Ryan's POV: (Ohm)

I sprawled out on my bed and felt the silky sheets wash down me. I turned onto my back and looked up at my ceiling at the papers I taped to my ceiling of the famous singer Vanoss. I want to be just like him, famous, successful and big! I want everyone to know me, people to hear my name and say "I know him!". I want this so bad! I've wrote my own song, it's not good granted. But I hope to sing it to Vanoss one day, I want him to hear it and tell me himself what he thinks of it. His opinion will only matter, he's my idol I want to hear it from him.

Tomorrow I'm going to see him in concert, I'm excited! I bought a backstage pass to see him, I hope I can actually see him and talk to him and possibly sing to him. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes hoping tomorrow will come quickly.

— dream —

Bright colors started swirling around in the darkness of my mind. Making shapes and figures of myself standing on stage singing and fans cheering. A bright red swirled around my colorful figure, it twisted around my arms and legs then finally formed into Vanoss. His hand slowly touched my cheek but in seconds a bright blue washed over like a wave changing the scene into us singing on stage together and people throwing flowers at us. My figure leaned down and grabbed a bright pink sunflower. It grew bigger and eventually morphed into my face on a big screen in NYC. My figure smiled big and reached out to touch it, as the fingers gently touched it the screen exploded into colorful butteries and they circled me.

I turned around and saw Vanoss standing a few feet from me. I reached out and slowly touched his hand. Slowly the scene changed leaving everything around a bright green. I turned around and saw a mirror, I was a bright green, blue and purple. I reached out and saw the mirror turn into a bright pink lion that ran a few feet and turned back and looked at me. A huge smile sowed itself on my face. I ran after the lion and saw him take a leap off a cliff. I followed and jumped down into a pile of yellow roses. "Come on Ryan, it's show time.." Vanoss's voice rang in my head as his red color came flying through the field of yellow roses and morphed in front of me with his hand out to me. I grabbed his hand slowly as he pulled me up to my feet.

— end of dream —

A loud annoying noise started to ring through my head. I opened my eyes fast and turned onto my right side to see the time, 5pm. I quickly got up and ran to my closet. The concert starts in 3 hours! I have to get ready! Why did I sleep so long? I should of gotten up at 9am and got ready and waited outside of the arena for hours to get in.

I tighten my vans as I grabbed my phone and wallet. Excited as I am, I'm also very nervous. What if I just meet him and choke and not know what to say. We only have a few minutes with him when we get passes so I'd have to make use of my time.

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The concert ended and as always, he was amazing! His voice is like an angels and he moved with so much grace it was beautiful. I pulled my backstage pass out and quickly made my way to the exit where the security guards were that controlled the backstage passes. As I got there I saw hundreds of girls waiting with them. I stood at the back and the guards checked their passes and made a few leave because of the fake ones.

As I made my way towards the front they ended up stopping at 19 people allowed in, leaving me by myself. I looked at the guards. "I paid $300 for this and I can't go in?" I said softly with my voice cracking a bit. The guard sighed and shrugged, "I'm sorry, I don't make the rules..." he said softly. I looked down at my feet as tears filled my eyes, I slowly turned on my heels and started to walk off towards the empty parking lot that was littered with trash. I started to kick a empty monster can around towards the trash can. As I made it there I bent down and picked it up.

Tears streamed down my face as I thought my dreams were slipping through my hands. He was my only chance to get known. No one wants to talk or listen, let alone hear me sing. I sighed as I wiped my eyes and continued to pick up the trash in the parking lot.

I close my eyes, and I can see a world that's waiting up for me..

That I call my own..

Through the dark, through the door.. through the nowhere where no one's been before.. but it feels like home..

They can say, they can say it all sounds crazy
They can say, they can say I've lost my mind..

"You have a very nice voice.." a very familiar voice said. I froze in my tracks and slowly turned around to see Vanoss standing there in grey joggers, big white t-shirt and red vans with his hair messed up as if he just took a shower. I was star struck just staring at him, he had a big smile on his. "My name is-"

"Vanoss.. I know.." my voice choked. He gave me a hearty chuckle as he walked over to me. "My name is Vanoss but my real name is Evan..." he reached out and grabbed my backstage pass and tilted his head. "Why weren't you backstage?" Softly he let go of it. "T-They said that I wasn't allowed back and only the 19 girl i-" he cut me off with a snarl. "Well whoever that was is getting fired, you're suppose to let everyone who bought backstage passes in." He grabbed my hand and started to walk towards the arena pulling me with him. I followed willingly and just stared at him. "W-Where am I going?" I asked as we walked towards the back of the arena.

"You mean, where are WE going?" He said as we turned the corner to see his tour bus. My eyes widened as I stared at this long bus. "You're 21 right?" He asked as the doors opened. I nodded fast as I followed him onto the bus. "I want to hear you sing more.. and I'm taking you with me on the rest of this tour" he said as he opened a black curtain to show practically a house in this bus. A kitchen, two bedrooms, bathrooms and a living room with a 70 inch tv on the wall. "Wow.." I said as I looked at it. "Come on" he pulled through the bus and into the back bedroom. I bit my lip as we walked into it slowly. He let go of my hand and I walked over and looked at the bed. "Wow... it looks so soft.." I smiled as i slowly put my hand down and touched it. It was very silky and warm. "You can lay down on it if you want.. I don't mind" he said as he walked into a bathroom. I slowly sat down and sighed happily at how comfy it was. I laid back and closed my eyes for a bit.

I heard the door open and sat up on my elbows and saw Evan walk in shirtless and in his joggers. "You like my bed?" He asked as he walked over and sat down next to me. I blushed hard as I stared at him and nodded. "Uh huh" I said as my eyes traveled down to his chest and dare I saw lower to his, dick. I looked away fast, "Sorry if I stared.." I said quickly as I stood up. "You're fine... you know.. I don't mind if you.. stare.. as long as you plan to handle or endure the process that will come with staring.." he winked as sat up and positioned himself to where I'm standing between his legs.