Heaven's Call! (P.Jm X Y/n)
Disclaimer:- I don't own Possibility(song). Credit to owner.
Y/n's pov:-
I looked at the purple fabric again, blinked twice to get a clear image of the black lines, falling precipitously, making checks on the faded background. I could feel the blotches of my tears, soaked in the fabric, as it touched my teary cheeks. I felt my heart throbbing and pulsating vigorously which I longed could stop now.
"Please Jimin, stop for me!" I could hear words, slip my tongue in synchronicity to my moist and sobbing tone.
"Try to understand Y/n. This is not my habitation, I have to unveil myself to them!" I could barely hear his serene, convincing, consoling attempts in between my sobs, I just enshrouded my head even more in his chest and clutched his shirt tightly.
I urged to say so many things to him, so many requests were plunging in my heart; but the powerful blackhole inside me didn't let even the highest frequency to peep out and penetrate the thick shell of sinister silence present around us.
I could discern my sobs getting dry, with every last second, forbidding me to even cry for him. I know he was waiting for my words, to swim out from my mouth, but disappointedly he tightened his grip around me.
"I know it's hurting you. I know it's hard for us to part away our ways. But it's the time Y/n! It's already been a complete month that I kept lurking. Here! Only for you!" His voice was devoid of emotions or atleast I felt so, still weeping in his arms.
"I have to go back; if not by myself, they will cease my presence here. Every passing minute magnifies the imminent pains and tortures for me there. I am just a servitude to them; staying here is quite onerous for me. And I know, the close I stay to you, the overwhelming guilt will intend to engulf me. Certainly! Completely!.
"Then, why don't you simply take me with you?" I couldn't stop to weave a new excuse, resisting to break the inseparable bond between us.
"I am afraid, I have to deny you for the very first thing you are asking me. This, your world is now brimming my heart with incessant guilt, looking at you all like this. This's turning like a hell for me as the time is closing for my departure!"
"Please Ji-min!" I consumed the remaining scraps of strength, only to whisper this two-word-entreaty, inspite known would go ostracized.
"Don't stop me like this y/n, it will only hurt you. We were destined to be like this. But unfortunately, disparate!"
"But I-I love you Chim. An-And I know that you too love me. Don't you?" I kept sounding stubborn.
He uncurled his strong arms around me and with a little reluctance, pushed me away. I could hardly see his half colored silhouette, through the skim of blood, sweat and tears, that have occupied my puffy, burning red eyes now. I could feel his cold-warmth going away from me as he took a few steps away from me.
"My hell loves you y/n, but my heaven can't accept you. I am helpless that I can't love you, but it's certain that I love you!"
And his voice griveously decayed after echoing a thou' times in my ears; he himself evanesced in the air into cold, white mist which surrounded me as if wanted to hug my trembling body and then diffused in the night's darkness.
(Know that when you leave..
Know that when you leave.. )
I threw myself on the ground and gave into the cry. My vocals were indeed tired but the hole in my heart was equationally magnifying, feeling me as if I had been turned empty from inside.
(By blood and by me, you walk like a theif..
By blood and by me, and I'll fall when you leave..)
I heard some strident beeps somewhere around me. I didn't care to take the call because I was already confessed with the sniveling words, Jungkook (the caller) might say-
'He didn't make out of the coma y/n! JIMIN! He.. he left us!'
(So tell me when you hear my heart stop...?
You're the only one who knows...!
Tell me when you hear my silence...?
There's a possibility I wouldn't know..!)
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A/N:- I transformed this to a bts fic. How's it?
Thanks for reading!
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