Jon pov :

Me and Ashlie have been together for same time now and no one now that Ashlie was cut her self

She did tell me I found out

And when I did it was to let

She to us that she was getting bully

we did what we could to stop the bullies

It not the same with out her

I wish she was here

I was to let to save her

Why baby just why

She's only 17, her whole life's ahead of her

She hates school because the people there discredit her

Her boyfriend tries to show her that's not how it seems

But every day she just gets lowered with her self-esteem

He lets her know that every night will have a brighter day

She even tried to overdose and take her life away

She's feeling hopeless there just sitting down beside her bed

And then he takes his hand and places it beside her head

He tries to hold her, but with every touch she still resists

And then he sees the scars that bury deep within her wrists

She's feeling numb, he starts to beg and plead and ask her why

She says this way she has control of pain she feels inside

He's asking her, "How long it's going since you've felt this way?

Because you've got me here just feeling so damn helpless"

She says, "It's been a while; I guess I needed better luck

And then he screams at her and tells her, "Baby, never cut!"

Nobody seems to get you, you feel you're on your own

But listen, pretty lady, you don't have to be alone

So baby, don't cut, baby, don't cut

You can do anything, just promise, baby, you won't cut

I know your heart is hurting, you think the road has end

You may just feel that blade you're holding is your only friend

But baby, don't cut, baby, don't cut

You can do anything, just promise, baby, you won't cut

The next day at school she's feeling better than the day before

Even cracked a couple smiles as she walked the corridor

But all that seemed to end, she dropped her books as she went into class

And every student in the room just seemed to point and laugh

She couldn't take it anymore, she sent her boy a text

It said, "I love you with my body, heart and soul to death"

He thought nothing, typed "I love you"; then he sent it

By death he didn't know that she had literally just meant it

She ducked the next class, ran home into her bathroom

Thought to herself she wouldn't brake her promise that soon

One cut... two cuts... three cuts... four

The blood just started dripping from the tub to the floor

Her boyfriend had a feeling in his stomach that he hated

He followed it and ran down to her house, he never waited

The front door was open, he heard the water running

He stormed into the bathroom, and his heart just started gunning

He puts her arm around his shoulder, he's trying to lean her back up

Yelling out her name as he lays her beside the bathtub

He feels his whole world just took a hit from a big avalanche

Screaming out so heavily, "Somebody call an ambulance!"

Felling mad angry, like somebody's led her on to this

Her eyeballs are rolling, drifting out of consciousness

Thinking to himself "Why the hell didn't she stop at will?"

The tears just keep on rolling as they head to the hospital

Paramedics rush her in, doctor calls emergency

She's lost a lot of blood, the place looks like a murder scene

An hour later, the doc walks in with a sour face

And says, "Excuse me for the words that I'm about to say

I'm sorry for your loss," the boy just starts collapsing

His own world, his own girl just took a crashing

Saying to himself that it's his fault and that he let it up

Baby, I thought you promised you would never cut...

Nobody seems to get you, you feel you're on your own

But listen, pretty lady, you don't have to be alone

So baby, don't cut, baby, don't cut

You can do anything, just promise, baby, you won't cut

I know your heart is hurting, you think the road has end

You may just feel that blade you're holding is your only friend

But baby, don't cut, baby, don't cut

You can do anything, just promise, baby, you won't cut

she left to soon

I will never love someone the same way as I loved Ashlie

I will never forget her or those days

I will never forgive myself