IM IN LOVE WITH HIM
Lucy pov
Ring* ring*
Gosh who could be calling me at this hour. It's too late for this. I looked over at Natsu to make sure he isn't awake and thank goodness he isn't. I don't want to be dealing with him right now. He's so annoying and nerv-wreking and cute and handsome and ado- ahem. Let me stop before I start driving of. Again
Natsu wanted to stay over at my house because something is happening over at his. Which he won't seem to tell me about. Now here he is sleeping in my bed like a baby. Cute
Ahem. Anyway the phone. Right. I picked up my phone and answered it only to hear someone I though I would never hear for the rest of my life.
"Hello is this Lucy Heartfeillia?." "Who wants to know" "this is Jude Heartfeillia" I gasped as I heard the name. How did he find me. I though I covered up all my tracks. But it seems I didn't cover them good enough.
I quickly got up from my bed and weaved my way in the darkness. It's litterly 4am in the morning, but that's not what I'm thinking right now. I need to hurry up and get outside as so Natsu won't overhear this conversation. I don't want him involved in this. I finally reached the door as my hand reached for the door knob. I breeze of cold air collided my skin sending shivers up my spine. But now is not the time for me to think of getting a jacket either.
I found a place in the backyard with a tree and hid behind it. I looked behind me to make sure Natsu didn't follow me. Than turned back to my phone. I've left him on the phone for awhile without even responding and I now just realized what I had done.
Natsu pov
I heard this annoying ringing sound in my head and was getting ready to throw it across the room untill it stopped. Finally I didn't want to get killed by Lucy for breaking her things but it was annoying.
I was starting to doze off when I heard the sound of bed springs and footsteps quickly leaving the room. Why would she leave UNLESS it something important. She could need me out there. It's dangerous to be out at this time. I'll just follow her.
I quickly got of the bed without making any sound. I have to be like a ninja. Nin nin.
I wrapped my scarf around my head to look more like a ninja while following Lucy. She was going outside and left her door open. Lucy would never leave her door open just like that. This must be really important.
I followed her untill she reached a tree and hid behind the same one. But on the other side of course. She looked back and I quickly moved to the side a little. She than went back to her phone and put it to her ear. And said a word ever so coldly that it sent shivers up my spine. "Father"
Lucy pov
"Father" I said as coldly as I can. After all these years he called me. Guess he finally realized that his so called "daughter" is gone.
"Lucy I want you back home immediately. I am tired of playing your silly games your not a child anymore." I gritted my teeth as I spoke. "Games?" I exclaimed loudly. " You think this is a game. There is no way I am going back to that house. That "home" that you speak of. That big, lifeless, cold, and lonesome "home." Is no home of mine."
"Lucy"
"No, don't Lucy me. You know how alone and cold it was for me all those years. You just ignored me. Never looked at me, never speaked to me. You couldn't even look me in the eye. Not once did I hear an "I miss you" or "are you doing okay" I never even heard an "I love you."Now you want me back, for what to do some type of business proposal. To take over your business or wait even better to marry someone." I said with sarcasm literally dripping from my voice.
"Actually yes" wait what.
"I want you to come home and marry a friend of mines son. This will really profit our business. I'm doing this for you Lucy so come home please." He said the ending softly.
I can imagine him now calmly sitting on his chair in front of the desk with a phone in his ear while I'm completely different. I was so angry at him and was litterly shaking so hard I wondered if the ground was also shaking from the vibration I was creating.
I wasn't crying though. There is no way I would ever cry for him.
No.
This was full on anger.
"Your doing this for me." Rage covered my voice so much even I was scared of myself, but I pushed that though aside. "So leaving me all alone to deal with the pain of my mother was for my own good. Ignoring me like I never was there was for my own good. And now marrying some business partner son of yours is for my own good. This is all for my own good."
"Lucy calm down."
" No I will not calm down. I'm sick of trying to find your love. Searching, begging you to love me. I don't care anymore. Now I know you never loved me. You never even cared. All you ever care about was your business and money. I never entered your mind. You never asked what I wanted or what we could do together. My whole childhood was spent in my room, and you sitting at that desk everyday. The only people who ever talked to me were the maids and the butler, but I'm not mad at them. I'm mad at you. No I'm not even mad. I'm far past that. So far that there isn't even a word for it. Don't even try looking for me ever again. I'm done with you."
I quickly ended the call and looked up toward the sky. My phone dropped out of my hand from me no longer having the strength to hold on to it.
I felt something slid down my cheek down to my chin and landed in the grass. I brought my shaky hand to my face and pulled back only to see water.
No, tears
My tears
" I don't get it. I should be over you. I shouldn't be thinking about you. Your out of my life. I don't love you. I hate you. I hate you with all my heart." I screamed out the last line as I slid down. And cried my heart and only stopped for a moment when I heard someone say something behind me before I was fully enveloped in the warmth of a hug. "You know that's not true"
Natsu pov
I heard everything ever single word. Thanks to my supper hearing. I don't know why but when I was born I just had enhanced senses for some reason. But right now I'm not sure if I'm happy about having them or not. Lucy slid down the tree crying her heart out saying words that I knew she knew the answer to, but just didn't want to say them. I wanted to reach out and hug her, but I felt like it wasn't the time. Untill she said 7 words that brought me from behind the tree and her into my arms. And for me to say 5 simple words. That made her stop for a second to only cry harder than she did before.
Lucy pov
I cried for a long time it's probably 6am by now. But I needed that, and I knew Natsu wasn't going anywhere and was probably going to wait untill I was done. Cause that's just the kind of man he is. I finally stopped untill you can only hear sniffles from me. " You heard everything, am I right. It was muffled by his shirt cause my face was still buried in his chest, but I'm sure he still heard it. I felt him nod as I stiffened, than relaxed after awhile. He was going to find out sooner or later.
It was quite for awhile none of us saying anything. Untill I finally speaked up " I'm going to have to change my phone again. And I really loved this phone too" I pouted a little and he chuckled while looking down at me before he spoke. "I'll go with you to keep you company" than silence came to our door again. It let itself in without even asking permission. But there was nothing to talk about all that was needed to be said was said. Except two things but that could be told another time.
"Lucy how long have you been uhhh-. He pauses a little trying to find the right words. "Running away" he was unsure, but then nodded and than I answered his question.
"For about 4 years I think. Im surprised it's been that long." I said finishing off his sentence. Well I guess it's one now. "So you've been living like this for 4 years" "hey I feel like your offending me ri-." I tried to joke but stopped when I saw his serious face I just stopped.
So sexy. I quickly slapped myself in my mind hitting my head in a imaginary wall I created in my mind. Can you do that? Loosing focus here. "Well I didn't feel that you needed to know besides I didn't want you involved in this."
"Lucy" I flinched a little and he calmed down a little before continuing. "Everything that has to do with you, has to do with me. I care about you and I don't want to see you hurt. It hurts me whenever your hurt and even more when you cry" he grabbed my cheek forcing me look at him in the eyes.
Those beautiful black onyx eye that you could get lost in. They were so full with emotion. Sadness, worried, happiness, angry and so much more. I wonder how his eyes can show so much emotion at one time.
"I'm sorry Natsu. I just-" I paused for a second before continuing. " I just thought that I could do this on my own. I didn't want to bother you with my stuff."
"You would never bother me. Whenever you need me I'm there. I want to be the one you lean on when you need it. To be there when you cry. To hold you when you need it. Lucy I'll always be there for you, so whenever something like his ever happens again 🎶I'm only one call away🎶 and you can also🎶Lean on me🎶."
(A/n, sorry just had to😂😂)
He joked on the last line and I started laughing and soon enough he joined.
We were rolling around on the ground getting a whole bunch of grass on our clothes while still holding our stomachs. We laughed so hard and my face was so red I though I was going to pop. Untill finally I forced myself to stop, and soon enough he did too.
"Thanks Natsu" I whispered knowing he will still hear it. "Hmmmmm" was his only reply.
"Lucy I know now is probably not the best time to say it, but I have to get it of my chest. I love you."
Wow I definitely never saw that coming.
"I've always loved you since the day we met. You were just so interesting. In a good way I mean. You never cared what other people said about you. You stood up for others. You were kind, awesome, beautiful. No not beautiful. Gorgeous. Like a goddess."
The whole time he was talking I was blushing so hard. I swear you could mistake me for an cherry. A human sized cherry. I wonder if I'd be able to eat all of me. Cause that would be a lot.
Wait why am I eating myself again.
"I want to be with you forever, and love you forever so I'm asking you if you want to be my girlfriend." I was shocked stunned, but I quickly recovered myself to give him my response.
"Natsu the idiot, annoying, crazy flamebrain."
He sweatdropped at my start of my response but I ignored him and continued. " I love you too. I loved you ever sense I met you. As if it was like love at first sight. I only ignore my feeling thinking that you didn't love me or even knew what the word meant."
He pouted a little but I still continued. " You were always there for me, and I could have you as support. You were kind to your friends, honest, loyal. Never doubted me. And everyday I fell more in love with you. So to answer your question no I will not be your girlfriend.
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The end I'm finish
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Fine, here's the real ending
Yes I will be your girlfriend" he pulled me close to him and we kissed. He held onto me as if I would disappears. Like if he let me go I'll be gone. We kissed like we were the only people in the world. Well I guess there's nothing left to hide from him. I said everything that I wanted to say.And I only keep falling more in love with him. I just can't help it. I'm in love with him.
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