Vicky POV

Moon.

Always so bright and so welcoming to the eyes. Not like it's sister the sun. Sun as bright and cheerful as it may seem, always bad to your eyes, you flinch looking at it.

But not the moon. Like an old man sitting and staring at us from the above. It seems so close and yet so far away.

No matter how alone I was, moon kept me company, and even though it didn't speak back I knew somewhere deep inside that it still listened to every word I said.

I was laying on a thick branch looking up at the glimmering stars and the big moon, like the parent of the stars just in the middle.

It was a frosty snowy night. Wind blowed my silvery white hair around.

I sighed.

It got to the point that loneliness became a pain and hard to handle. No one was here to talk to me, nor do something fun with me like have a snowball fight.

I was unfortunately invisible to people. The perks of being a Spirit of Winter isnt it not, right?

My dark blue hoodie, covered in frost, glimmered like glitter because of the moons light hitting against it. My brown shorts were worn down and very old, like the strings on my legs.

And believe it or not I walked barefoot.

I sat up looking at my staff.

I definitely didn't like this whole Spirit thing. It's boring and lonely after a while of getting the hang of the winter powers.

Sudden noise from under me, made my eyes shift to see what it was.

It was a guy.

That's unusual.

I could see his brown hair. He was in a thick jacket. I don't blame him though, I can stand the cold but a normal mortal has to cover themselves with layers of clothing.

I looked closer at the guy and he was reading a book while walking and looking around. But unfortunately for me and how high I was, I couldn't really tell what kind of book he was reading, but the only thing I know was that it was quite a big book.

I came down. And followed the guy, as I was pretty curious on what he was reading.

It was a nature book.

Hmm he's into nature I see.

He stopped in his tracks which also made me stop as I didn't want to go through him.

It kind of surprised me that he stopped but oh well.

He turned around and backed away, his expression seemed to be surprised, like he saw a ghost.

"Wow.." he muttered under his breath and I rised my eyebrows.

"Sorry what?" I asked confused. It was pointless though knowing that he probably saw something behind me, not me.

"Who are you?" He asked, still amazed.

I turned around, looking behind me but no one was there. I looked back at him and rised my eyebrows again.

"Wait wait wait. You can see me?" I asked. My eyes widened.

"Eh yeah...why wouldn't I see you?" He look very confused, and I placed hands on my mouth, tears dripping down my face.

He sees me.

He actually see me!

"Oh my God! You see me!" I said out loud and laughed.

He was staring at me like I am insane but I was overwhelmed.

"I know you are confused but the thing is. I am a winter spirit" I said, calming down and his eyes widened very quickly.

"Wait you can't be...you're not a male. The legendary myth Jack Frost" he said, looking up and down at me.

"Well yeah, I am Vicky Frost. He is the popular winter spirit while I am unknown" I replied, rolling my eyes.

"Oh I see. Well I'm Thomas Nekton." He replied and brought up his hand for me to shake.

I hesitated but shook his hand which was the weirdest feeling ever. The only reason is that I haven't felt another humans touch in 300 years.

I think this is a start of a big change.

2 years later

It has been strong 2 years since I've known Thomas and I enjoyed it more than anything.

He has been so sweet to me. I enjoyed spending time with him, because of how much fun we had.

It has come to the point that I actually fell for him.

Yep.

And the saddest thing about this is that I can't love him. I am an immortal who will never die, while he is a mortal who will die soon enough.

It's too depressing to think about it.

Christmas was also around the corner and he instead that I come for a Christmas dinner.

My heart was beating too hard.

How would his family react to me? I desperately wanted to believe they would love me and wouldn't question the way I look but there is a large chance they will judge me or question me.

I was walking around the woods I am always at. Unfortunately I don't have many clothes but Thomas decided to give me money to buy some, but who am I to know how to dress nicely.

I have been wearing the same God damn thing for 300 years!

I quickly went out of the woods and looked around the town, looking at the clothing displays in the stores I went by.

They all looked pretty but I wanted something in my style but something not too weird, or expensive.

I finally went by a shop that looked quite nice and not too expensive.

I opened the glass doors and there was a woman there, talking to another woman, showing her all the clothes she had.

Another woman approached me with a smile. She was a bit older looking than me but I am sure none of them are over 300 years old.

"How can I help you dear?" The woman asked nicely, with very clear and soothing voice.

"Oh well. I was invited to a Christmas dinner and I am looking for a dress that would look nice and in my style that I can feel comfortable in, but also not too expensive" I said quite awkwardly but she smiled, and nodded.

"Of course well I see you are old about the modern mixed with old kind of look. Also you seem to have that wintery vibe to yourself. I think I know what you'll look good in" she said cheerfully and walked into some storage room, and afterwards coming back with a huge white box.

I came over to her and she opened the box, revealing a dark blue dress, white sleeves that went on shoulder sides with white fluff around it and few diamonds on the top part.

"Oh wow. It looks amazing" I said smiling and she nodded, agreeing.

"Yes. And you can have it for free. I can tell from a mile that you are nervous about the Christmas dinner which indicates that it includes a guy you may like and would like to impress. That's why I am giving you this dress as a Christmas gift" she said smiling at me and I was in shock.

"I don't know what to say. I don't know if I can take this for free" I said quite embarrassed and speechless.

"Honey. Just take it. It's a special dress and you seem to be pretty special person yourself so it matches you perfectly" she said cheerfully, giving me the box and I smiled.

"Thank you so much! I can't thank you enough" I said and went away from the store to get ready, while she laughed and waved at me as I went rushing out.

After few hours, I finally arrived at Thomas house. From the money I had, I was able to go have my hair done in curls and my make up done but lightly.

Thomas assured me that his family knows stuff about me and they'll be able to see me, but I was still nevous either way.

I rang the bell on his door, waiting for someone to answer the door. The house looked pretty huge, meaning his family must be pretty rich.

I also managed to bring my staff with me and my old clothes, as Thomas instead that he would put them in his room before anyone from his family would see and would question it.

Finally the door opened and there he was standing in a suit.

He looked at me in amazement and I felt my cheeks burning up.

"Wow hey Vicky. You look...beautiful" he said, still quite amazed.

"Oh thanks. You don't look so bad yourself" I said laughing slightly, which made him chuckle but then he opened the door wider for me to enter.

As I thought, he is basically rich.

"Oh I'll take the stuff" he said and I gived him my stuff and he runned quickly upstairs to his room and then back down.

I know it must seem weird that I haven't been in his house in those years we've known each other but I never seemed to want to leave my woods until now.

He came running back down and smiled at me.

"Well it's this way. Come on!" He said while taking my hand and walking me into a big dinning room where few people were sitting.

"Hey guys. Meet Vicky. The girl I have been talking about" Thomas said, which gathered all of the peoples there, attention.

"Oh hello Vicky. Nice to finally meet you" a young girl said, coming up to me.

She seemed the same age as Thomas. She was also brunette with hazel eyes, just like Thomas.

"Oh it's nice to meet you too.." I paused, looking for her to say her name.

"Oh sorry. I am Helen, Thomas' twin sister" she said and we shook hands.

"Well it's nice to meet you Helen" I said smiling.

I have spoken to all his family members. His sister Helen. His father John. His aunt and uncle, as well as his grandparents and cousins.

The night couldn't have been any better.

Few hours later everyone went to their rooms. Well Thomas said they don't live here and they are using some of the guest rooms but just now I am calling them their rooms.

I went with him to his room, as he instead that I should stay here. And since all the guest rooms were occupied,  he instead for me to stay in his room.

We came in and I sat on his bed.

"You have a very nice family" I said smiling.

"Thanks. They are pretty cool. They may seem posh on the daily bases but they aren't really" he chuckled sitting next to me.

"Well they are lovely either way. I don't remember my family" I said smiling sadly.

It was painful for me to think. I don't remember them at all. I died while freezing to death in the forest. And since it has been 300 years. I am sure no one from my family are alive.

"I'm sorry Vicky. It must be hard for you. You've spend like 300 years all by yourself" Thomas said sadly, taking my hand into his.

"Yeah it's been lonely. All the other Guardians have it easy. They are legends that every knows and loves. They all have each other. While I am just a normal spirit with no meaning" I said looking down at my hands.

I knew the moon picked me to be a spirit but I didn't know why.

Jack Frost had the same question too, but his destiny was to be a guardian, and since I don't know Tooth Fairy well, I never went and asked for my memories or anything.

I felt a soft hand caressing my cheek, pulling my face up so I could look up at Thomas.

Our eyes met and he smiled at me and then started leaning in.

I couldn't help but let him and then that's when his lips met mine.

He kissed me.

I kissed him back. I could feel the passion and love from him. I didn't want this to stop. Tears went down my face, I was desperate for his attention.

He finally pulled back and looked at me.

He wiped my tears away and embraced me in a hug.

"I'm always here for you. I love you Vicky Frost" he said quietly but so that I could hear him.

I started sobbing. I couldn't help myself. I knew this wasn't right, that this would end badly.

"Hey what's wrong?" He asked looking at me.

"I love you but this can't happen" I said crying. He looked confused and kind of hurt, so I looked away from him.

"Thomas. I am a sprint who will live forever. And you are just a human" I said standing up.

I quickly changed back to my old clothes. I wasn't embarrassed because I had shorts and a shirt under it.

"I get it but we can still be together" Thomas stood up and held my hand before I could take my staff.

I looked down.

"Thomas... I don't want to see you age and then die. I don't want that. I want you to have someone you can become old with and have children. I can't have that. I can't become old nor have children" I said sadly, taking my hand away and taking my staff, opening his window and while jumping up on it, looking up at the moon.

"Please wait. I know that. But that's fine by me. It doesn't matter if you can't age or not. I love you" Thomas said, pleading.

I sighed.

"It matters to me. Goodbye Thomas" I said sadly and then took off, flying away as far as the wind could carry me.

I heard Thomas voice calling my name but I had to leave. Hot tears streamed down my face but I quickly wiped them away.

I had to leave.

10 years later

It has been 10 years since the last time I saw Thomas.

It has also been the weirdest and quite amusing 10 years of my spirit life.

I am now part of the guardians, as I was picked by Man in the Moon himself. I also found out that Jack Frost himself is my brother which was a very emotional thing for me when I found out.

I've became good friends with everyone and Jack has been a big support and fun for me.

We were actually going to the old town I lived in 10 years ago.

I told him everything and he said it was wise of me and he couldn't be anymore proud than he is. He is just the best brother anyone could ask for. He's also a big troublemaker and a goof ball which is funny at times.

We are going back to my old town because Jack wanted to see it as well as he instead that I should come and visit.

We finally approached the town and landed. Nothing really changed as it seemed. We looked around and few kids waved to us, knowing who we were.

"Well it seems nothing really changed" I said smiling at Jack.

"Guess not, but I think you should pay a visit and see Thomas" Jack said, placing a hand on my shoulder and I looked down for a second, but nodded and runned in the direction of Thomas' house, while Jack stayed to play with the kids.

Of course, I didn't go up and knocked his door. Hell no. I flew up to his window and looked around.

His house definitely changed.

He wasn't in his room so I decided to come in and look around. That's when I noticed few pictures on his nightstand.

It was of him and a girl with black and blue ombre hair. They seemed happy in the pictures.

One of the pictures showed them together, but the girl was in a wedding dress, indicating that they are married. Another picture was od two little girls. It must be his kids.

I came out of his room and that's when I saw him and his family sitting around, watching a movie.

He stood up, as he seemed to walk towards the kitchen and I went after him. I stood in front of him with a smile, but that's when my smile quickly faded away.

He went right through me.

I couldn't believe it. I was in shock. I looked at him and touched my chest. My heart was beating so fast it hurt.

He forgot about me.

I quickly went flying away from here, finding Jack and hugging him tightly.

He looked worried but didn't question it until later when I explied to him and he understood.

It was for the best that I didn't come back. I was just happy that he was happy.

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This is the first time I am wrote a one shot with not a good ending.

But I had to try something different.

Anyway that's all for now.

See ya!

Bye

~Vickyxx