I got my license!
I really am happy. It is undoubtedly an achievement for a person like me. It feels like things are going great for me. My license is done, my studies are going right, am able to post daily, and my life kinda seems sorted out.  It is not that great but there is at least something going on.

Last year was really terrible... I was stressing out so much churning, churning, and churning. I got tired just trying to survive lol. I always felt I have nothing accomplished. Last year I felt " Am 19 years old! I have nothing in my bag to particularly per se." I felt so useless. But a few months back I was stressing out talking like " I am 19- I flunked one entrance test, somehow got into an ok college, and had to dump my future plan and start from scratch. I am not even able to drive a simple car."

My dad looked at me shocked-He was like 'you are just 19 your life hasn't even started and you are thinking about so many things. You have so much life ahead.' That's when I pressed the brakes in my head. I internally fused in my head that I haven't accomplished anything. And when my dad pointed it out my whole life felt like a lie. I was holding myself so accountable that I totally thought of myself as useless.

But frankly, I was not useless-
I learned new things, I learned to cook complicated dishes, put a lot of effort into my relationship with my sister, faced rejection from my crush ( Story for another time), and got second prize in a big scientific presentation.

Even after all this, I felt useless. But all this time I was doing so many things and yet I was thinking I was useless. Now, I can strongly say I am worth everything even if I don't accomplish all the unrealistic expectations I kept for myself. My worth doesn't depend on what I accomplish, but on the love, I have for myself and others.

At the end of the day- It's important to identify your worth despite your shortcomings, despite your lack of accomplishments. 

"You will always be worth it."- It's high time that everyone learns that!

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Don't worry!
I will be posting a chapter!!!! But I need a little more time- Am just too ecstatic and overwhelmed by the things around me and the revelation that are happening in my mind. I needed a place to let it out, and I thought this would be the best place. Please feel free to tell or talk to me about what you are facing, because at the end of the day, we as humans need to stand up for each other.

At last, I would like to thank all of you for all your support. You guys give me a reason to smile and be proud of myself every day. Thank you Loves!!!

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~Author