This os was published in swasan os contest though it's not as good but just posting here to remind me everytime that i need to improve more....
Still i cannot write good plots😅😅😅

And second thing EVERYONE WHO IS READING THIS IN THE BELOW SECTION SELF HARMING IS MENTIONED AND SELF HARMING IS SERIOUSLY BAD SO PLEASE DO NOT INSPIRE YOURSELF BY THAT...

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The two brothers were returning in taxi with brusies on their faces...

And they were laksh and sanskaar

They were recalling the incident what happened before

Laksh was trying to kill sanskaar with a big stone
But sanskaar turned and saw a truck coming towards sanskaar so he pushed him away....

Laksh saw how he saved his life despite he was trying to kill him
He felt guilty

Sanskaar really felt bad to see his brother tried to kill him
His heart broke on this sight....

Sanskaar : from today you are not my brother laksh just come with me home and then my duty will be over....

Laksh came out from the small flashback and saw his brother who was sitting beside him

He realised his mistake that he did wrong by trusting adaarsh....

Now adaarsh was sent to jail and parineeta was kicked out of the house...

**Maheshwari mansion***
In hall sharmishta with her little son aayush and shekhar were waiting with maheshwari's for the arrival of them

Swara's happiness had no bounds that sanskaar was safe and secondly he didn't did anything to laksh now all family will live together!! 
The entrance of their hall witnessed both brothers standing....

One who was filled with guilt

And the other one was having no emotions today his eyes were speaking nothing but sadness because for Sanskaar he has lost everything and he has decided something to do....

Swara and Ragini saw their husband's in utter happiness that they have came safely

Swara thought in her mind that though sanskaar is angry with her she would convince him atlast she's his weakness ( but little did she know that she was his strength too which is now broken brutually💔💔)

Whole family just headed towards them...
Anupoorna did puja of them....

Swara was looking at sanskaar with love but sanskaar didn't even looked at her eyes....
Swara felt disppointed but she composed tht she will convince him....

Anu : I am so happy my both sons came....
She kept her hand on both of their cheeks...
Sujata hugged sanskaar in tears of happiness

Sanskaar discarded himself after hugging his mother and muttered...

Sanskaar : I'll be back in 10 minutes you all sit am coming from my room...

Everyone nods and went to main hall but swara followed sanskaar

Sanskaar found footstepd behind him and turned to her and said in a firm voice

Sanskaar : swara please do not follow me!!

He went making his steps faster leaving swara with sadness 
Never ever he has talked with her with this manner but today he is behaving with her totally differently....
But she soon went down as sujata has called her to help in keeping plates for the lunch...

Sanskaar as soon as reached their room a tear escaped from his eye

Sanskaar : am sorry swara for talking like that but now you cannot stop me!

He said to himself and opened his wardrobe and started collecting his clothes and packed them in his suitcase...

He did all his packing in almost 5 to 8 minutes after zipping his suitcase he had document in his hand..📃📃

He saw the papers again and all the flashes of his and swara's wedding flashed infront of his eyes❤
How after so many odds they both falled in love with eachother
How after hurdles they got married

He looked at the photoframe in their room of their wedding of smiles
He was not having courage to sign on the papers
The pen in his handswas tremebling as he cannot sign on them✒✒✒

"Dil E Muztar ko samjhayaa bahot hai"
(I have tried to understand this restless heart alot)

''Magar iss dil ne tadpaya bahot hai''
(But this heart has tortured me alot)...

But suddenly he remembered how all maheshwari's treated him and his wife ..
But his wife being The Great forgot everything even she forgot that he gave his swear to her to not keep relations with them then too she did...
And she broke his trust and when all this thing revolve in his mind his trembling hands got courage to sign on them...
And he did sign on them and his tear fall on his signature💔💔💔

He wiped that lone tear because he needed more courage because signing on these papers was easy but disclosing the facts and not breaking infront of her was the thing which needed more strength than signing.....

He sighed and close the door of his seeing the last glimpse of it..

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All the members were settling on the dinning area but swara's eyes were searching for only and only sanskaar....

Though she was helping the ladies in keeping the food but her gaze was fixed on their room
And that's when her eyes got shine in happiness seeing sanskaar coming out of the room....

She started to move her steps further to him but when she saw he was coming with a suitcase in his hand she got rooted on her place👠👠👠
He saw her but he gathered all his courage to face her and took a deep breath and move downwards with suitcase....

The members who were busy in their giggling and happiness was not aware of the surrounding unless they heard sujata's voice...

Sujata : Sanskaar where are you going taking suitcase???
Sujata was having worry on her face that where his son is going??

All the members just got up from their seat and went towards the hall where only swara and sanskaar were standing....
Sanskaar didn't looked to anyone neither bothered to look 
His eyes just looked at her and he saw that she's having the fear, the fear he will go leaving her...

But is she not the one who is responsible for her own fear??

Durga prasad : Sanskaar what happened??

Sanskaar just took out the papers which he had in the other hand and forwarded it to swara...

Sanskaar : Read it..
He said with no emotions

Swara couldn't see his sanskaar today.... the person standing infront of her was somebody different...
But then too she took that paper and that's when her heart got twisted by seeing the letters which were written on the upper side of the paper

DIVORCE PAPER

Swara couldn't hold the paper in her hands as her hands started trembling...

Her vision has got blurred because of the tears have formed in her eyes

And what's more hurting was his signature done...

She looked at him with those tearful eyes..

But he didn't dared to look at them because once he will look he wont be able to control himself....

Swara : Sanskaar what nonsense is this?? You are joking right

She tried to make this worst situation as her bad dream and her sanskaar will wake her up but the truth was This is the reality....

Sanskaar : nope swara I also never thought in my life that i will do this but there's no other way... we cannot be together now....

Shekhar : sanskaar what do you mean by that state it clearly!!

Shekhar was loosing his calm now

Sanskaar said calmly

Sanskaar : I have signed on divorce papers and am taking divorce from her... She's free from all my relations she's not my wife anymore.....

All were taken aback by this sudden things....

Shekhar and Sharmishta got angry on sanskaar as why he's doing such a stupidity...

While ragini laksh were giving sympathetic looks to swara..

And all the elders didn't have any idea why sanskaar was doing this....

Swara tried to make him convince

Swara : Sanskaar please listen to me let me expla.!!

She was left incomplete as sanskaar interrupted her

Sanskaar : there's nothing to be explained swara... the desicion is final sign on these papers and get free from this NAMESAKE relation...

Swara was controlling her tears and she was only thinking how to convince her husband....

Ram : Sanskaar what are you doing ?? marraige is not a play...

He kept his tone normal but anger filled..

Sharmishta in rage : Sanskaar you cannot do this.. How can you say so easily about divorce what's my shona's fault??? What she did that you are punishing her like this...

Sanskaar smirked in tears : What she did Maa??? Ask your daughter what she did? Ok let me tell you all your great swara deeds???

He looked towards swara and holded her shoulders and both had a painful eyelock with tears flowing slowly from their eyes...

Sanskaar : She never respected me nor our relationship... When this Maheshwari's i.e ( durga prasad, Anupoorna, laksh and ragini)

Broke all relations from us so at that time i gave my swear to your lovely shona that she will not try to keep relation with any of the member of maheshwari neither try to solve conflicts but she being THE GREAT SWARA how can she be quiet she despite went to maheshwari mansion and kept herself on gunpoint to prove us innocent isn't it swara???

He said with anger filled eyes looking at her, now she was not having strength to look in those eyes... 

Sanskaar : Say me swara what was the need? Do i not matter you? 

Anupoorna interrupted him 

Anu : but sanskaar we were acting infront of Adaarsh and pari

Sanskaar : no badi Maa!!!!

Anupoorna was surprised because sanskaar mever called her badi maa he always addressed her as Maa....

Anu : Sanskaar you didn't call me maa?

Sanskaar : nope badi maa you are not my maa anymore because always you saw was your sons that's it!!! I have only one mother that's it... And let me remind you you'll started acting afterwards bt when Adaarsh filled your's and your beloved son's ears you'll were the one who believed it without even thinking of me.... isn't it?

Laksh finally decided to speak

Laksh : Sanskaar we are sorry for not trusting you? I am really feeling guilt bhai!!😔😔😔

Sanskaar : stop it laksh do not say me bhai from your mouth because you are nothing to me nor I have any relations to you am just talking with swara....

Yes so swara where was your love when you sister and my brother framed me with wrong allegations that I am behind money and made laksh in jail for that money??

Where was your love when your husband came getting insulted by HIS BROTHER???

Where was your love swara when i gave you my swear not to talk with any of them then too you did???

Why always you kept me as your second priority why swara?? Why my love always fails and your greatness wins why??

He said this leaving himself on the verge of breaking while swara couldn't control the tears yes she was wrong totally wrong....

Sujata : sanskaar beta listen to me she did wrong but she did just to make everyone together again?? She did To prove your innocence beta

Sanskaar : but i didn't wanted that mom I just wanted my swara to listen to me.... what is the need of making everyone together when they only dont trust us??? Bade papa badi maaa never ever considered us as their own.. if they would have considered so they wouldn't always be partial towards me and laksh they would have understand me but no they didn't???

And am not suprised by laksh he has the habit of always shocking me... he is the same laksh who gets instigated by someone easily and can fight with his own brother

And he was so instigated that today he came to kill me isn't it fake brother??

And coming to the cunning ragini she toh is the queen of fake faces no one can understand what is she really trying to do?? Some days before she and her husband did last rites of me and swara... and afterwards she made a plan with swara to unite all I mean like how can its possible for a person to be there with two faces😂😂

He looks towards swara and smiled

Sanskaar : sorry my wife has the habit to forget everything and firgive but I dont I am not as great as hers....

Shekhar : Sanskaar you are insulting my ragini

Sanskaar : yes baba i am doing she haven't done anything of praiseworthy!!!!

All the members present there know that this is real Sanskaar maheshwari to whom no one can ever mess and he's disclosing everyone's true identity.....

Sanskaar : And let me tell you all I dont have any relations with anyone present here because the one who dont know trust me, dont consider me as their own i cannot live with them that's why I am leaving this house...

And to be honest I am not angry on anyone as you all are outsider for me but I am angry on only and only one person which is she!!

He said coming towards swara again.....

Sanskaar : I just wanted your hand swara... but you left me and got busy in fixing the family...

Congratulations Mrs. Maheshwari you won see all are together and from now on you are Ms. Swara banerjee rather than Mrs. Sanskaar Maheshwari....

He said with those teary eyes and tears fall from them.....

Swara : sanskaar please do not do this... i did all this for you... ok you want i will come to you but please dont leave me please i beg you

She said joining hands...

He holded her hands...

Sanskaar : I too begged you swara... I just needed your love but you always prove family is more important than me...... family was important to you before also and now also i come at the bottom in your list so what is the need of this relationship when you yourself dont respect this relationship..

Swara said in tears..

Swara : what you have done sanskaar if you would be on my place???

Sanskaar : you know better swara that from the starting you matter me the most.. if i was on your place I would have break all the relations from everyone and be with you because I have loved you above everything and kept you as my first priority but you cannot!! I realise that i failed i really failed as a husband....

He saw the vermillon on her forhead and wiped it with his hands all were shocked by it and swara got angry

She shouted : SANSKAARRR

He smiled

Sanskaar : why to apply this swara when you broke my swear?? I am nothing for you... so now sign on these papers and get free from all relations and do whatever you want I wont be there to stop you....

He bent taking the suitcase and declared one more thing....

Sanskaar : and yes I dont want a single money So i contacted my friend lawyer and told him to make papers that i dont want a single share from Maheshwari company and my karma industries have been transfered into swara's name... She's the owner of karma industries from now on....

He looked at his swara for the last time she was begging him through eyes to stop but her mouth wasn't opening because from which mouth she will stop him aftrr she have hurted him so much...

She deserved this....

She remembered her phone call few hours back when sanskaar told if he's alive he will break all relations and he did that!!

He turned and made his way to the stairs...

Sujata and Ram failed to stop their son.....

Bg music...

Male

In faaslo ka yeh faisla kyu dil ne mere kar liyaa....

Khud bhi na jaane kaise jeeyegaa hoke yeh tumse judaaa....

(Why my heart has made a desicion on these distaces)

( He also dont know how he will live without her)

Sanskaar wanted to look back...

Go to her and forgive her but he cannot and that's was more hurting

He left out heavy tears while he went out of the mansion leaving his heart to her....

Swara looked at his figure which was now becoming blurr...

Female

Mai vaari jaava

Mai vaari jaava

Saatho ki hoya bekosur re

Nadaan iss dil har khwaish tuti

(I'll sacrifice myself

I'll sacrifice myself

Why this happened despite am not at fault

Every desire of my naive heart has broken)

SAPNE HUE HAI SAARE CHURRRRR

(ALL THE DREAMS ARE NOW IN PIECES)

Swara just fall on her knees when she finally realised he have left her...

And started crying into sobs still having the divorce papers in her hands....

(Piyaa ooo re piyaaa....

Piyaa re piyaa re piyaaaaa....)

Sujata came to support swara but she wasn't in control she was crying uncontrollable....

She just cried taking his name.....

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3 Months passed but it was like hell to Maheshwari's

Durga prasad Anupoorna were repenting their mistakes of not trusting them because for whole 1 month Sujata and Ram prasad didn't talked with them and were mourning for their son's return....

Because after that day Sanskaar was not to be found anywhere....

The Maheshwari Mansion lost its charm...

One son has gone and the heart of the mansion SWARA WAS LIVING LIFELESSLY.....

She has not responded the day sanskaar left....

She on the itself gave Karma industries to handle Sanskaar's assistant that's it she after that never ever talked with any of the member of the family...

Sujata who didn't liked swara in starting started to treat her like her own daughter and just wanted that she become like old swara who gives her answers back...

Who talks like anything she misses her son and bahu alott...

But she gets nothing in return..

She just sent swara's  food in her room because swara dont come down and sit with anyone...

She dont even cry just sits in her room and just waits when he will come....

She just sit in her room living with body without soul....

This hurted the family more

3 months have gone but no happiness have came in this house the day sanskaar went he took the happiness with him....😢💔

Laksh and ragini were drowning in guilt....

Laksh may have done really really bad but now he just wanted his bhai...

The day his bhai left the house he wasn't able to stop him but  everyday he tries his level hard to atleast talk to him.....

Now he handles business and all the things and has became more mature than before...

But he have never slept the day he have went... he has not peace because he will get that on only that condition when he will ask forgiveness from sanskaar and swara both....

And the cunning ragini broke all ties from her dadi and every day she goes to swara and ask her forgiveness but in return she get no response from her...

She has became good bahu and handles all home chores perfectly but gets taunts from sujata time to time😂😂

Then one day it was like a normal day for maheshwari's....

Swara was in her room...

She was sitting on her bed...

Her body has been thinner like she has been having not eating from days

And it was true from last 3 to 4 days she was not even eating too just one or two morsel hardly...
She was wearing yellow plain saree and was having phone in her hand....

She opened it and saw Sanskaar's pic at the wallpaper...
She was having tears but she didn't cried because the of she takes it out the pain will go and she wanted to keep the pain in her
Neither of letting it go like this...

She was punishing her for hurting him....
She deserves this

And because of hurting him she have broke all ties with all the family members and just wanted to tell sanskaar that see now she has broke all ties with all and just want him but he's not with her 💔💔💔💔
She missed him hardly but she has lost him....

Qayamat hai yeh tark ae aarzu bhii...
Mujhe aksar woh yaad aaya bahot haiiii
(This is the end of my desires
But in my all desires I have want him only)

Magar iss dil ne tadpayaa bahot haiii....

Dil e muztar koo samjhayaa bahott hai...

She controlled her tears and switched off her mobile and kept on the table and lied on bed...

But while keeping the mobile her arms were visible which she was hiding with her sarees...
And there was visible scratches with blades she has been giving her in these months on both the arms....

It was triple cuts on both hands but the day it gets healed she gets them more giving her more and more pain...
But she doesn't feel a single pain because the pain in her heart was more than this......

And that cuts were now fresh and it has been cutted soo much that her flesh was visible💔

Down in hall laksh have called all the family members for a happy news that finally he have got Sanskaar's number....

Sujata was the one who was squealing in happiness she couldn't believe that after so many attempts they have got his number. ...

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There in somewhere kolkatta....

Sanskaar was working in a private company as an employee hiding his identity....

She was living with his friend and told him to not disclose it to his family members...

But laksh somehow convinved him that the family wants their son and the biggest thing his wife needs him....

Sanskaar was living away but his heart just misses his swara....
He missed her everyday in this 3 months but he couldn't contact her because of his ego....

Rahi hasti ke iss jalte safar me...
(In this life of burning journey)

Tumhari yaad kaa saayaaa bahottt hai
(Your shadows of memories are alottt)

Dil e muztar ko samjhayaa bahott hai..!!!!

Sanskaar was busy in washing his own utensils...

When his mobile beeped indicating a call is coming...

It was small mobile he used just for calling 
He has changed his sim card

But did anyone notice the one sanskaar who filled with life just have been quiet the day he left his swara!!!!

He wiped his hands and picked up the call
Murmuring a hello.

In return he got sobs and cries of the lady to which he missed
His mother,

Sujata : Sanskaar beta....

Sanskaar couldn't control his tears he couldn't cut the phone....

His heart started beating faster
His hands started trembling....

Sanskaar : Mom
He whispered and tear fell from his eye....

Sujata : Sanskaar my beta where are you??? How are you??? Please talk to me your mom is dying to talk to you please beta please talk to me please.....

Now sanskaar couldn't see his mother's vulnerablity....
He have run alot now its time to stop....

Sanskaar : Mom please stop crying... please i cannot see you crying...

Sujata : so come home now i dont want to listen anything... come home now.. Please Sanskaar if you wont come i will kill myself...

Sanskaar widens his eyes

Sanskaar : mom how can you blackmail me like this??

Sujata : yes i can because i am your mother and i swear on you sanskaar if you won't come i will kill myself then come to fire my body...... And you know i am not joking

Saying this she cutted the call leaving sanskaar in helpless condition he knows sujata only loves him the most in the whole world and when she took his swear she will take that step....

He gathered courage that now its time to go and face everything but he made his mind that he is not going for ever...

And he wont forgive them easily and wont break on seeing swara..

But little did he know swara was not even knowing he's returning....

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There in mansion...

Anu : sujata are you sure that he will come?

Sujata : yes jiji he will... if he's my son then i am his mother he will am sure...

She said in tears of determination..

Dp ; let him come we wont let our sanskaar go this time...

Laksh : yes even if it takes to catch his legs i will but eont let my brother go... 
After years he was having real tears for his brother....

Ragini : but shouldn't we inform swara about this

Ram : nope dont... let sanskaar come because swara will not believe us... He will bring his swara back....

After 2 hours the mansion witnessed their lost son standing on the same door step wearing white shirt and formal jeans still looking the same just lost weight....

He looked the whole mansion and saw all the members in happiness looking at him
But his eyes missed the one whom he was thinking the whole way 
HIS SWARA.....

Sujata and Ram went to him and hugged him...

Sujata cried hugging him and kissed him all over the face getting as if she has got her life back....

Sujata : my son you came!! Oh God!! Look at you how thin you became...

Sanskaar : mom stop it... and please stop crying...

Sujata : so what should i do??? You left me and went sanskaar it was so difficult living without you... I have lived four years without you do not give me that punishment again... its living hell for me....

She dragged him inside 
And sanskaar saw everyone in anger filled eyes...

He remembered the betrayal of everyone...

Sanskaar : mom see you called me i came... but please let me go now because i can't stand a moment with unknown people...

Laksh just came despite sanskaar giving him his angry looks...

And laksh went on his legs...

Sanskaar was shocked and others were surprised...

Sanskaar though is angry on him but he didn't like how he is catching his legs....

Sanskaar : Laksh leave me!!
He ordered...

But laksh holded it more tightly and dropped his tears and gave his pain out....

Laksh : I am sorry bhai!!! I am sorry please forgive me... i am sorry for not trusting you and trusting that bloody bastard ... i am ashamed to call him my real brother i am sorry bhai you are my real brother my real backbone... please forgive your lucky i promise this will be last fault i will not repeat it again but forgive me forgive your lucky the way you did whenever i did mistakes in chidhood...
Forgive me whenever i did stupidity and you were there to scold me...
Please beat me with anything take your anger out but dont go now...
The day you went I haven't slept peacefully please bhai please forgive me please sanskaar dont go...
Forgive your lucky....

He broke in tears making all the members in tears...

Sanskaar too got carried now his tears too came out
His little one was asking forgiveness how can he not forgive his lucky. .....

He made him get up....

Laksh got up and took his hand...
And started slapping himself

Laksh : beat me harder more harder but forgive me brother dont go leaving your family..... please!!!!

He joined his hands....

Sanskaar couldnt hold now
He hugged him...

Sanskaar : shut up shut up you dog... Just shut up now....
I forgive you lucky

They both hugged eachother.... and left their tears out...

All the members asked forgiveness from sanskaar and he atlast gave his forgiveness....

Dp ; we are sorry beta but now we won't repeat our mistake you are the eldest son of maheshwari's... just forgive us...

Anu : yes beta forive your maa now i promise i will love my elder son more and wont be partial now...

She said joining hands...

Sanskaar : MAA stop it....

He hugged her and wiped her tears....

Sujata : beta swara...

She left her sentence incomplete... and saw sanskaar

Sanskaar changed his emotions.....

Sanskaar : Where's she mom?

He forgived he have given her divorce and all he just wanted to see her...

Sujata : She's not old swara beta...

As this words left she started crying making him worried more...

And then the whole family narrated the story to him....

He sat with thud after hearing the whole news....

Laksh : bhai we tried every single way but the day you went and till now we haven't heard her voice....
She just stays in her room....

She wants you bhai.... go to her...

Sanskaar saw towards his room and made his way to it without even thinking....

He opened the door to his swara sitting on bed and looking at the off tv blankly...
His heart cried seeing the situation

He wanted to punish her but not this way...
He never ever imagined she will be like this....

He gathered strength and moved to her....
And whispered

Sanskaar : Swara???

Swara heard her name and the vouce echoed in her mind she looked towards the direction and saw her sanskaar standing there....

She gave blank expression as if she's seeing a dream...

He got hurted more that she isn't reacting

He went towards her and took her hand...

Sanskaar : swara !!!!

He said with fresh tears in his eyes....

Swara didn't responded

Sanskaar : swara say something dont be like this please...

Swara ; I know i am dreaming because you wont come in real....

Sanskaar : no swara i have came please dont behave like this please...

Swara smiled in tears....

Swara : so why you left me??

Sanskaar : i wont leave you but talk to me please...
He cried

Swara realised he have came to her back....

She responded and cubbed his face and started crying....

Swara : you came really sanskaar..

She hugged him...

Swara : sanskaar see you wanted na i  broke all ties with with everyone now you will trust me na.... see I love you see i didn't talked with anyone i only love you the most you are my first priority... i Dont want anyone sanskaar no family nothing... i just wanted to unite everyone for you...
But without you I dont want anything not even my body please don't leave me... please i will die now...

Sanskaar hugged her now as he cannot see her in this pain...

She suffered alot alot

Sanskaar : am sorry for punishing you this much in my anger swara.... i am sorry stop crying....

But she cried until she was finished giving the pain o long 3 months.....
He too cried and told the pain in his cries to her....

Swara brought divorce papers and vermillon powder....

Swara : see i didn't signed on this please tore it and fill my forhead please....

Sanskaar didnt wasted a second and tored the papers in peices and filled her mang but he saw that her yellow saree was showing blood marks

Sanskaar : swara blood...

He removed the pallu...

He was shocked and his heart was just twisted to see the marks..

Sanskaar : swara what's this??

He showed angered on her

Swara : the pain which i gave you and you suffered because of me... this will always remind me how i didn't hurted you

She smiled in tears....

Sanskaar just have tears and he started crying

Sanskaar : you punished me swara... why this??

Swara : why you left me sanskaar.... this is seriously nothing when you left i was feeling like dying but i was just alive to see you agai but i promise if you go i will die pakka....

She cried hugging him

Sanskaar : dont swara i did all in my ego I didn't saw your pain please swara forgive me...

He bent on his knees asking gorgiveness...

She didn't let him do it

Swara : sanskaar

Sanskaar ; no swara i left you am sorry but promise me you wont do this again...

Swara : i promise unless and untill you wont leave me because now i my breath will leave me....

Sanskaar kissed her to make her quiet....

And they kissed letting their pain out....

And inviting their new life....

Dil ki namaze jaake pahochi falak se aage toh jaake paaya tujhko mere REHNUMAA......

*****The end*****

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