him after knowing how much he has to go through for such step.

She remembered the small flashback

*
Where he despite everyone's yelling married her without even giving them a chance to explain themselves.

After completing the seven vows with her the new pandit declared them as married couple.
He knew what next thing will happen so he grabbed her cold hand in his.

"Now no one should say a word against my Wife. She's nothing related to kabir so I hope all will stop giving her taunts which she isn't responsible of! "
He said loud enough for making his relatives and guest aware of the fact

Sanskaar's father came and slapped him while his mother just gave a pit full look to the couple

"How dare you disobey me? "
His father yelled at him angrily

Swara got scared looking at her boss just being slapped by his father and she knew the reason was her

Sanskaar just chuckled grabbing his jaw which did hurted him

"So Why did you gave me such order to obey Dad? Didn't you saw how people were humiliating her when it was our Kabir who didn't even gave a fu*k before ruining this girl's life? "
He yelled loudly taking out his anger which he had kept inside after knowing how Kabir didn't cared about Swara and just left her infront of all to become a joke. He maybe did mistake to leave her but not now he won't leave her hand at any cost even the world try to seperate her from him❣️

"So Why you are being great to do that act? Do you even know what marriage means? Kabir must have got to knew this girl's real truth that's why he left her neither which boy runs away from his own wedding"
Now it was his mother who has started hating Swara from snatching her son

"Exactly didi It's this girl's fault. Why would my Kabir run away from his wedding. She must be characterless or something that's why my son didn't wanted to disclose it and ran away quietly"
Kabir's mother said proudly but soon she was cut off but our Sanskaar😁😁

"Chachi please"
He sighed and chuckled knowing how pathetic his family could be

" Enough of your accusations towards my Wife! I swear I won't bear it next time "
His stern voice made his entire family quiet whereas Swara looked on.

"This is what called being protected by someone"
She thought staring at that man who is the sole person who took a stand for her

You son was born coward if he would have a single courage inside of him he would have not let this girl being humiliated by society. But still that jerk choose this way and here She is bravely handling all of you by listening to your baseless taunts which are of seriously no use. You'll just pointed finger at her pure character just because she choose to love Kabir and stood here. If she would be wrong she would have ran away like your son Kabir not standing here and listening to this shits.
I bet If Swara would have run away from her wedding and here Kabir was sitting I assure you situation would be so different that you'll would be consoling Kabir still badmouthing this girl of doing such a heinous act. So don't you'll dare make me understand your logics
I stand by this girl now and Forever! "

His words made everyone quiet present there and at that moment His respect in her eyes grew a little more❣️

....

Swara came out of her flashback looking at Sanskaar who was still driving

"Thank you"
Sanskaar flinched at her sudden voice

"Sorry What? "
He got happy to atleast listen to her voice

"Thank you for standing up for me. I would be having no one today of you wouldn't have have married me"
She said bluntly without thinking of anything

Sanskaar smiled at her honesty

"I was actually sorry that without your consent I actually married you. I am sorry if you are not comfortable with me. I just did to make them all quiet"
He sounded guilty now which started making her guilty..

"No please you did right thing. Atleast you aren't like some jerk who are cowards. You did that to save my dignity for which I respect you and owe you my life Sir"
She smiled a little at the end of her sentence. Though she don't know what's happening in her life but she trust this man who went against everyone to save her dignity. She knew she could trust him.

Sanskaar parked his car as they reached their destination

"Let's stay here until the matter cools down"
He said in his deep voice opening car door.

Swara nodded at his words removing the garland and throwing it at the backseat and moving along with him

They got a honeymoon suite in lavish hotel.

Swara started to feel awkward once they both were alone in that huge room.
She have always respected and saw Sanskaar as his Boss but now spending the night with him started giving her chills

She sat down on couch feeling uncomfortable with her heavy dress and jewellery

Sanskaar noticed her uneasiness as he ended his call with his someone

"Swara"
He whispered as the room was absolutely silent

"Yes Sir"
She immediately stood up kind of habituated by her daily routine😂

"You don't need to address me as Sir now. Sanskaar is fine"
He said in his light funny joke to lighten the atmosphere.

She nodded being awkward again

"I told the staff before hand to arrange some normal clothes for us. They must kept in the wardrobe so you can change into something comfortable and easy. "
He gave her an assuring look to which she just smiled for understanding her

"And listen We've been married but there's nothing force in it. Let's take our time to understand each other first and if you find any problem in this relationship or with me you have all your freedom to speak. So don't ever think you are abide by me. "

As always his less words leave a great impact on her. She felt the unusual deepness in his words so she smiled lightly acknowledging all his words and accepting him

(Later at night, )

When their night routine was almost over,

Swara looked at her hand which had kabir's name written on her palm with henna. She finally dropped her tears chuckling at her miserable life.

"I know I won't be a good husband in future but let's get married I promise to learn from my mistakes" This was the line which made her trust him to get marry with him

"I would never forgive you Kabir till the day I die I am never going to forget the pain you caused me"
Slowly her tears took the form of pain which was hidden in heart.

She didn't realised when Sanskaar came and sat beside her.
He couldn't hold himself back watching her holding her pain.
How could he see her crying like that when she did was nothing wrong

"You can take your emotions out Ms. Raichand. No one is looking at you.
Don't keep your feelings bottled up. Take it out"
As soon as his comforting words was heard by Swara she couldn't control herself anymore longer. This was same voice who encouraged her to change. She wanted to let him and only him know her this side.

Slowly her heavy eyes let the tears fall which she was hiding since whole night. Soon the room was filled with her little sobs and which turned into hiccups as she was recalling everything in her mind.

"Why all this happens to me Sir"
She hiccuped and clutched his tshirt tightly letting all her emotions out.

"Why he betrayed me like that when all I did is to love him"
He listened to her every word and somewhere he blamed himself too for letting Kabir play with her heart. If he knew Kabir's intention he would have never let him talk with Swara even for once.

"First my parents left me, then my step mother's torture, then this society's taunts towards me, then tonight's scenario. I wonder what bad I ever did to someone to face all this things"
She narrated him everything. Whatever bad things happened in her life.

.

From her parents departure from her life to her step mother ill treatment. She said everything.

Her weeping was making it hard for him to not shed a tear. How much this pure soul has beared in her little span of lifetime. All he could see was an obedient girl who did her job very good but he didn't knew she hides this much pain behind that face

Their first night went by him consoling her and being her comfort place.
He didn't realised he had fallen in love with the same girl again.
And She eventually knew whatever the situation would be in future for now she has gotten someone as her's! ❣️

Next morning,

Swara scrunched her eyes waking up due to the noise of Sanskaar speaking with his client on mobile.

She immediately got panicked because of her nightwear infront of her boss then she realised He's her husband after last night.
She sighed remembering last night events, How it took a 360 turn in her life

"I'm sorry, Did I wake you up? "
Sanskaar asked as soon he cuts his call and looked over her

He had a small smile on his face when cutely nodded in No, then tied her messy hairs into bun

"Are you going some where? "
Swara asked as she glanced a look at him who was total ready in his formal suit.

"Office, I have rescheduled the meeting with Mehta's as they are leaving to overseas tomorrow so I can't delay this project anymore. You rest up a bit and I have ordered one guard outside the room if you need anything"
He said all in one go while wearing his watch and taking a glance at her.

For a moment she thought over his idea

"Boss I'll also accompany you for this project just wait for me"
She spoke getting up but tripped on her way

"Easy "
He spoke as he took a hold of her wrist making her stand properly

"Swara you don't need to be there, I'll manage myself"
He reassured her

"But Boss -"
She was about to explain herself when he interrupted her

"I know what you feel Swara but this time is seriously not right. You also don't want to be centre of attraction in office right? "
The main reason why he was hiding her from everyone

She nods hating the fact of being everyone's attention but she still wanted to help him as his secratary the way she has done up till now

He noticed her upset face and smiled lightly

"Trust me nobody will take your place at my office even if If there was a chance I won't let that happen. "
He knew what words she's desperate to hear

"I just want you to take some time rest from all this till the mess get clear"
She smiled seeing this side of shade in her boss which is 'understanding'

"This meeting isn't that hard because you have already convinced them just a little push is required which you will do. So be relaxed and take your calming pill before starting"
She said remembering how he often needs this type of medicine as he gets stressed when it comes to meetings and presentations

For a minute he actually didn't knew who he was communicating,
His secretary or his wife😅

Time skip

Later at evening

Swara was busy snoring after having movie marathon and eating bucket of popcorn.
Surely she was enjoying her holiday seriously now😂😂

But her beauty sleep was disturbed when she heard knock on door.

She wiped her eyes before going to door and opening it

"Yes? "
She asked in her sleepy voice looking at the male figure who was Sanskaar's driver

"Mam Sir has sent this for you and he said he would here in 10 minutes to take you somewhere"
He said his message and left.

She closed the door and opened the package being a little excited

The package was lavender simple gown.
She was little astonished that he had bought exactly her body size.

She quickly followed his message without giving much thought to his message

Time skip

"On time"
Sanskaar answered looking at his watch and then on Swara who has perfectly settled herself on passenger seat in his car

"How was your meeting? "
She asked as if this was only thing she kept on her mind all this while

Sanskaar smiled starting his car
"Do you expect either way? "
His cocky reply did made her wonder that yes he had cracked the deal

"I knew it Boss, Congratulations"
The genuine smile didn't left her face. Ever since she has started working for him She had understood how hardworking and passionate he is for his work. The amount of dedication and time he gives to all his projects, meeting she's all a part of it so she knew how much this deal means to him

"This was nothing without the help of other employees and especially you who had worked extra hours to make this happen."
He obviously knew how much Swara has proved herself to better than the other employees who are less working and more in gossiping but Swara had always worked to impress him with her work.
That was the first quality of hers which attracted him towards her💕

She smiled but suddenly remember that they are going Somewhere

"But where are we heading to? "
She asked facing him and his sudden change in expression didn't gave her any good feeling

I'm taking you to our Home"
His disclosure did gave her a racing heartbeat. She knew nobody likes her at that house but she has no reason to escape

Her silence made him worry a little
"You have visited my house before Ms. Raichand you too know I live in separate Mansion"
His confident voice did gave her some positive vibes. She remembered that Sanskaar's family own 3 Mansions in which One is solely owned by Sanskaar the other one is owned by his parents and the third one is for his sister and her husband

"Things are messed up already and I won't think your parents would accept me this soon"
Her worry was genuine as she has seen how his mother clearly dislikes her

"It's matter of some days, they would eventually accept you. "
His small replies always makes her heart feel content

"Boss did He returned with Tara? "
Her sudden question made his jealous cell ignite within him. Though he love her enough but he can't help but feel jealous over Kabir who she loves and not him

"I don't know probably not. But according to what I know of Kabir he won't be able to stay for more days far from here. "
She hummed at his response. She doesn't know why Kabir's question popped in her mind. There's still some her unanswered questions which she needs

The awkward silence soon filled in their car as they both don't know what to say.
For Sanskaar he was a bit disheartened, He had married her but he cannot make himself up to her about the love he has for her

Suddenly it started pouring, it started from little to heavier rain with thunderstorm too

"Wow this is why I don't like this weather . They happen so suddenly"
Swara spoke having a certain sort of discomfort looking at rain.

"You don't like rain? "
Sanskaar spoke concentrating more on driving

"I'm not fond of it."
Swara replied not wanting to answer this deeply

"Why not? Rain are so beautiful they indicate the feeling of finding long lost love while you slowly get drench in it, like you see this thunderstorm it makes our heart little scared whereas this rain gives us peace when they are poured"
Swara looks at him astonishingly as when did her boss was such a poetic man

"Rain are also like unwelcomed guest you just need to welcome them with an open heart then see how this rain gives us happiness"
His twisted words did made her wonder where her Boss actually went😅

"You surely do like rains"
She chuckles looking at his smile watching the pouring

"Alot. When I was small I had got a lot of scolding because I use to play so much in rain that I would catch cold the other day for sure"
She smiled looking at him opening his childhood story with her

"You must be really handful"
She slowly got comfortable indulging with him and slowly she was finding a friend which she wanted since years.
And for him he was finding a much better person in the form of his wife.

After a while they reached his residence where he took his car directly to his mansion.

"From now this Our home"
Sanskaar informed her when they got out of his car

Swara was actually surprised that in her entire life she haven't gotten her own apartment now she found it quite funny when he without any second thought just declared his house as hers 💖

"Can I ask you something?"
This time Swara gathered courage to ask what's been bothering her since yesterday

Sanskaar nods putting his hands inside his pocket as the weather got chilly post rain

"Why are you doing this? "
This question made all his attention over hers , How could he confess his feeling when he wasn't prepared for it

And seems like his wish was granted as they were disturbed by certain voice

"Sanskaar you came? "
He turned around to look at his mother who was coming towards him with his sister and sister in law

"You really wanna do this Sanskaar"
She was talking to him but her eyes were on Swara giving her disgustful looks

"Mom let's not take this any further. I am already tired"
He requested not wanting to hear any disrespect towards Swara

"Since morning Mom is handling all relatives call that how you married your own secretary and your cousin would be wife. You know being the CEO you are spoiling the company's image"
It was his small sister Radha who had same hateful view towards Swara

"Well about reputation it doesn't suits from your mouth Radha who with her husband is living in our house, mooching our money"
Swara literally looked at Sanskaar surprisingly. He was always this blunt.

"It's not your money which we are living of. The house is built on my share which I have on this property and My husband works as Team leader in the company"
Sanskaar chuckled at her giving excuses

"Please save your explanation my dear sister"

Swara knew Sanskaar and his sister don't share some friendly bond since the start.

"I'll be inside"
Swara spoke giving them space and her one line sentence did made all the attention diverted towards her

She breathed heavily as she sensed gazes of his mother and sister on her. She straight away partially ran inside the mansion to avoid them

"Enough of your fights. Sanskaar end this relationship, I'll tell your father to handle things at company just you get to divorce her"
His mother brought the topic of divorce so casually that it isn't big issue to him.

He clenched his jaw forcing a smile as how unbelievable his parents could be

"I didn't married her to leave her mom. I hope you won't bring this topic again. And second thing if you want your son back accept Swara as daughter in law of this house"
Sanskaar told being firm on his decision

"Leave this idiot on his own, If he doesn't know what is the difference between a rich family girl and in orphan normal Secretary then we should leave him on his own"
His father yelled standing behind but was able to hear all their conversation. And he was beyond disappointed in their perfect son who was not only successful but was also a good son

"Do whatever you want"
His mother went away from there reaching her highest peak of getting angry.
Radha too followed her before giving a last glare to his brother

All his family left leaving his sister in law there

"You know how our family is. It would take them months to accept your decision"
It was his sister in law who tried to give him hope

"I am ready to wait Bhabhi unless they aren't insulting Swara"
He ruffled his hairs in frustration

"Well insults are normal from elders in this house"
She knew how much one has to bear to survive in this clan

"If it is, then I'll keep her away till everyone start respecting her"
He smiles before leaving inside his mansion

Inside of mansion,

Sanskaar saw Swara sitting there busy in her laptop

She sensed someone coming in and saw Sanskaar standing there,
He was about to go to his room but was stopped by her voice

"Why are you doing this Sir? "
She asked moving towards him keeping all her work aside

He gazed upin her to find worry in her eyes

"Why did you marry me Sir?"
She asked that question which is bothering her since she married him

"Do you really need an answer to that?"
He cross asked her being totally blank how would he hide his feelings now

"Yes"
She replied still not moving her eyes from his eyes. Ever since she met him, she would always get lost in his eyes as if she's longed to see them since years

"I respect you isn't that enough of an answer! I cannot see you getting humiliated there infront of everyone when you did nothing"
He answered with honesty hiding the fact he's also in love with her

"So if some other woman would be in my position, you would have done that? "
Her questions were getting intense and so was her heartbeat. She didn't expected much from Sanskaar as it wasn't even a week since her heartbreak from Kabir. But she was expecting a good reason for becoming his partner

He replied being pissed off now
"No because that woman wouldn't be you. I had only taken this decision of marrying because I know you"
His short reply gave the smile which she hided after hearing harsh comments towards her.

She started doubting his greatness for sympathy

"People will judge you Swara but you have to be sure of things going on in your life. As I have always said you deserve to be respected, you deserve to be happy and I took decision of marrying you in my whole senses. No other girl would match the qualities which you have so don't degrade yourself by anyone's comment"
He spoke holding her shoulders. Though he cannot confess his feelings directly but he was trying to slowly tell her about his raw feelings towards her.

"You may not know but you are beautiful, you are a girl who doesn't hesitate to help others even if they had done bad to you. Girls like you have been so rare to see Swara but you're an exception."

She always had a hard time loving and accepting herself and after being in relationship with Kabir it deeply affected her self esteem but here Sanskaar with his deep words was trying to regain that confidence in her which she had already lost.

"And from now on treat yourself with respect so others won't dare to treat you bad. You aren't just my secretary but My wife which give you all the rights you deserve automatically so hence forth if someone say against you make sure to remind them their place. And if still they don't realise their place you know your boss knows how to do it"
He winks at her at the end of her sentence to which she chuckles in tears.

She didn't had any place for love in her heart but she had huge amount of respect towards this man.
She was regretting for falling for a jerk like Kabir when Man like Sanskaar exist who understand you

"I'll be back after changing"
He walked away giving her time to adjust to his words.

"It would be a simple thing to anybody but for me this was the best thing anyone had ever said to me. Understanding someone's mental health and even boosting their loosing confidence. I feel now all of Kabir's depressing words vanishing after hearing Boss lines. I feel I could change myself for better and smile unlike people want me to be sad I'll be more happy with my life. As it given me a chance to be someone's wife who respects me alot"
She smiled getting a new vibe in her for starting tomorrow with new Swara

Sanskaar smiled from above stairs looking at her smiling
A small smile instantly crept on his own face, this is what falling in love face looks like 💕💕💕

************

So yes Swara had a good change in her starting in the coming days.

On her persistence she had started working again in the company, Sanskaar made sure to shift her cabin and secondly if anyone found spreading any gossip or rumour against her they would be terminated or fired this was strict action taken by Sanskaar

Swara didn't knew why Sanskaar always wins her heart by sweet kind of gestures but everytime she wants to give him a chance all the memories of Kabir keeps flashing in her mind reminding her of the heartbreaking moments spend with him. This is the reason whenever she would felt something for Sanskaar she couldn't gather courage to fall in love again.

Sanskaar's family also accepted Swara after a month, even though their actions spoke either ways. Sanskaar's mother and sister use to mock Swara occasionally whenever they use to come for casual dinner but Swara never said them anything back because she was little happy to find a friend in that house which was Sanskaar's sister in law who treated Swara as his own sister.
Swara was finally recieving the love which she deserved from Sanskaar and his sister in law too.

Sometimes behind Sanskaar's back his sister in law use to protect Swara from her in laws as she knew how cruel their taunts would get.

Office atmosphere also would take a toll on Swara but now she feared nothing. Now people would fear her as she is not just normal secretary but the wife who they work under for! Sanskaar was very persistent in giving her the respect which she deserves and finally he was succeeding too.

But he was failing only in one phase which was winning her heart. He would try everything for her like taking her for shopping or sometimes dinner date but all he could see his Secretary talking with him. He wanted the real Swara which he saw when she was with Kabir he wanted that kind of response but she never did!

Of course he being the patient guy he decided to wait for her to open

........

The day had to come when his little jealousy would take bigger form when Swara will face Kabir her biggest nightmare

"Boss see it's your fault if I don't turn out to look beautiful in the party. I don't look good in black"
Swara whined like a child looking at her boss/husband who was enjoying her condition whilst driving to the party

"Don't you trust me? You are looking fab in this black dress"
He smiled looking at her who was pouting like a baby.

Finally she has started being the real Swara with him. Though she has kept same boundaries between them but still she was unknowingly opening herself infront of him maybe she had started trusting him

"You tell this everytime even if I wear some other dress or colour"
She snorted back stating the fact that he never leaves a chance to compliment her

'Well that's not my fault that you look beautiful in every dress you wear Mrs. Sanskaar Maheshwari"
She blushed at his smooth move. She never thought in any of her dream that man who is cold and reserved type of person would be this talkative and romantic for her

They both were going to a business party of Sanskaar's close friend and Sanskaar's whole family was invited to that party.

As they reached the party Sanskaar tried to keep Swara close to him but due constant calling of his partners he went away from her for just a while to attend them

Swara smiled seeing Her Husband being respected by everyone and how others were also treating her with utmost respect expect Sanskaar's family.
But no sooner her eyes eyes went on thr on who she expected the least kabir
The smile had left her face as all her nightmares started spreading across her eyes

Tears welled up in her eyes while her body felt weak looking at him standing there all smile with his step sister
She also noticed how every member of family were treating them with laughter forgetting the pain they had caused her.

Kabir eyes did wander a little only to stop at her who stood like a statue looking at him
Swara turned her face as soon as he looked at her not bothering to show her pity full look to him

"It happens in this family, Don't over react much"
Shreya (Sister in law) patted her back finding her standing lonely in the crowd

"I'm fine Bhabhi"
She lied with a smile hiding her tears

"Our family treats the men as king here, even if they had did something wrong they won't be called out for their mistake. It's better you should move on with Sanskaar"
She adviced her and was about to stay with her but was called by someone.

Swara stood there watching all family drama where everyone was treating Tara as some princess while nobody spared a glance at her. Nobody even greeted her which did hurted her pride.

She went to the bar counter ordering vodka shots for her.

She searched for Sanskaar in the crowd full of people and yes she did found him between a group of men sipping his glass of wine.

She was already hurted by the fact Kabir is present in the party and Sanskaar too did his part for not paying attention towards her

Her drink came and without any more thoughts she started gulping shots one by one.
Sanskaar on the other side noticed her sitting alone near the bar counter and was willing to go to her but was stucked with his buisness partners in some business talk that he couldn't spare 5 minutes to her. He was adamant after this conversation he would take her immediately away from here after noticing Kabir and Tara in the party

Swara's side,
Swara had already drank 4 sots of vodka but was still sober like before

"You cannot handle alcohol"
The same voice which made her heart race and gave goosebumps on her body

"Get lost from here when I'm being good. I don't want to create any scene"
Swara spoke in low voice calming her anger down towards him

"Swara look I'm sorry it was all sudden, I wanted to marry you but I had loved Tara but I was going to sacrifice my love not until I realised that she is going to me the mother of my child. She was a month pregnant when we decided to elope. Now you tell me what other choice I had"
He explained himself telling everything to her in detail with honesty

While Swara had tears listening about Tara being the mother of his child. It wasn't just marriage day on which he betrayed her.

"Kabir please there's no need of any explanation but remember there was a girl who waited for a jerk like you on the aisle just to be mocked by everyone present there. For this I promise you I will never forgive you both till I die"
She murmured closing her eyes letting the tears fall

"But I alone was not on the wrong side, you also married Sanskaar the day itself, you shouldn't be standing here playing the victim card"
He spoke having pinch of jealousy of her marrying his cousin

"He saved my dignity unlike someone who didn't thought before a minute to run away. Oh yeah why would you care? You never did, all you cared for your slutty wife so why are you standing here with me? "
She wasn't in her senses now. She looked bravely in his eyes as if fighting her insecurities which he had build within her

"Swara respect her she's not your step sister anymore but my wife"
He gritted his teeth looking at the girl who is vengeful, hurt and powerful unlike before who was scared and was obedient to all his decisions.

"And You should also respect me Mr. Kabir because I'm not your girlfriend or just employee but the wife of your cousin who is CEO of the company. Better be careful with your words"
Oouch that surely did hurted his ego when she smirked saying all the facts

"Oh is it? But my dear Swara your husband also married taking pity on you. Do you seriously think so high of you? He just sympathized with his secretary that's it"
Tara came to her husband rescue igniting the fuel within Swara

Swara gritted her teeth being angry at her. She knew that Sanskaar maybe had done pity on her but listening this from Tara's mouth sounded like an insult

But Nevertheless she gathered courage to reply back but was again shut by her response

"What do you think till when this so called marriage will work? Just wait till Sanskaar finds a better woman than you I'm sure he would divorce you in no less second. Afterall who would marry a girl who's orphan, middle class with average looks"
That's it she knew what are her insecurities. She knew what hurted Swara the most and that's what she did

"Tara that's enough"
Kabir made her quiet looking at swara who looked either ways hiding her tears

"Swara Let's go"
Swara looked at the familiar voice who held her hand tightly saving her from the mess

"Sanskaar"
Kabir interrupted him

"Don't, let's talk later. This is not the place for personal stuff and you lady. This is first time we are meeting and unfortunately our first meet has to be you disrespecting my wife which I despise the most"
His grip on her hand grew tighter with voice going deep and strong.

"Well let me clear some things, first she isn't any orphan because she has her guardian her husband which is me and secondly she isn't middle class or normal secretary but again my wife and you know better I don't have to represent myself and third she doesn't have to prove her looks to someone who had underwent surgeries to look beautiful"
His words weren't enough when he gave his smile to her before leaving the place with Swara

"How dare he? "
She was about to yell at him but Kabir caught her

"Tara don't create a scene here. And don't try to act smart with Sanskaar don't forget he has high reputation here"
He made her quiet but was burning in jealousy as he realised his cousin loves Swara now. And somewhere in his game of winning Tara he didn't realised he had also fallen in love with Swara!

Sanskaar was little drunk so he ordered cab for themselves and straightaway went home.

Swara obviously felt proud for Sanskaar standing up for her but she had mixed feelings as Tara's words kept ringing in her mind.
Sanskaar too didn't wanted to discuss anything in a cab so he remain silent and the ride went awfully quiet

Time skip,

"Will you bother to explain why you were taking all her insult? "
Sanskaar was the one who initiated the conversation as soon as they entered their mansion

"Sir please I'm in no mood of discussion and I request you now please stop speaking for me. I can do that"
Her tone wasn't usual but sounded way more rude to Sanskaar

"Should I rather stand and listen to all her shitty comments made on you. For Heaven sake Swara they are the one's who did wrong but why you portray yourself as victim and remain quiet. Speak for your own self"
He was now yelling getting a little tipsy from all the drink he had not realising his raise of voice was creating fear in her

"Why should I speak when she was saying fact? Dont you pity me Sir? Didn't you married me for just sympathy"
She spoke in low voice tears streaming down her red eyes.
The shots were showing it's effect on her both of them cannot handle alcohol

Sanskaar heart broke seeing her falling weak all of a sudden. In these time he was seeing a new Swara who was brave, fighting for her self but this was different. She isn't brave anymore but scared of him leaving her

"Why would I sympathise you Swara? Why do you think so low of my of my feelings? "
He cubbed her face in his hands bringing her face close to him. He didn't wanted to keep his feeling bottled up anymore

"Then why a man like you would marry a girl like me? It's true that am your secretary and in name of pity you married me so people won't accuse me"
She ended up crying now. She wanted to be loved someone but why everyone hurts her in extreme way

"Swara"
He couldn't see her crying anymore so he just captured her lips making her surprised with his action

He couldn't bear her tears as those were his weakness.
He wanted to show how much she means to him by that kiss

He continued to kiss her by pulling her more close with her waist and the other hand on her hairs.
She after processing for about seconds gave in his kiss and kissed him back by holding his nape in her hands

A tear fell from Sanskaar's eyes finally being able to prove his love to her which he had hided since long time
He sucked her lower lip not wanting to let go of the moment of being able to love her.

After around a minute due to lack of oxygen they broke the kiss only to look either ways

"Isn't this enough to show you, how much you mean to me Swara"
He spoke bringing her face close to his.
His eyes sparkled looking at her just how Veer's eyes would looking at Nandini.

She was confused with his feelings. She didn't knew how to react just her heartbeat was on race and so was her stomach churning with butterflies.

She wasn't able to describe the moment but she was sure that she was loving every part of this minute

"I never married you in pity Swara, I never would. How can I pity the woman I love Ms. Raichand? You were the only woman who captured my heart"
He finally confessed closing his eyes fighting with his body which was about to give up due to excessiveness of alcohol.

She felt the world has stopped for her as his words got registered in her brain.
She wasn't able to process that her boss is in love with her not the other way around.

"It's a dream"
She thought that everything happening here is a dream as she was still in effect of alcohol

"Swara list-"
She didn't let him complete

"You will also leave me just like Kabir did"
Her heart crumbled into pieces remembering Kabir's betrayal and scenes of today.

She wiped her tears running away from him not wanting to talk further on this topic.

She ran to their terrace getting drench in heavy rain.
She kept her eyes closed feeling the rain washing all her sad feelings away from it.

How could she beleive this man now when the scars of Kabir haven't healed properly

She didn't realised when Sanskaar came and stood infront of her.

"Swara"
He whispered her name by carressing her face with his one hand

"Please don't give me hope"
She cried accepting the loss from life now. She was tired of continuous hurdles, taunts and sadness given from life.

"Don't break my hope Swara. How can I make you feel the feelings I feel for you whenever I see you? Do you even know how grateful I feel to being married to you. If you throw the barrier of Boss and secretary between us and see me as normal man you will realise how much I love you"
He hugged her at the end of his sentence afraid of her rejection

"I had always loved you Ms. Raichand but was unaware of my feeling. And when Kabir proposed you I buried them deep in my heart but Life gave me a chance to accept my one sided love and make you as mine in all senses."
He confessed his long feelings which he had hided in deep of his heart
Swara stood there shockingly making sure to understand his words. She slowly was giving in his warmth, his touch and his soothing words which sounded genuine to her

"I know you don't love me, you still have feelings for Kabir but please start acknowledging my feelings."
He pleaded looking at her with eyes full of love

She smiled realising his love is genuine.

"It's fascinating dancing under this heavy rain. I feel like my body cannot be anymore lighter"
She clutched his shoulder swaying her body a little. Her heart felt peace for the first time and in her happiness she didn't realised what was she doing.

He smiled to see her happy. The urge to dance with her came like a need to his heart.

"The promise was finally fulfilled though she wasn't able to able to dance for her prince but she was dancing with him. That was enough to make our Veer happy"

Swara left Sanskaar for a moment before standing under the rain and twirling around having the bright smile on her face.
She closed her eyes twirling around being happy truly for the first time knowing there is someone who loves her for who she is! She since that moment started loving rain.
Maybe she don't have same feelings for Sanskaar as he does but yes in these months he had made a different place in her heart.

Even if she was unaware she has started falling for her prince once again in this life

Sanskaar stood there admiring the beauty in front of his eyes. He always wanted to see her smiling like this. He cannot describe how happy he felt that moment. He wanted to cage this moment for a longer period.

"How can one look so beautiful being drench in rain"
Was it Veer or Sanskaar who said this line by looking over their lover in the beautiful rain

Sanskaar immediately went towards her pulling her into another kiss but this was one was a little more passionate than before.
He pushed her on the railing of balcony giving the pressure of his body on her.

Was it rain, or alcohol effect or his hormones which were playing a bigger part that moment

(Little mature talk)

She was abaout to kiss him back with same passion but he stopped pulling himself away leaving her a little frustrate now

"I'm sorry I just got carried away"
He shook his head bringing himself into senses. Not being overpowered by his mere hormone

"Don't stop."
Her voice came as a whisper being shy to accept her own hormonal feelings. She was craving for his touch. Which showed nothing just love to her.
She wasn't in her senses, she knew she would be regretting this tomorrow but for now she wanted to be loved by him.
She wanted to loose herself to him for just one night.

For Sanskaar this came as green light. He now didn't had any reason to stop.

He pulled her body before attacking his lips over her neck kissing every droplet of water and sucking down her skin

"Sir"
She moaned due to pleasure receiving by her husband as she scratched his back by her sharp nails

"Sanskaar"
He demanded in his deeper voice as he bites her skin softly before sucking her deep leaving a hickey on her soft spot
He was adamant on showing to her how much she means to him.

"Sanskaar"
Hearing her name in the sound of moaning made him go crazy.
They both started things further inside his bedroom.
Even though their love process was happening in their drunken state but both were aware to they are giving their self to eachother not by lust but in love.

For Swara the hormonal part played a bigger part but she never thought this thing with Kabir. She didn't even kissed him but with Sanskaar she trusted her soul with him.
She was aware that she's entrusting her body and soul to someone who loves it mire than she could.

For Sanskaar this was the moment he was waiting for to love her every damn second.
That night the way he touched her naked self, kissed her body and marked her His, he made sure to love her as she deserved.

He made sure to kiss her forehead by looking deep in her eyes when he made love to her

She cried in pain but his touch made her every pain turned into pleasure

"Sshh it will go away"
His soothing words did made her forget the temporary pain.
He kept his pace slow while loving her but made sure to kiss her cheeks or neck occasionally distracting her from the pain.

"I love you Swara. You're the most beautiful woman I've seen and The only woman who I have loved"
His whisper made her eyes filled with tears.

She clutched his naked back pulling him close accepting his love for her.
She knew though she don't reciprocate Sanskaar's feelings but she was now aware of his genuine feelings towards her.

Even in his drunken state he made sure to make their first night together less painful to her. He made sure to touch her soul more than her body that night!

Next morning came when Swara was shocked to find herself all naked next to her husband.

She was having quite a bad headache and was having a hard time remembering everything about last night.

"What blunder I did"
She mentally yelled remembering everything about last night.
The feeling of sadness submerged her heart as she saw Sanskaar sleeping peacefully like a child wrapping his arms around her waist
Though she don't regret sleeping with him but she wanted time to adjust with her feelings. And secondly she didn't wanted her first time to happen in drunken state.

She without disturbing his sleep tried to get off the bed to freshen up.

It took her half an hour to be out of baathroom. She was hoping Sanskaar to sleep but sulked looking at him awake talking on call wearing his pajamas.

As soon as he found her presence he hang the call and went to her with a little smile.

"Umm Swara about last night -"
She didn't let him complete

"Sir before you say anything please hear me out.
She pleaded to which he cannot say no and just smiled

" I wanna start a life with you Sir"

He couldn't be more happier after listening to her sentence

"But I don't wanna start a life with you just because we spend last night together. I want to spend my life with that person who I love. Can you just give some time to sort my feelings and start a new life with you"
She had made a decision. Decision of giving her life to this man but she just needed more confirmation from her heart before loving anyone.

"I can wait as much time as you want Swara but come back with a heart that only loves me please"
He held her fingers in his hand.

"Thank you for loving me. You've proved Cindrella do get her Prince who loves her for she is! "
She smiled having tears in her eyes being grateful for getting the love which she deserves

"In the end it's Prince who's lucky to have Cindrella so he had to love her little but extraordinarily"
They both smiled welcoming their new life which would be full of unexpected twist.

Here where our Swara and Sanskaar were having their happy moment there Kabir was regretting his life decision of marrying Tara

"What the hell do you think you did Tara? You aborted our 3 month baby"
Kabir yelled throwing the files at her which stated she had abortion.

"Baby I'm sorry I was about to reveal it"
Tara pleaded being scared of his anger

"When? After your campaign?"
He gritted his teeth totally being frustrated now by her wife's sin

"Baby please you know how much this modelling means to me and secondly we can have babies whenever we want right? "
She said things so casually that it didn't meant anything to her

"If you never wanted baby at the place why did you use that innocent soul in making me run from my own wedding? If you loved your career this much why you waited for 3 months only to hurt me like this Tara? I agree it's your life it's your body but is it right to kill the happiness which you made me dream of since 2 months? "
He had tears of regret in his eyes.

"Why are you over reacting of running away? When you were the one who didn't wanted to marry Swara? You were only disgusted by her looks and was forced to marry her because of your parents.
Don't tell me after seeing her happy with your cousin made you regret of your decision"
She pointed out his weakness.

He did regret of marrying Tara now leaving an innocent girl like Swara who did nothing but to love him and what he did in return was leave her only for his fling. He never loved Tara it was just his fling and secondly the child she was bearing.

But now seeing things getting break he realised he lost a gem like Swara who was more than perfect for him!

Time skip,

Tara and Kabir's relationship didn't lasted longer. Kabir gave divorce to her as soon as he realised her true colours of being gold digger.
He also realised his lingering feelings towards Swara and now only wanted her back.

Swara was reading news sitting in her cabin

"Tara Raichand modelling career at stake due to her divorce"
Swara kept her mobile being satisfied.

"Atleast she could have cared for the marrige"
She spoke keeping her mobile aside, opening her laptop to complete some of Sanskaar's files

A knock interrupted her focus

"Yes"
She replied while looking at papers and laptop screen

Her face expressions changed looking at him

"Why are you here? "
Her voice changed into cold one

"Sanskaar needed this for the next presentation"
Kabir had his small smile while giving her pendrive

"Why did you bothered coming here? You could've sent it by anyone"
She took the pendrive focusing on her laptop not even glancing him a look.

"Well it would take away the chance of seeing you"
He said bending over the table to have a closer look at her

"I don't understand why are you being this considerate? Where is that Kabir who use to be impulsive and never bothered to even have a small conversation? This personality isn't suiting you"
She gave him a not so apealing smile

"It's you who have changed Swara"
His voice sounding sadness

"Tell me who have changed me? "
She asked before standing up and looked into his eyes without falling weak

She was anxiety in her body while giving him back replies but even nevertheless she held herself stronger

"I'm sorry Swara. I know leaving you behind was my worst decision. But can't you come back to me? "
H came a little closer

She laughed sarcastically

"Isn't it too fast for you to come here after your divorce? Aren't you ashamed of yourself telling me this when Tara and you just parted ways? "
She gritted her teeth being extremely angry over the man she once loved with all her heart

"I thought I loved her but it wasn't love. It was just fling normal attraction but after leaving you made me realise you are the only one who can bear me "
He was confident enough to get her back by his clingy words.

"Too bad you realised late. I'm already married and am happy with my husband"
She replied turning away from him hiding the pain which came infront of her eyes. Isn't this her heart always wanted to see Kabir head over heels in love with her. But things aren't the way as it use to be

"You are not! I can tell it. You still love me and you're only in this relationship because Sanskaar saved you that day"
He held her arm being little pissed by her words

"Which you had caused! If you were to be a little sensible then I have wouldn't have sat there being a joke Kabir. You should have atleast informed me when you were going to do such a foolish act. But no you being coward left me there sitting like a prey to your relatives and friends who without any ounce of humanity started their taunts at me. And now please stop being in your delusional world that I would accept you back after all the things you caused me"
Tears streamed down her face remembering everything of that haunting day, reminding him of the pain which he had caused to her

He held her palm pulling her close to hik which made her little surprise

"I'm sorry. Just leave Sanskaar now, I'll prepare everything. Your divorce our remarriage everything. "
She was not shocked as she expected this kinda sentences from him. Being the same Kabir he wasn't even bothered to ask about her feelings but rather impose his orders on her

She jerked his hand pushing him away from her

"Get lost from here before I slap you for putting such ideas into my head
And yes Don't even think of getting me back because you won't get any benefit from an average girl like me neither would I get from a divorce Man"
She added salt to his wounds. His love was slowly decreasing for her and obsession of having her now was getting more

He was about to show his true colours when Sanskaar came opening the door

"Swara, The mehtas-"
He maintained silence while watching two of them being alone in her cabin

"I should leave now"
Kabir pretended something had happened between them by making culprit face who had been caught

He reached the door when Sanskaar spoke

"Kabir I would appreciate from next time I should not find you alone with My Wife. Next time I won't be this polite"
He warned him without sparing him a glance

Their relationship had turned sour since Kabir did his double game. Now they aren't happy go brothers but enemies of eachother

Kabir slammed the glass door shut exiting from there

Swara was scared what if he might take situation wrong?

"Sir let me explain"
She ran towards him who was busy searching the file

"I trust you Swara, there's no explanation"
His words didn't matched his actions as for the first time he was upset with her

He got the file which he was searching and looked into her eyes

"But from next time Swara I don't want to come across this situation again. My heart loves you alot so there's no space for doubt but my self esteem doesn't want to see his wife with her ex"
She could see some warmness in his cold words. Though he was angry but still his voice was soft

"I'll keep that in mind and Kabir just came to hand over the pendrive"
She spoke not disclosing the things which Kabir shared with her.
She doesn't want to create enemity between brothers

"I postponed Mehta's meeting for tomorrow as I have lots of work regarding London project. I have sent you some pdf please redo it"
He didn't smiled at her just ordered in his old bossy manner

She pouted
"How about drive later? "
She suggested

He paused "I'm busy till night"

He took a step ahead again he was stopped

"What about movie at home"
She suggested again refraining her smile

He smile a little but she couldn't see it as he was facing his back to her

"I'm not interested"
He lied taking another step but stopped again by her voice

"Well the disease called jealousy is very harmful and it only happen to those who love the other to a greater extent"
Now she got him smiling by sentence.

"I'm leaving"
He closed the door making her blush for getting a man who understand her.

"He finally has one bad quality. His temper when he's angry"
Swara sighed before sitting and pulling out her laptop

**************

Some days passed,

A little stormy thing happened in the company when the chairman of the company Sanskaar's dad resigned from his position making Sanskaar appoint as th next chairman of the company.

"That company belongs to you Kabir. You had always worked hard for the conpany. And what you got? Marketing head? And me just a normal team leader and Sanskaar being heir he went on becoming chairman"
Radha's husband provoked Kabir of having that thing which he clearly don't deserve

"This husband and wife are getting on my nerves"
Kabir slammed his hand on the glass slab making the slab to be broken in pieces whil his hand started bleeding

"Kabir"
Radha's husband yelled at his childish act

"Kabir stop being an immature and search for some plan which would work on your way"
The third person who was always close to Kabir and was behind the actions of his spoke.

"That swara has got a mouth to speak. She was always scary chicken but since she has got Sanskaar's back she is flying high in sky."
His eyes turning red in obsession of having her

"Why won't she be? From normal secretary to the wife of chairman. Even Radha doesn't hold shares in the property as Swara does"
Radha's husband Aryan chuckled sitting on the chair

"Don't worry let her enjoy this phase of life for some more days then let us show that orphan her real place"
The third person spoke patting back of Kabir

"What are you thinking? "
Aryan asked to that person

"It's time for Sanskaar to move from our way just how his dear brother moved "
The person spoke indicating to Sanskaar's brother who was found dead. Rumoured was he did suicide due to pressure of family and work but the fact is he was killed and this truth is known by Kabir

"You're right. If Sanskaar lives I will never get the conpany and plus his attitude is pissing me off. And after his departure I'll make sure to make his wife my mistress then only my heart will get it's satisfaction. I will surely ruin that bitch just like how she insulted me"
He fisted his wounded hand remembering her words

"I'll make sure to prove Swara characterless infront of everyone. The ego she has of being Sanskaar's wife will br destroyed in minutes"
The thord person spoke giving Kabir some sort of relief.

They started making a concrete plan for their two missions.

Some days later Swara was having morning sickness and due to her missed periods she did pregnancy test not hoping much but to her surprise it came positive.

She was extremely delighted over the fact to carry Sanskaar's child.
Not some days before she has overcome every hatred of past and decided to give herself a chance of being happy. She was confused how to disclose this thing to Sanskaar but now she got a reason.
Her heart has finally fallen into ease after falling in love for the second time but this time with the correct person

Swara's pov

She found that man who doesn't criticize her for looks, who doesn't body shame her, who actually ask for ger opinion in big projects of company as he feels her point should be considered, who respects and understands her and loves her from the bottom of his heart.
She has found an exact opposite person from Kabir who gave her nothing but anxiety, social complex, Insecurities and depression
On the other hand Sanskaar made her believe in herself, made her respect her own self, showed her what a man should be like, and gave her that love which she deserves

Swara tears up thinking of her life who was once a path of just thorns, being orphan, step mother, step sister, society torture then Kabir but after getting Sanskaar she thought all her pain vanished within just seconds.
She had never been this much happy as she is now getting his love.

She feels like her soul is made for a soul like him.

Swara smiles having this thoughts sitting on a bus top.

She came to another company for handing giving important files told by Sanskaar.
But due to heavy rain her car had stopped working so she was settled at a bus stop waiting for any cab.
Her mobile has been dead now she was waiting for any cab to stop for her since half an hour.

By looking at the heavy rain she remembered a recent flashback when she had asked Sanskaar something

Flashback

This incident took place on the night of Swara getting to know that she is 2 month pregnant by Sanskaar's child

"Sir can I ask you something?"
Swara asked combing her hair as a part of her night routine

"Only if you stop calling me Sir"
He demanded having eyes on his laptop completing his project work

"I'm serious please"
She yelled in a childish manner

"Okay ask"
He gave in laughing at her behaviour

"When was the first time you fell for me?"
She asked deeply wanting to be sure that she is falling for the right man.

"This is random. We don't have this kind of conversation often"
He looks at her figure being surprised by her choice of question

"I am just curious. It's okay if you don't have such story to tell"
She tried distracting her blushing self by looking at her mobile

"Okay when was it? Around 3 years back maybe you don't remember but it was a rainy night, I was on call and some truck driver was about to crush me but a girl pulled me to her side and saved me from being Late Sanskaar"
He puts his laptop aside bringing out the memory of their first official meet

"Who was she? "
She asked being dumb

"Fortunately that girl was you Ms. Raichand sorry Mrs. Maheshwari"
She smiles confusingly trying hard to remember

"Oh yes, Oh My God it was raining so I didn't saw that man's face clearly"
She yelled shockingly remembering that night

He laughed "yes that night. I remembered your face because the same girl came to my office for secretary position. I wanted to tell you about that incident but never got thr chance to bring up due to my not so social personality. But yes it was that night when I had my love at first sight moment. And later on you went on capturing my heart having selfless, ground to earth nature. I don't know but I always wanted to protect you from all the bad things being thrown at you. My heart was not able to see you being rejected by Kabir or any other employee treating you harshly"
For the first time he had a big heartfelt conversation with someone.
Always he was referred to cold, reserved type of guy but only Swara knew he has this deep romantic shade in him which was available only for her!

This is how Veer and Nandini met again and this time Nandini saved Veer as their love story was yet to start in this lifetime and as destine Veer fall for Nandini again and this time he loved her a little more.
Nandini took time in this lifetime to prepare herself before loving her Veer but eventually his love made her weak.
The strong forces of the world made them together again but this time will it be happy ending or again someone has to live a life alone?

(Last part would be uploaded tomorrow
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